The people walking in darkness have seen a great light: upon those dwelling in the land of shadows, a light has shined on them. Isaiah 9:2
Evan Bohan ben Rosa Maria bat Sephard: the 'ROSE-BUD' from Jesse's ROOT, Ha Porah mishoresh Yeshai (Is. 11:1)
(A.K.A. OvadYah ben Yoseph ha nazir, Mi ca El, Roy Israel, ha atik yomaiya. Gen. 49:26, Deut. 33:36, Dan. 7:13 & 12:1, Is. 28:16, Is. 11:10, Ez. 37:17, Ob. 1:20)
The Unofficial Story
I have lived a more colorful and eventful life than what Samuel Clemens (Mark Twain) could even imagine to then write about in his classic 'Huckleberry Finn' adventure story, and it's still in progress with each day looking more like a mirror of Tolkien's 'Lord of the Rings' trilogy, his sequel to 'The Hobbit': The Fellowship of the Ring, The Two Towers, and the Return of the King. This is a very short summary merely highlighting some of the key events and milestones up to this point in the adventure in which you are now embarking with me to one degree or another, merely by reading these events of my life. Please forgive my inability to write as captivatingly well as either Mr. Clemens or Mr. Tolkien as I recount my FAITHFULLY TRUE life's 'story', to catch you up to date in my TRUE LIFE 'ADVENTURE'.
Born in Flint Michigan in the Spring of 1964, I have remembered all my life the day that I was born. The older I get the more vague that subjective memory has become. But as it fades there is a much stronger 'hope' that supplants it as my 'dream.' It is my great hope of returning 'to the garden' if you will, based upon the solid bedrock of Scripture and not my subjective and fading memory.
I remember it now, much more vaguely than before. I remember that one moment I was in perfect peace and calm, whereas the next I was being torn from my peaceful existence where I was one with my creator. A place of unspeakable love and no selfishness and its associated hate, violence, and all manner of evil.
I could only now assume that I had either somehow volunteered or had been drafted to accomplish a task which at the time was truly inconceivable to me. It's possible that I somehow 'fell' from grace to experience sin to know its evil and turn from it in full repentence, I know that like Samson I was deceived to do plenty of sinning after I arrived here and before I UNDERSTOOD THE TRUTH of this SUB-REALITY and WHY I AM HERE. I'm here to CONQUER the DARKNESS and TAKE CAPTIVES for the ETERNAL KINGDOM of LIGHT! I like to think now that it was of my own ignorant choosing to come here, but at this point in time, it really doesn't make much difference to me either way; I belong to Him and to Him I SHALL return as MY JOB; and you are welcome to follow me as I follow Him and the LIGHT of TRUTH HE PROMISED TO LEAD US WITH!
Again, those details are the foggy memories. What I remember most clearly is the drastic transition from THERE to HERE. It was immediately nausiating and repulsive. I remember making a conscious decision to turn back, that I of myself did not want to go. But I was bid to trust and obey and my spirit was calmed as I arrived in HELL. There is NO evil in Heaven nor in the restored earth, it exists for Hell alone.
Like in this modern song, I remember begging not to go...pleading to make the transition to stop. Not with words for which I had no voice, but in a perfect communication of the mind. When I understood the concept that I would be in a different place where He was not, that a sort of 'separation' would take place, and was introduced to the pain and suffering of the womb experience, it was too late. There was no turning back. But as I left he promised to never leave me without his light to signal my way back from the dark place where I was going.
I was born to French Canadian immigrants on my fathers' side. On my mothers' was a mix of English descent on her father's side and her mother was the daughter of Jewish immigrants 'displaced' by anti-semitic persecution before and after WWI and WWII in which my grandfather lost his arm before 'saving' and marrying my grandmother. Actually my grandfather was quite the RACIST, SELF RIGHTEOUS BIGOT...he probably BOUGHT my grandmother as a 'wife' from Catholic 'Saviors' in North Africa while in the Mediterranean during the War...later as a boy of 8, I remember my grandmother basically suffering and dying of cancer practically all alone in the basement of our home. These were ORDERS given to my mother who was her HOSPICE CARE NURSE and BALKED REGULARLY AT THIS TREATMENT OF ANOTHER HUMAN BEING). Though I really know nothing of her personal history, I tend to think of my great grandmother as a type of 'Hodel' who married 'Perchick' in the classic 'Fiddler on the Roof'; it just fits some characteristic traits shared in that line of my family 'stereotypically'. So to continue the scenario for me I imagine my grandmother the teen child of Perchick and Hodel who were likely separated and/or killed at some point and my Grandmother 'saved' while in North Africa and brought to America through deception and war over RELIGIOUS LIES herein exposed!
According to the Myers-Briggs Personality Preference Indicator which I have taken at various times throughout my life, I score solidly as an INTJ personality type. Leaving aside the question of how much my personality was hardwired by my DNA and how much was programmed in through experience after birth, I was born to a troubled, post Shoah (Holocaust/WWII) home and family; a house of war (beit lechem = the 'house of war' over the FACEBREAD of GOD). Both my grandfather's and most of my uncle's were servicemen for some portion of their lives (if not career). Both my fathers' and mothers' sides were staunch Catholic [my mother's mother being a 'Crypto Jew' (that is a 'Jew in hiding'; she came under 'protection' of the banner of Catholicism at some point, began learning English, and married my Grandfather...not necessarily in that order), her family history like many others of the time, has been lost to memory...a painful wound yet to be healed]. My father (much like my mother's) was a stern man, an atheist who self medicated on alcohol and was seldom home. I credit him with instilling in me (as YHWH knew my parents would) the desire to search for ABSOLUTE JUSTICE which is rooted in IMMUTABLE TRUTH discovered only through application of rigorous honesty and development of personal integrity and character as PRIORITIES in 'life'. My mother instilled in me the capacity to understand and reflect NON-BIGOTED, NON-RACIST, UNIVERSAL LOVE concerned for the welfare of ALL; and to being sensitive, motivated, and encouraged by such POWERFUL LOVE as to cross any and all socio-economic barriers in order to see it expressed in SOCIETY (which necessarily means as a byproduct or corresponding action, the exposing of SELF HATE in all of its TWISTED FORMS to those DECEIVED BY IT so it may be RECOGNIZED as NOT from 'God'...no easy task).
Shortly after I began to read English (before starting public school) I began dabbling in Biblical Language, being raised in a 'Catholic family' in Catholic dominated Michigan from predominantly Catholic backgrounds (this was a religiously 'liberating' time in America, my mother turned 'Protestant' to marry my father who turned to 'Atheism' and a secret, Criminal Underworld connected to Masonry now controlling America), I of course began to learn to chant/sing Latin in preparation of becoming an altar boy and in choir (which I never actually did). I was astute. Despite having been hopefully named after MacArthur, the famous WWII General who inspired many with his military prowess. Many came to believe I would one day become a Priest or an Astronaut based on my BENT. I was treated special, especially by my wonderful grandmothers (one of whom told me I would be 'a Messiah greater than George Washington' and the other later adopted me as her own son when my mother became incapacitated, she insisted I watch 'only a few good men' with her so she could scratch it off her 'bucket list' before she died. She had been the ONE who was instrumental in having me named after my father AND the famous General after whom she had named my father). I seemed to be clearly 'gifted' in a myriad of ways as a male INTJ youth, and my grandmother instilled in me the hope for greatness. Her faith in me was very great. I enjoyed being favored but like Joseph, that favor was very short lived and came with a heavy price. One must have insulation or protection from Satanic MEN who run things in Gods name still, to have such favor lavished on them in this YET FALLEN and MIND BLINDED world controlled by FALLEN MEN as before the DELUGE, who need to be BORN AGAIN 'FROM ABOVE' into the TRUE, LIFE GIVING LIGHT OF THE WORLD selected by the father for our HEALING, SALVATION, AND WORLD PEACE, or be REMOVED FROM POWER before they DESTROY THE WORLD AGAIN! I was soon to learn about the jealous spirit of Cain perfected in the EDOMITE SPIRIT which is still allowed to openly manifest and is ruling/wreaking havoc on planet earth because of our IGNORANCE and DISOBEDIENCE to INVISIBLE VIRTUOUS TRUTH which will SET US FREE and HEAL US if we seek HIS PRESENCE. We moved to Florida where my father jumped through the hoops set before him by the Electrical Union while I continued to learn and grow in context of time and place.
Looking back retrospectively my parents seemed to be disagreeing over some fundamental issues which should have been worked out before marriage. It seems it was a mistake that has become increasingly more common since that 'liberating' but not quite 'lawless' time in American History. They ended in divorce when I was seven. My mother took custody of me and my younger sister and we returned to live with her parents in Michigan until the death of my grandmother who died of cancer at home (my mother was a nurse before my birth, so she then was her own mother's 'hospice' worker). That was made into a more traumatic experience than it needed to be for all of us, because of my grandfather's self-medication/alcoholism and related drama. She is the one I credit with instilling in me the CONCEPT that the IMAGE of GOD TRUTH is associated with the FULL MOON through Oral Tradition.
My mother was very loving but very naive about the world and its sorceries, and after setting out to raise us alone after the passing of my grandmother, got caught in its schemes to control one's soul in its cast system of spiritual enslavement to criminal mentalities who still currently work within its darkness and blind spots unaware to most. As a result of her ability to 'see' SPIRITUAL TRUTH REALITY to some degree, and the PRACTICE and TEACHING (to ME) of her beliefs (disparaged as 'rebellion' and 'witchcraft' by the MIND ENSLAVED) and her resistance to local criminal tyrants (who love to start RUMORS among the IGNORANT MASSES they MANIPULATE/CONTROL in order to SUPPRESS TRUTH, and that is done by using their IGNORANT MIND SLAVE DUPES to do so) resulting from merely remaining true to her principles, my mother was abruptly deemed an 'unfit parent' through the machinations of a few men who are WELL ABLE to weild power but were NOT ABLE to control my mother's MIND, and it was 'approved' by the State of Michigan shortly before I was eleven. She was summarily incarcerated in an insane asylum with no trial or even a court hearing where TRUTH REIGNED and she was lobotomized through electroshock 'therapy'. She was made into a vegetable and was never really socially functional again afterwords...she was turned into a drone for the wicked system she suffered to sheild me from (UNRECOGNIZED BY ALL OF YOU).
This should give you insight to appreciate why I've always related to Charleton Heston's ROLE in Planet of the Apes...particularly the scene where he finally finds one of his COMRADES (role of 'Landon') and excited to recognize an intellectual peer with whom he shared a WORLD VIEW and could relate with while in their imprisoned condition, had his joy stolen just as quickly when he discovered that he had been lobotomized by the fearful powers in control (sorta like what was going on in 'One Flew Over The Cuckoos Nest'). He understood as I do (and as we all should), why such THINKING is a THREAT to the tyrant psychopaths usurping YHWH's authority. It is they who manipulate the ECONOMIC SLAVE CASTE SYSTEM they CREATE to remain in power, accountable to no one except in theory and usurping the seat of God in practice. The power we have allowed some men and their institutions has CERTAINLY been ABUSED. When will we understand that we want men who have TRUE GODLY CHARACTER in positions of AUTHORITY or we ALL SUFFER as a result?! Spritually speaking it is INSANITY PARADING NAKEDLY before all to have leaders who do not OPENLY CONFESS their dependence on and ACCOUNTABLITY to GOD. He is the giver of the TEN COMMANDMENTS which they should serve and protect as they will serve and protect us as the very CORNERSTONE of our SOCIALLY UTOPIC 'reality'. Please see more about what happens when we DO NOT have such a society; a serious and EVER INCREASING problem which MUST BE ADDRESSED if mankind is to EVER evolve, HERE
The State took custody of me and my sister and turned us over to Grandmother (on father's side). I stayed on the farm for a while but was eventually was re-united with my father and sister for a few years, returning to live again in Palm Beach County, Fl. I lived with them until I had become 'born again' after receiving and reading through, a Gideons New Testament at age 14 (you know, the little pocket deals the 'Gideons' organization distributes with Psalms and Proverbs?).
As I said, my father was not a god fearing man but an atheist. He told me that religion was a deception used to control the weak minded. I believed him until the day I read that book. I was convinced of the Light of TRUTH I saw in it. I heard the voice and ring of absolute TRUTH in that book which could not be denied by my soul; which bore witness in spirit and truth. But because I believed some lies with that truth, those being essentially exposed by the details in the body of this work, I had been DECEIVED in a PAVLOVIAN STYLE DECEPTION regarding the Name, Character, Plans, and Purposes of our Creator whose message I had 'heard' in the book yet had slowly been deceived to accept a subtle forgery given to me by traditions of men AFTER I HAD FIRST BELIEVED. Again, the very purpose of this work is to expose those deceptions with THE SAVING TRUTH. My father was clearly not happy with the choice I had made. Convinced that SENTIENT TRUTH was calling me out to follow and DISCOVER him, I was finally successful in running away from 'foster care' (where I was imprisoned for trying to 'run away from home' to set out on my own path of OBEDIENCE TO THE HEAVENLY FATHER). My father thought me a FOOL. I was only fifteen. I envisioned myself as a sort of KWAI CHAIN CAIN in 'KUNG FU' on a search for my long lost BROTHER and encountering ALL SORTS of CRIMINAL ACTIVITY in all the 'border towns' I visited, but I was barely a teenager!
I immediately began having 'Huckleberry Finn' type adventures you might also analogize them. The first big adventure was working for the local Master of the Masonic Lodge in a pool hall he owned in a small town in Central Florida where I had stopped. He offered me a job and I stayed in the Mason Hall at night. We shared 'secrets' in a sort of OPEN RITUAL which GOD had ORCHESTRATED for MY INSTRUCTION (where he did not recognize me or why I was there anymore than I him or anything about 'Masonry' at that time). He traitorously betrayed my confidence (as I suspected he would, despite describing my father as Sam Clemens described the father of 'Huckleberry Finn' as a deleriously DANGEROUS and ABUSIVE alcoholic who would have killed me had I not finally been able to escape) and he turned me in to the 'authorities' as a runaway who had 'murdered his father'. From that UNLAWFUL CAPTIVITY to keep me from SEEKING TRUTH, I was MIRACULOUSLY DELIVERED. I was 'led by an angel' out of my incarceration sorta like Peter in Acts 12:6-9. I was given 'clues' when and how to leave from that STATE FOSTER CARE (jail) and I SUCCESSFULLY ESCAPED after hiking through orange groves for a week (handy food supply) and nearly freezing to death at night. Sadly I believe that 'Worshipful Master Mason' made a SELF FULFILLING PROPHECY regarding MY fathers future murder!
God delivered me and INSTRUCTED ME for the future to MANIFEST HIS SAVING LIGHT which will set us ALL FREE from our BONDAGE to a FALSE PARADIGM which DESTROYS US so we may have LIFE and INCREASING PEACE instead! After finding work under the table in another small central Florida town, I became 'legitimate' by petitioning family court to remain with my new found employers as my 'guardians'. I had many more wonderful learning experiences during the next year or two after which I ended up as a Roadee and Sound Technician with a Blue-Grass/Southern Rock/Gospel Group who 'took me in'. While with them I also learned to play guitar and to sing whenever opportunity arose. We sang and ministered the 'Wonderful Love of Jesus' all over the South-East Coast of the United States, playing in all types of venues from prisons to church socials and revivals as the leader was a Pastor and we had a Blind Evangelist who travelled with us. We even cut an albulm at a studio in Tampa.
We essentially all lived together, all the members of the band totalling usually fewer than ten persons. It was fairly close quarters most of the time. It was during this time that YHWH had been dealing with me regarding unresolved family issues stemming from my childhood and the family he had placed me with in this world. I was really wrestling with these issues and I was transparent with my peers and elders in our little 'acts community'.
Well it happened that I tried to contact my father (this was just the beginning to understanding that my deep seated issues were with the Heavenly father not my earthly one, but it had to be worked through this way). I wanted to let him know that I had come to understand and forgive him. I wanted to let him know that I was willing to have him back in my life...as I had left on bad terms feeling hurt and betrayed, unwilling to forgive him I simply refused his attempts to contact me when he discovered my whereabouts later. It had been nearly three years since I had spoken to him despite his attempts.
After wrestling for some time, I finally attempted the call. I called three consecutive evenings (after work) to get in touch with him. I left messages. On the fourth day I received notice that he had committed suicide the previous night (the third night). Wow! Right? I was devastated with a tidal wave of emotions which ended up overwhelming me for a time. I would turn 18 in just a few months.
I now know that it was not merely a suicide but a conspiracy of sorts to murder my father and make it look like a 'suicide'. My father was right handed but was shot in the left temple. Perhaps it was motivated in some way by my fathers' missing gold/coin collection and antique guns. Or perhaps my father had been deceived into making an eternal promise to Satan and turned back to God, the cost of reneging on Satan being death in this world as long as he's still allowed to run things secretly... Additionally, my fathers' things (which were all packed for his return to Michigan the next day which had been confiscated, sealed and impounded by police), had been obviously rifled through carefully. Nevertheless, the case was quickly ruled a 'suicide' by the Fort Pierce Police Department without taking any of those facts into account. They simply have no budget to spend on any case that can be just as easily dismissed as 'solved'; and it looks much better on the crime STATISTICS report too than an ugly 'open' or 'unsolved' murder case. But I was not able to discover all the facts surrounding that event for some years, myself. All I knew at that time was that the TIMING and CIRCUMSTANCES really stunk and it would be YEARS before I would connect all the dots! What were the odds of so many traumatic events happening to me while others seemed to be enjoying 'life' blissfully in America? What is the Message gleaned from such events if life has ANY MEANING or PURPOSE? What was the GRAND DESIGN God was trying to show me?!
I was floored. GOD had struck me a very hard blow. I was not able to handle it really. I was nearly inconsolable. I struggled alot. I did not understand. And GOD wasn't giving me any answers. But I found consolation in the arms of my Pastors' attractive young wife. I mean we were a 'happy family' in many ways. I was young and foolish. He was 25 years her senior as she was 10 years mine. She consoled me through my crisis and helped me to get in touch with my feelings. I loved her very much.
I had not quite reached 18 when (looking back retrospectively) she had pounced like a cougar on my spiritually weakened state in my groomed ignorance and well aware of my 'blind spots' to ATTACK MY VIRTUE. No DOUBT a victim of the same type of 'love' which RAPES VIRTUE which she was showing me. I did not put that together right away, along with other 'patterns' I learned from that event which, apparently to everyone else, all seemed to be disconnected and 'random events'. But I did not know any of what I now know today regarding Neuroplastics and it's related predictable 'laws', at that time. I did not understand the INVISIBLE SYSTEM which I seemed now to be BUMPING INTO as a PINBALL in a machine and how its MECHANISMS work, yet. I just knew that I was still VIRTUOUSLY a 'virgin' in regard to romance or 'sexual love,' and she had DELIBERATELY and with FORETHOUGHT deceived me in my weakness, ignorance and DEPENDENCE to STEAL my VIRTUE as HER PRIZE; and I simply did not recognize it for what it was. I had been lied to, manipulated, used and DISCARDED like toilet paper for someone's selfish TEMPORAL agenda of HATEFUL DELUSION. And THAT my friend is NOT YHWH's love but it IS the Psychopathic 'God of this worlds' type of 'love' and they CAN and MUST be DISTUINGUISHED from one another according to their ACTIONS, BY DEFINING the CORNERSTONE 'TRUTH', the STANDARD of TRULY PERCEIVED 'reality' for which this unofficial biography is mere corollary to that Thesis.
She told me she loved and needed me and assured me that 'love conquers all'. I felt I could release all my care to her embrace, I trusted her. I had been deceived by the whore of Proverbs and looking back retrospectively I see the parallels with the Whore of Rev. 17. In my dark time, and due to the undermining of a solid foundation of truth upon which to stand, I had quickly abandoned any moral restraint as a conscious and SUPPOSEDLY 'rational' decision (because of course 'love,' is the 'NEW COVENANT' law of freedom which replaces the 'letter' of the Old Testament Law which brings death, right? Any sin can be forgiven and therefore there was no law of sin and death for the 'believer', right? We walk by a higher law of 'love' which allows such MANIPULATION and VICTIMIZATION to take place IN GODS NAME, right?). This Doctoral Thesis posits that men in the end days, after the religious deception of the end-days is FULLY exposed to have been CONTROLLED BY THEIR OWN PARTICIPATION in the SATANIC MIND of the COLLECTIVE CONSCIOUSNESS of Mankind all along, while thinking insanely they have escaped it but in reality, PERPETUATING IT (the 'collective consciousness' still being in a STOCKHOLM SYNDROME BONDAGE to the BEAST SYSTEM given to mankind 2000 years ago as outlined within). Some men will cry out for death to end their COGNITIVE DISSONENCE in the SAME WAY I DID; if they are not able to continue to get rid of the EXPOSING MESSENGERS as they have ALWAYS DONE in the past. Please understand my life events from THAT spiritual perspective which I endured and have so far survived for your vicarious INSTRUCTION in righteousness.
Looking back, because of this deception and the VICTIMIZATION of the VICTIM which followed that event by the OTHER 'LEADERS' in that town; a fairly predictable set of events (essentially what can be termed a spiritual 'feeding frenzy' on 'fresh meat' culled from the herd by the packs of SPIRITUAL WOLVES maintaining the local flocks in the groomed darkness regarding true reality. Ez. 22:27). In my own ignorance of that REALITY of BETRAYAL and SELFISH HATRED which I EXPERIENCED, I began to feel betrayed by the creator himself. How could I have been so deceived and abused by those in positions of power and ruling by the authority of God, if there is a loving creator who has purpose and meaning for life? I didn't really realize it at the time, but I slowly began to resent him for what the dogs were allowed to do in his name. I did not have the character of Job in my suffering but rather I equated these things with HIM, not seeing His PROVIDENTIAL HAND INSTRUCTING ME at that time. Eventually coming to hate him (like CAIN) and even refusing to deal with Him about my feelings and eventually searing my own conscience to INSANELY DENY his very existence. To deny the existence of the INVISIBLE, SENTIENT TRUTH is the FIRST STEP toward WILLFUL INSANITY and eventual SELF DESTRUCTION. I had even been deceived to take the advice of Job's wife; to 'curse God and die'. It was all very subtle deceptions established as a MOUNTAIN of PERCEIVED 'truth' (which was not true at all), and which I had not yet perceived and put together in any meaningful way. I had no available MODEL or PARABLE by which to UNDERSTAND the TRUTH of the INVISBILE REALITIES I was EXPERIENCING. The amount of deception this world is under is INCREDIBLE; all the result of an UNCHALLENGED CORNERSTONE LIE they all LIVE UNDER like MIND SLAVES TO SATAN!
They do not recognize that though DIVIDED AMONG THEMSELVES, they all SACRIFICE TRUTH TOGETHER in their NEO-AZTEC like SYSTEM which was established on the REJECTION and HATRED of the INVISIBLE CORNERSTONE TRUTH of the FATHERS VIRTUE as TESTIFIED by HIS TRUE SONS hated by this world RULERS, secretly. It's a system where they are now ignorantly STILL CONFESSING DECEPTION and MURDER on their OWN HEADS as they continue to FEED themselves on the flock they were hired to protect and serve 2000 years ago, not to victimize and enslave.
It was just too overwhelming for my mind to grasp at that time (probably much like it is for you to understand NOW, having just been introduced to these DEEP CONCEPTS in mere words). It was all just too painful for me to deal with consciously at the time. When my lover's mask came off, I was cut to the quick and I ran away from the darkness in which YHWH was trying to show me HIS LIGHT OF TRUTH. Spiritually, there can be no worse cut than betrayal followed by treachery and cut throat scullduggery. She made it unequivically clear that she had been manipulating and deceiving me all along, using my own naivety and childish thinking. I was stricken with grief and shame and felt treacherously betrayed. I felt abslolutely betrayed by everyone dear to me INCLUDING and most especially, GOD! I had been deceived by the SELFISH GOD of THIS WORLD just like THEY OBVIOUSLY HAD before me! Would I learn to PLAY BALL with 'god of this world' TEAM, or NOT? I guess that was the question in these 'leaders' minds.
Having been so dis-illusioned by popular Christianity in a 'Pavlovian style deception', the OPEN MANIFESTATION of the book of JUDE parading around as if they have clothes on because of the SPIRITUAL DARKNESS we live in and ACCEPT as 'normal', but in REALITY are spiritually EXPOSED to all except those who like me, they DECEIVE as part of the 'Education' and INDUCTION into their vicious system (please see this EXPOSING DOCUMENTARY regarding the KINSEY REPORT which is the CORNERSTONE for 'sex education' in the U.S. here: the Kinsey Syndrome). Understanding this, I had given up faith in a RATIONAL PLAN of LOVE altogether and VIRTUE seemed to be a CURSE in this worlds CURRENT SYSTEM, as the GAME IS CLEARLY 'RIGGED' and EVERYBODY KNOWS (and I did not yet see the SUPER 'RIG' programmed into the SUB reality nature through the CORRECTION of my PARADIGM regarding the perception of reality itself as an A-PRIORI PATCH for CORRECT PERCEPTION of 'REALITY', yet). I still did not realize the depth of the deception this world is under, unable to conceive and articulate it though it paraded openly in front of me. I was deceived to throw away the BIBLE as the very SOURCE and CHECK for ALL TRUTH in our sub reality by the INVISIBLE SUPER REALITY who WROTE, COMPILED, and DELIVERED IT, merely because of the STOCKHOLM SYNDROME type PSYCHOPATHY of those who POSE as LEADERS and TEACHERS of it in OUR GROOMED DELUSION OF REALITY...AS GOD DESIGNED and he was trying to AWAKEN ME TO SEE. So I decided to change paths completely.
I became atheistic and hedonistic as my father had been. I gave up temporarily (as is my hope for my father and the ultimate reason for his death) on the philosophizing of life which seemed to drive my mind since earliest childhood. I was just going to enjoy life in ignorance of purpose. I chose to forget about what I knew to be the pre-requisite matter of establishing a PURPOSE or 'mission statement' at the outset of undertaking any endeavor in life; ultimately to include the purpose for having lived it. I chose to live without finding any purpose or meaning upon which to base my view regarding why one decision is ultimately better than another in a grand scheme of things as a foundation to begin building a life on, and just be like the masses of other ignorant people milling around me 'enjoying life'. No different than what is expected of them, having no real GOAL or PURPOSE for which they live relatively SELFISHLY (in a sort of MIND PRISON), just fit in somewhere in the spiritual Babylon and be a 'normal' guy who lives a normal life...which means one who does not think about the purpose and meaning of life ALL THE TIME! It was driving me nuts and I wanted to run from it now (as Jonah did) as I began to see it as the source of my misery (rather than a blessing to the blind world); sorta like one who does not like what he sees with his eyes in a world of blind men and unable to convey it effectively and suffering as a 'freak' and outcast as a result of such 'vision', may try to remove the source of such 'vision' to end the associated suffering. So I began to live life; so I thought. I had actually ignorantly begun a cycle of self-destructing behavior of running away from my original call, turning a blind eye to what I saw myself being called to do, sort of like Jonah. Like him, I could not seem to stop myself from my own flesh reaction, even had I the desire at the time.
I was ignorantly self medicating on alcohol (as I had learned to do); again hopeless and not finding anyone to share my burdon. I lost control one night (easy to do when hopeless and desperate in a world which seems ignorant and apathetic) and was sent to prison for 'disturbing the peace', 'resisting' and 'battery on a police officer'. It was a convenient way for the local 'authorities' to be rid of me so they could live peacefully unhampered again; a necessary sacrifice for the continued peace and harmony of the delusion of reality they live in. I was nineteen. I served eight months in prison where I tested for, and received my G.E.D., and I was released on my twentieth birthday. The self-destructive lifestyle of rejecting YHWH's discipline and missing his objective promises still dogging my steps. I was still not finding any direction and I recognized I was sliding downhill fast. I needed to make a change but did not know exactly what or where. My grandmother sent me an airline ticket.
I came back to Michigan in '85 and started taking classes on and off at a small community college in Mid Michigan near where I had spent time as a boy on my grandparents' 160 acre farm in Sherman City. I found a little gal at College that I liked and we got engaged. I was studying Philosophy, Karate, and Eastern Religions/Mysticism. I was really searching for meaning and purpose in life which would replace the concept of the worlds popular concept of the 'Judeo-Christian God' and his 'Plan for Man' which they teach; which I now ALSO believed to be a deception; as my father had believed and tried to WARN ME about! They DO NOT KNOW MY TRUE FATHER as I NOW DO! He says:
MY NAME has been BLASPHEMED AMONG THE NATIONS because of YOU. Therefore My People shall KNOW MY NAME and they shall know ON THAT DAY that I AM HE thats speaks: behold, it's ME! Rom. 2:24, Is. 52:5
I was unable to accept in my dark hour that a caring God would allow such a DECEPTION to befall me (and my parents before me); that his people are called to be victims in this world by those who call themselves His and sit in HIS seat of authority. Whoever wants to please God in this world may as well love suffering and death in this current world economy. I suppose that's what we see in the account of Cain and Abel who represent the TWO OPPOSING 'MINDS' of their FATHER. I had been innocently deceived through my own ignorant desires, very much like Adam and Eve had been, the reason why we were CUT OFF from the REALITY of the SUPER LIFE. WHAT IS GOING TO HAPPEN when the 'tribulation' which man has been deceived to bring upon himself, finally comes and those same men who have been DECEIVED into waiting for the 'blessed hope' (rapture/witness protection program) to take them away from the 'disasters' they themselves bring as a RESULT of what they CHOSE to BELIEVE was TRUE regarding THIS FALLEN REALITY, does not come to pass?.. that THEY HAD BEEN DECEIVED to SPEND THEIR LIVES looking forward to inevitable DEATH and DESTRUCTION (as they miraculously escape what they PARTICIPATED IN CREATING as they lived in SELFISH DELUSION in this SUB REALITY) and things that DO NOT MATTER in the KINGDOM of LIGHT...living in a DELUSION of reality handed to them 'prophetically' by WAR MONGERING HATERS to believe in a FALSE and SELFISH HOPE in order to BRING DESTRUCTION on themselves and everyone around them?
They will do as I did when their deception is revealed to them as it was to me. They will reject the 'God' they are pretending to worship WHILE IN their deep deception. They will REMAIN DECEIVED BY THEIR OWN HEART thinking God deceived them and they will believe they have NOWHERE LEFT to go for consolation...except this message which can CUT THROUGH their DELUSION to show them GODS TRUTH now. If they refuse this message, when all the masks come off in the end, they will be exposed as SELFISHLY PSYCHOPATHIC MURDERERS just like Cain. They will kill ANYONE who stands as a witness for YHWH TRUTH! The (so called) New Covenant REPLACEMENT THEOLOGY, which is part of popular Christian world theology today, tells us this life is about YOU BEING BLESSED. They say NOTHING AT ALL ABOUT WHY! Why are we here? Well, we will get to that...let me get back on the topic of my life's summary.
I knew how empty I was after being deceived by Popular Theology (which I like most, thought was the truth regarding 'god'; because thats what they do as 'accepted professionals', no one does it better, right?). I knew first hand what a sham and farce pop Christianity really was; from inside ministry...its a variety of whorehouse feelgood ministries who sweep the dirt under the rug, wink at their sin and are POPULAR WITH PEOPLE WHO LOVE SIN in this TEMPORAL WORLD BUT WANT TO APPEAR RIGHTEOUS to those who do believe in accountability to a HIGHER REALITY LAW! It's really a new form of selling indulgances or GOLDEN TICKETS into heaven in god's name by GREEDY SHEISTERS popularly recognized by a MIND BLINDED collective conscience society as the 'Professionals' in charge! As long as you pay your tithes and don't give your religious leaders any 'problems' you are viewed as a 'good Christian' despite what is done in secret; which is usually KNOWN or at least SUSPECTED by many but NEVER DISCUSSED OPENLY; even if the SYMPTOMS of this WICKED DOCTRINE get exposed, a SCAPEGOAT is blamed (usually a victim being further victimized) so that the CAUSE is NEVER EXPOSED and CURED! It spiritually boils down to those who stand exposed as the AZAZEL in the ATONEMENTS SACRIFICE whose GUILT is PLACED ON THEM and removed from the KINGDOM OF LIGHT...it is THOSE TEACHINGS which are still being REFERENCED and PROPPED UP as 'authoratative' 2000 years later. ALL are exposed as effectively standing over the corpse of Messiah TRUTH to maintain their own pharisaic positions in the DARKNESS of our current GOOD OLE BOYS CLUBS running the PSYCHOPATHIC MIND of MANKIND yet to this day...the same CORNERSTONE of PSYCHOPATHY begun THEN, with its aggressive, victim based economic system of GREED. The darkness is SO BLINDING to the masses that these leaders are able to OPENLY PARADE as the teachers of the mind and will of God in a SUICIDAL DELUSION regarding THE FUTURE which these FALSE PROPHETS are inducting the whole world into; SUICIDAL SELF DESTRUCTION WAITING FOR AND ASSISTING AN ANTICHRIST TO COME TO WORLD POWER, BELIVING THEY WILL ESCAPE! What could be more appropriate a picture for these SPIRITUALLY DRUNK WHORES RIDING THE BEAST OF POWER TO THEIR MUTUAL DESTRUCTION than this self-same description given to us by John in Revelation 17?
Just like the book of Jude exposes, these practiced LIARS tell you what you THINK you want to hear; they are PRACTICED in SMOOTH SPEECH and FLATTERY and are CUNNING MANIPULATORS of the masses and who recognize those FEW who see them. They rid themselves of their threats by manipulating their mind puppets into position around them to effect their desires; mostly DUPES usually totally unwitting to having been used for the NEFARIOUS SCHEME of someone they TRUSTED. STEALTH is the most preferred technique of HUNTERS like Edom, the Masters of the Craft of deception and VIOLENCE based in SELFISH GREED. THEY PANDER TO FLESH while patting heads and FEEDING THEIR OWN FLESH...TEARING their spiritual PREY secretly (Ez. 22:24-31)! That does not mean that ALL positions of leadership in our current broken system do this OR that everyone being deceived by them is complicit. Not at all! What it means is that their leaders are kept spiritually CASTRATED to 'continue the course' and their FLOCKS are always kept as BABES to be fleeced by those SPIRITUAL EDOMITES whose groomed DARKNESS they walk in! NO ONE is ever allowed to RISE ABOVE the KABAL and hold them ACCOUNTABLE to TRUTH. You are KEPT from seeing the FULNESS of GOSPEL LIGHT and therefore REACHING YOUR POTENTIAL! At best the children are always allowed to get the subjective 'love' message without ever hearing CONCRETE TRUTH upon which to build a structure of principles and ethics that will SET THEM FREE and keep them from ever being ensnared and DISILLUSIONED BY SUCH DECEIT. Rather, they REMAIN ENSLAVED IN and BY ITS SYSTEM in their self delusion of reality thinking themself already free WHILE WORKING IN A SLAVE SYSTEM OF DIVISION AND ENMITY HANDED TO THEM 2000 YEARS AGO! They have NO CORNERSTONE of SOLID and UNCHANGING PRINCIPLES despite WHAT THEY SAY! When tough times that require solid faith in SOLID PROMISES test the baby faith they are groomed to maintain from cradle to grave, the babes become dis-illusioned and fall away; just like what happened to the now spiritually BANKRUPT nation of Germany after Hitler's deception. They hailed him as savior in their DARKNESS regarding REALITY!
The Master said: 'forsake not the little children to come to me'. In addition to the Master telling us that ALL have access to him directly, he was also saying "stop pandering to babies by allowing these spiritual Edomites to 'teach them', keeping them as ignorant babes, and lets make men who are able to weather the storms of life". We need men able to SEE THE DECEPTION of the GOATS (the sheep are so dumb they sometimes don't even know their master is smarter than they are let alone how goats deceive them) who like to DECEIVE and MANUPULATE them SELFISHLY for their own perpetual CONTROL (Jude 1:3-19, Ez. 22:24-31). That can only be done, as we shall see, ONE WAY; for the Old Testament LAW to come to life in your flesh as your life's CORNERSTONE! This is the EXAMPLE SET FOR US! The Master was the word made flesh. What word? THE OLD TESTAMENT! Anyone who denies THAT OLD TESTAMENT MESSIAH HAS COME IN HIS OWN FLESH IS A LIAR! And that is how to know who the liar is and is not. Today the liars OPENLY TELL YOU the law has been 'done away' as they give you THEIR OWN TWISTED VERSION to control you in the DARKNESS of THEIR INTERPRETATION of 'law' in place of the CORNERSTONE OF TRUTH. Baby's caught in this WICKED, NEO-JUDAIZING system ARE EXTENDED GRACE (MERCY!)...if in fact they are truly babes caught in deception and not learning to perpetuate it themselves as WOLVES in sheep clothing as they LEARN to do from their LEADERS (Ez. 22:24-31). Deceiving and being deceived is the popular Christian system of a subjective, shape shifting law of 'love' under a 'New Covenant' which IS ANOTHER Gospel altogether when it comes to TRUTH being SAVIOR according to the DESIGN PLAN and how we are to view 'law'. The tares and the wheat were SEWN TOGETHER 2000 years ago. It's NOW HARVEST TIME and we can TELL fairly CLEARLY the TARES from the WHEAT now!
I did not yet understand that YHWH was giving me the 'big picture' of the purpose for my living this life. That it was my calling to experience the wickedness and suffering of this world first hand, to be able to see its wounds and how they might be addressed, ultimately by exposing the very foundation of the system we have all been working on for 2000 year in ignorance as having a MAJOR DESIGN FLAW which is the very CAUSE of our ILLNESS. EVERY SINGLE PERSON now needs to be REFOCUSED to the ANCIENT BLUEPRINT of the Bible to begin BUILDING CORRECTLY on that NOW UNSEALED 'CORNERSTONE' PERSPECTIVE which was rejected 2000 years ago; the one given for our PEACE and the HEALING OF THE NATIONS. It was known in advance by the GREAT ARCHITECT of the Universe and he embedded the details of the 'BLUEPRINT' in the CREATED ORDER which he SEALED UP in the Bible to be understood at this time in HIS STORY. And He chose me to UNSEAL and MANIFEST these 'mysteries' at THIS PHASE of the CONSTRUCTION PLAN. But I was just getting the overall picture put in my head, I still had a lot more training and discipline to endure.
My fiance left me after a couple of her trists, and I was really struggling with the thoughts in my mind as I just could not believe in, hard as I tried, the mystic crap I was studying. I just could not seem to escape the Sentient Creators voice I once heard and at the same time reconcile what I thought to be his character, plan and purpose...with all the suffering and deception I had endured so far in this 'matrix' of deceptions.
Every time I thought I may have found an 'escape' from the concept of a 'sentient creative force' (who I simply did not want to 'hear' from anymore) through Eastern Religion and Mysticism, I found YHWH there in my mind presenting a question that I could not answer once again. He outsmarted me at every turn. Everything kept pointing back to, despite all my attempts to deny it, a 'sentient creative force' as the answer to the purpose for life, and he had a PURPOSE for MY LIFE if I would GIVE IT TO HIM; but I just couldn't...wouldn't TRUST HIM (I was still being very childishly selfish, holding onto pain as an IDOL in my delusion). And at the same time I could not believe, hard as I tried, that there is NO ACCOUNTABILITY for this life as with a (purposeless) creationless evolution (or even Eastern Philosophies); the only other theories for 'perceiving reality'. I thought if I simply chose to believe something else, then I could find a comfortable 'niche' in this world. But I also knew that I would be part of a world where the 'strong' (unconscionably shrewd reptilian brains) survive and hunt in the intellectual darkness of hypocritical narcisism, preying on ignorance and innocence until ALL ARE CORRUPT!
I would be consenting to live peacefully in a Beast System if you will, where there is no objective source of truth, and justice is THEREFORE SHAPE SHIFTING and subjective to the WILL of the (shrewd) RULERS as well. This is the situation Mankind finds himself in yet to this day 2000 years after the PRINCE OF PEACE came. And this is why I studied Eastern Religions (I studied Judaism and Islam as well). Having been trained to equate TRUTH with God from an early age, I tried to believe there was another way to be a TRUTHFUL and 'moral' person in an increasingly functional and healthy society, I earnestly did...but at the same time I was becoming a rather cynical and vociferous agnostic-atheist like my father (for about 6 years). But I could not escape what I always knew deep inside, that there is a SPECIFIC PURPOSE FOR LIFE assigned by a SENTIENT CREATOR (even if it is for us to discover and believe ignorantly that we create, by trying to envision something better to improve our condition and evolve as HE DESIGNED). Purpose is required by logic to make a plan or otherwise accomplish an action. The very reason we move is not soley to move but to move meaningfully to effect a change; which IS 'purpose'. The 'big bang' did not happen for no cause at all if you will...what was the cause for being. WHY was I here? Was it to find a wife and raise children in this HELL with nothing more? That seemed to be a goal for most others but it seemed a meaningless perpetuaion of suffering to me. What was I supposed to live for as my PURPOSE to give my life MEANING...a GOAL to live for so that once attained, one can REST in what has been accomplished? What could be WORTHY of one toiling here all the days of their life, potentially SACRIFICING their life to ATTAIN or PROTECT that GOAL? That was what haunted me.
I hated this world and had no desire to live in and perpetuate its evils as I saw was required. I simply saw no PURPOSE to do so, there was NOTHING WORTH LIVING FOR; living life in this 'reality' was MEANINGLESS to me. I was suicidally depressed for several years and I finally attempted suicide to escape this 'call' on my life; which I simply was not dealing with internally...with Him. Retrospectively I see that it was a fear of this call, like Jonah, fear of the apparent obstacles and my feelings regarding 'justice' seen through my colored lens regarding the nature of 'reality' (like Cain) that kept me from obedience...in a sense my own refusal to believe that he DID have a plan which I was here to accomplish that I did not want to know because SUBCONSCIOUSLY I did not want to do what he placed me here to do, just like Cain. It was more painful and ugly than my childishly selfish CONSCIOUS mind was willing to look at. That's what kept me from obedience...but his providential MERCY was still at work within me.
It was my fear of living by faith in HIS LOVE and POWER (as Abel did), in a sense recognizing subconsciously how impossible the task before me seemed. Ironically, YHWH had brought me to a place where I would rather consciously face death in faith that there was something better than THIS 'reality'... if nothing else, that it was BETTER to DIE WITH INTEGRITY, than to SERVE IN this WORLD'S DELUSIONS AND VIOLENT DECEPTIONS with no real, meaningful and ENDURING purpose!
As an aside, let me suggest to you that this MESSAGE could potentially SAVE the LIVES AND SOULS of countless US VETERANS who are COMMITTING SUICIDE AT AN EPIDEMIC RATE OF ABOUT 1 PER HOUR RIGHT NOW. They are finding themselves as BETRAYED VICTIMS in a SPIRITUAL DECEPTION being REVEALED TO THEM which they simply DO NOT UNDERSTAND and coupled with the inability of OTHERS TO SEE their NEED or empathize with their suffering, are enduring EXTREME MENTAL ANGUISH with suicide eventually coming into their view as the ONLY seeming ESCAPE from the TORMENT experienced by 'living' in such SPIRITUAL DARKNESS! My Message demonstrates there IS a BETTER WAY to PERCEIVE REALITY and to TRULY LIVE according to a PROVIDENTIAL PLAN! To potentially save the LIFE and SOUL of a VET who you may not even REALIZE is STRUGGLING, please share this message with them TODAY!
I certainly knew the pain of mental anquish as a result of 'seeing' (and being considered 'crazy' for 'seeing' what others can not even conceptualize) what was really going on in this demonically controlled world, and I wanted to escape it. I was basically an ATHEIST living with a woman who claimed to be CHRISTIAN who was little more than a whore for her brother, an ex black belt Tae Kwondo Championship winner and Instructor who was tied to CRIMINAL LOCAL POLICE. They tried to get me in the middle of their NASTY BUSINESS. My only intent was to love this woman who had loved me despite she clearly had mental issues: she was stuggling with anorexia, bulemia, and deep depression because of her UNHEALTHY RELATIONSHIPS...of which I was one as an ATHEIST trying to counsel her and TAKING HER TO 'ATHEIST BASED' COUNSELING to 'HELP HER OUT' of her clear MENTAL BONDAGE. She chose not to leave her world view and I got too involved at a heart level as an atheist, without the MASTER of LOVE to help me out of the trouble my heart had gotten me into. A DEVILISH TRAP WHICH IS LAID EVERYWHERE TODAY to HARDEN HEARTS!
Without going into any of the circumstances and drama details leading directly up to the actual event, let me just say I had decided to 'end it'. Feeling shame and pain at my failure and seeing no purpose to continue living, since I could help no one in their pain, to include even myself now. So I stabbed myself in the abdomen Seppuku or 'hara kiri' style. To make the story short and to the point, I ended up undergoing surgery as a result of my injuries and loss of blood. All this un-be-knownst to me until I woke up in Hell again. That was not the first time (nor the last time) that I awoke from what I thought was my 'death bed'. Sorta like the movie 'GroundHog Day'...would it never end...could I do nothing to escape my pain? Nothing that would allow me to escape the pain of existing in this wickedly deceived condition with no light in a dark world to lead me?
I recovered physically enough to try to go back to school where I was introduced to Socrates through Platos 'Republic' with its Theory of Ideals and its famous 'CAVE PARABLE' (which I have excerpted within because of its POWERFUL BIBLICAL MESSAGE). Six months later I was arrested for 'disturbing the peace' while self medicating on alcohol in your ATHEISTICALLY RELIGIOUS SYSTEM OF SEXUAL IMMORALITY AND CHILD MOSLESTATION, again. While in the cell I went 'mad' quite literally. I was a bloody mess from various wild and unsuccessful attempts at suicide while in custody. I was chained down and involuntarily committed to a psychiatric hospital for some time (I don't recall, let's call it five weeks) for continued 'evaluation.' I had been classified as 'manically (suicidally) depressed' and a threat to myself and/or society. I had become a temporary ward of the state and the length of my stay was indefinite. The doctors were 'green lighted' to begin experimenting with their sorceries. I could not be released until I was evaluated and deemed to be no longer a threat to myself or others. I was either going to die, or they were going to EXPERIMENT on me til they found something that 'worked'; something to FORCE ME CHEMICALLY to ENJOY THIS HELL because THEY COULD NOT ADDRESS THE INTELLECTUAL QUESTIONS regarding REALITY and the PURPOSE for living that were creating the COGNITIVE DISSONENCE in my mind. Attempting to rid me of the outward appearances or SYMPTOMS of cognitive dissonance through DRUGS...chemically lobotomizing BRAIN RESTRAINTS was the ONLY AVENUE such PAID 'professionals' have in their medical bag of TRICKS.
They were most likely only going to end up destroying my mind with their pharmaceutical sorceries in the process of their EXPERIMENTAL CRAP SHOOT to find something that 'works', and just call it a 'success' if I wound up chemically lobotomized similar to what had been done to my mother...unless there was a change in my thinking to 'LIKE' serving in HELL...their GREED BASED SYSTEM of EXPLOITATION and VICTIMIZATION in the name of God...a SUICIDAL PATH on the HIGHWAY TO HELL; some peoples PARTY BOAT. I was still simply unable yet to see the beauty of YHWH's PLAN for its monstruous hideousness as it was manifested to me in the rotten underbelly of this whale.
I do thank GOD that the written and recognized laws ARE STILL EVOLVING (to slightly more closely reflect HOLY REALITY LAW) and had changed since my mothers 'therapeutic success' regarding what was allowed to be done under the guise of 'helping' the 'mentally ill' so that forced incarceration was more difficult to obtain and electroshock 'therapy' was no longer a POPULARLY ACCEPTED and PREFERRED 'CURE' for those suffering from the effects of THIS INSANE WORLD on their minds. Nevertheless, we still live on a sort of 'Planet of the Apes' where a Cast System of NEANDERTHAL MINDS are still in positions of power over the children, flippantly destroying lives (though you can't tell who is who simply by appearance, as in the Movie). Even if they are not able to be completely sociopathically free to do as they demonically would if they could (as during chaotic times, like 'war' which THEY LOVE because it gives them plenty of plausable excuse and the cover to take more 'liberties' with their ABUSE of 'power'!). While there I was pumped full of 'chemical cocktails.' I felt like I was being slowly tortured without the possibility of death as an escape in a sort of eternal Hell. I envisioned soon being a PERMANANT 'walking zombie' as they had done to my mother. I came to believe death would be the only place where I could find 'rest' from the hell I had suffered at the hands of others in this world, most of whom would tell me they were 'children of God' and what they were doing was 'for the best', when I KNEW OTHERWISE. I longed for death to give me REST from my TORMENT and could not find it! The mantra in my mind became 'Death is the only Escape from this HELL'. I had a DEATH WISH that just wasn't coming true!
I began to contemplate how I might be successful in a plan of 'escape'...to be trusted outside of the padded cell room and/or straight jacket JUST LONG ENOUGH to get the 'deed' done...and THAT my friend, is when I heard YHWH's voice and was given VISIONS of LIGHT brighter than the Sun! Yes, its TRUE, like PAUL on the road to Damascus, I SAW THE LIGHT...and all a matter of Hospital record! In the nut house is when YHWH showed himself to me and disclosed to me the VERY PURPOSE OF MY LIFE! It is TO DIE as a SACRIFICE TO HIM if THAT IS WHAT HE WANTS...like Abel or Jonah! He showed me the deception of the RELIGIOUS WHORE who rides the Beast of Revelation 17 which Paul and John came to understand, and WARNING THOSE who are DECEIVED (those who had deceived me) that they must REPENT or they will go to their own SELF MADE DESTRUCTION...this was the MERCY MISSION He sent me here to effect; even if it costs my life...THIS IS MY PURPOSE! He sent me here to LOVE THE HATEFUL! Allow me to elaborate.
I had learned to speak Spanish while living on the streets in Florida. While I was at this 'nut hut' in Central Michigan and experiencing some freedom from the padded room, I encountered a Spanish Book. I couldn't believe it. SOMETHING TO DO (to keep from going mad and reassure myself I was not a ZOMBIE like was done to Landon in Planet of the Apes)! So I began to read it only to find out that it was a 'living translation' of the New Testament in Spanish. I immediately put it down as an instant reaction of my still deceived fleshly mind regarding the nature of reality. But I kept being drawn back by his still small voice and the desire to use my brain and wrestle with the BOOK; to REASON about TRUTH in the HOPE of finding SALVATION from my HOPELESS CONDITION...perhaps not too unsimilarly from Jonah or Jacob who also wrestled with God.
I picked it up again, not having read it without the filter of MANS DOGMA essentially since I was fourteen/fifteen and had made my INITIAL decision to FORSAKE EVERYTHING and follow Messiah (where I realize now I had been subsequently deceived to follow a DIFFERENT Gospel...any one of a number of ruling philosophic traditions all sharing the same WRONG CORNERSTONE handed down in conspiracy 2000 years ago as outlined within). After hearing the voice of the Messiah and forsaking all to step out to follow him as my Master, I had been deceived into following after a DIFFERENT MESSIAH (one who did not come in his fathers' name YHWH to bring glory to the FATHER by PROPERLY ENFLESHING and so INTERPRETING the HOLY LAW for us to EMULATE, but one who made up his own Law and GLORIFIED HIMSELF and CONDONED EVIL through a FALSE SYSTEM of 'LAW'; men's cornerstone of shapeshifting laws to replace YHWH's perfect, Holy Law just like those who SLEW MESSIAH had done!). I had been called to go through the valley of the shadow of death by starting my journey by being shangheid by the warm, sensual whore of Babylon! All for the PURPOSE of my having the HONOR of being able to EXPOSE THE WORLDS DECEPTION for you! Despising the SUFFERING I would endure, I had found my PURPOSE for LIVING!
I was floored again. I read the passages where Messiah said 'pick up your cross and follow me' and 'he who tries to save his life will lose it, but he who lays down his (temporal) life for my sake and the gospels, will save his (ETERNAL) LIFE by so doing!' I immediately understood! I immediately remembered his SACRIFICIAL LOVE calling me to LIVE ABOVE this FALLEN WORLD in the VICTORY of his REST. I had subtly been deceived into hearing another's voice through the foundations of popular Christianity which taught me to be SELFISH! YHWH began giving me visions of a NEW REALITY...a completely different vision of the GOSPEL PLAN. I was enraptured by the things he was bringing to my mind, the things I saw regarding HIS HOLY, SELFLESS, SUFFERING SERVANT LOVE in THIS 'reality' and the MEANINGFUL PURPOSE for it!
I reported all these events to the doctors who evaluated me daily, though it seems sometimes they never heard a word I said; especially about my 'religious delusions' they surely felt were drug induced and not TRUTH INDUCED. When I told them of the visions, they began changing the medications they were forcing on me in their EXPERIMENTATION but the visions still came and as a result of what my mind saw regarding TRUE REALITY, I had TOTALLY CHANGED in my thinking and resultant behavior. It was NOTHING those 'Doctors' did experimentally under the guise of 'medicine', but it was THE TRUTH which SET ME FREE! A truth I had been DECEIVED to THROW AWAY by those who PRETEND to be the guardians and 'professionals' over it. I had lost my persuit of death as an immediate SELFISH goal, as if I'm here to live however I please. That's not how it works in UTOPIC SOCIAL ORDER whose LAWS are the EXPRESSION of LOVE NOT HATE! And how can HIS KINGDOM come to this Earth if no one was MATURE ENOUGH to demonstrate HIS LOVE as HE DID? ... and so I took up the ALTRUISTIC execution stake of Messiah...THE DAILY SELF SACRIFICE OF LIVING FOR GODS KINGDOM to COME TO THIS EARTH and CONQUER the DECEPTIONS and THEIR ASSOCIATED MANIFESTATIONS OF INSANITY AND HATE with his CONQUERING LAW of LOVE which is the PARADIGM of TRUTH from which to view HIS HOLY LAW!
I was healed! I had encountered YHWH's LOVE personally and he told me he wanted me to EXPOSE THE CRIMINAL PSYCHOPATHY still PLAGUING MANKIND. He promised me that since I had already gone down to Hell and wanted to ESCAPE through 'death' (rather than make a comfortable life for myself in this HELL, as do the comfortably DECEIVED who think they know and serve Him while living in a fantasy created by DECEPTION of their OWN HEARTS), then if I would merely sacrifice my life to him here in Hell as a LIVING sacrifice in this temporal existence in SERVICE to HIM, he would grant me entrance into ETERNAL LIFE where RIGHTEOUSNESS REIGNS; which is what I TRULY longed for (and still do). In the process of transitioning from here to there, he would make my joy complete and take care of all my needs.
He has held up to his end of the bargain so far and I have FULL CONFIDENCE that he will do EVEN MORE THAN PROMISED! I HAD FOUND THE PURPOSE FOR MY LIFE; IT WAS TO SUFFER AND DIE AS WITNESS FOR THE ETERNAL TRUTH of LOVE...AN ETERNAL LIGHT EXPOSING TEMPORAL DARKNESS which it seems FEW are WILLING TO RECOGNIZE because they are DELUSIONAL regarding their PERCEPTION OF REALITY as I PROVE in THIS MESSAGE! Call me insane or crazy if you want to, but do not reject the message of PEACE and SANITY I bring from YHWH (He Who Exists) without an intellectually honest review required of every person who wishes to be found having lived a TRULY MEANINGFUL and REWARDING LIFE as HE HAS PLANNED.
I re-dedicated my life to him IN THE LIGHT of His REVEALED TRUTH (reflected only dimly in my message herein) while in the Sanitarium wing of that Hospital in the Spring of 1988, and I have been devotedly researching the scriptures to put the visions he showed me together in a way that I could effectively communicate it to as many others as possible before my work on this Earth is finished. The vision I saw is ALSO testified of in the Scriptures and THESE TESTIMONIES ARE TRUE!
My change was IMMEDIATE and apparent! I remained under supervision only about a week more before it was determined that I was no longer a threat to myself or anyone else, and I was released from my incarceration. Like Jonah, I had been CURED FRIENDS...HEALED FROM MY OWN IGNORANT REBELLION TO THE CALL ON MY LIFE! I finally understood that I wasn't sent here to selfishly enjoy my life as the Whore of Babylon teaches, BUT TO DIE AS WITNESS FOR THE TRUTH WHICH EXPOSES THAT SATANIC DECEPTION FROM HELL which had decieved me and for which YHWH's people, HIS PURE VIRGIN BRIDE in these end times, are being given this CALL TO REPENTENCE before her end is meted out.
I initially began working in ministry full time once again at a Street Evangelization Ministry which funtioned daily as an emergency homeless shelter and coffee house/soup kitchen in Mid Michigan. I spent eleven years with them in various capacities from housing supervisor, hosting/leading Bible studies, and Bible Counseling to doing social outreach like Jail visitations and organizing community service events (like beginning the towns first recycling efforts which have only increased since). I was in a position to be 'trained' by YHWH and he gave me a couple of excellent 'Mentors' who were both well seasoned in terms of knowing Satan's devices and deceptions; anointed men of God in terms of the spiritual influence they possessed. Though the ministry still operates to this day (under a re-organized business structure) it has not recovered from the loss of those two anointed men (and the loss of the Director) who were it's very HEART pumping the LIFE OF MESSIAH into the place. I of course learned about this restructuring of the Board of Directors, who had laid hands on me to continue my Ministry before leaving for Florida in '98, after I came back some years later to visit. They were dear Men of God (the Director was also an anointed, God fearing woman) and crucial to my training. We ministered to individuals from every walk of life from activities in local events (like getting recycling efforts 'off the ground'), homeless, alcoholics/drug addicts, domestic violence emergencies and just 'drop offs' by police, but we catered especially to assisting ex-cons through the prison ministries who had made a decision to follow the Messiah Yahshua (Jesus) when leaving prison and wanted to enter our 'halfway house' and/or our community service program (the only parts of the program still appearing somewhat functional today, probably only because of securing government funding to continue what previously worked on DONATIONS from CARING PEOPLE getting personally involved; just another EFFECTIVELY Godless and CORRUPT State agency now, sadly) to try to get back on their feet in society.
I worked at various levels in the organization, mostly all volunteer positions of service while on an accelerated growth and learning plan regarding Scripture. I have spent thousands upon thousands upon thousands of hours in the Text of Scripture over the years, putting entire books to verbatum memorization in the first few years. I have become a polyglot. I began learning the Biblical Languages and transltions prior to English translations (Hebrew, Aramaic, Latin, Greek and Spanish) to make sure I understood the ORIGINAL COMMUNICATION, in as much detail as I could [in order to evaluate our 'received' English tradition,; like the ORIGINAL meaning of the Latin word LUCIFER which we have today in English, which is DIFFERENT than JEROMES meaning, for example (Jerome is the writer of the LATIN VULGATE from which the KJV interpreters pulled the word in only ONE of the 5 places where it originally occurred), which reflects JEROMES original meaning and APPLICATION which is 180 degrees OPPOSITE from what ENGLISH SPEAKERS have received]. I was building a solid foundation of scripture upon which to understand the TRUTH missed by popular Christianity whose various denominations and doctrinal differences I also studied. As we shall see exposed in the body of this work, they stand exposed as THE SAME END-TIME DECEPTION...the harlot of Proverbs which is also the spiritually drunken Whore of Revelation 17 (their BLASPHEMOUS DENOMINATIONAL NAMES written on HER FOREHEAD) riding the VIOLENT Beast Power to their MUTUAL DESTRUCTION!
I eventually went to serving on a part-time basis while I returned to College earning an A.S., A.A., B.S. and met and married my wife (and her 2 young children whom I adopted as my own) as she finished her Undergradate Study in Design and I continued another year in Graduate Study toward an M.S. in Communication Theory (for Systems). The Elders or 'Board of Directors' at the Ministry I still worked at off and on, laid hands on me to continue in anointed ministry after my wife finished her Under-Graduate work, and we moved to Florida. We both then began working full swing while I also finished my Graduate Study at a small Seminary to finish with a Master's Degree in Religious Education (M.R.E.) rather than System Theory in Communication (for which I still lack only another Semester of credits to receive). She worked as a licensed Interior Designer and myself as the owner of a small Corporation I started; a Property Management Company catering to the wealthy elite of Palm Beach County (vacation mansion holders on Jupiter and Palm Beach Islands). I had approximately a dozen clients, give or take. They were all extremely powerful/wealthy men; pillars and bulwarks of Cosmopolitan World Society. YHWH had 'prepped' and 'placed' me carefully for my continued education, spiritual growth, and later testimony.
I had been transparent with my wife who was a believer in the popular Christian 'Jesus' who winks at sin, when we met. She came to believe the gospel of YHWH that I had been given (though I was still struggling to articulate it all, as is still the case today) and supposedly like Ruth with Boaz, she had committed to follow me in my persuit of HIM, the TRUE MESSIAH named Yahshua who EMBODIES the LAW OF HIS FATHER...the ONE TO BE DISTINGUISHED from the DECEIVER MESSIAH (the IMPOSTER taught to THE WHOLE WORLD by the WHORE who's in bed with the Devil who protects her from the TRUTH!). She was baptised in the FAMILY NAME of YHWH (father/son/spirit sharing this same name) but she has yet to fully recover from her former SATANIC PROGRAMMING and her PROGRAMMER/HANDLERS...and I have yet to see evidence of the INDWELLING, LIFE GIVING SPIRIT OF GOD in her life (she's still in my prayers). We had plans to make enough money to purchase a spread of land in the wilderness where we could become self-sufficient in preparation for the end-times 'destruction' mankind is determined to bring on himself as detailed in the body of this, my Doctoral Thesis (my perspective has become slightly more HOPEFUL since then). My employers/clients all knew as well. As I said, I am bold and transparent.
They thought me odd but of exceptional caliber, and so they tolerated what they would often jokingly refer to as my 'neanderthal' concept of a creator and my clear devotion to him which they would mock as 'dark ages' behavior based in animalistic superstition stemming from my obviously not quite as 'evolved' level of 'philosophy' [one's own 'godlike' (pharaonic not servant-leader) evolution is a fairly universally accepted concept by the elite who wield world power and are IDOLIZED and served by the RELIGIOUSLY INSANE who are enslaved by this UNHOLY WEDDING as nothing more than SPIRITUAL WHORES]. I remember being told on various ways and occasions: 'you're so intelligent, how can you believe in a 'sky daddy'? The elite who hold the sceptor of power mock the God whom their false prophets teach about to control the masses. They have their own agenda and they wanted to know why I wasn't smart enough to join them when there was so much wealth to be had. My Doctoral Thesis, for which this auto-biography is mere corrolary, is the articulation of a methodically comprehensive answer to their questioning.
Eventually they began to make it clear that they were not going to continue to take 'no' for an answer. Their secret 'taps' on the shoulder if you will, were a constant assault. A wink here and a nod there, if you know what I mean. I refused to join any 'round tables' and was continually being threatened in terms of my own worldly status and influence which I had received from them as a faithful servant to YHWH first, and also to them, as a result. They were trying to coerce me to forsake my first love, YHWH...or at least to put me in a position where I would rely on THEM and not YHWH; to SELL OUT my integrity. But my faith in INVISIBLE TRUTH was unshakable by then.
I did not realize it at the time (foolish me), they were also working on my wife. I knew I was nearing the end of my days in Egypt. YHWH was DEFINITELY CALLING ME OUT and my undercover identity as a true Israeli (and no mere 'Christian') was blown; and Satan was irate and his minions got a little rough with me. My life was even threatened on several occasions...intimidation tactics. Nothing happens by mistake, even though it may appear so. But YHWH is in control of EVERY SINGLE THING THAT HAPPENS if in fact he IS omniscient and HAS an OMNIPOTENT PLAN which I KNOW, and YOU CAN ALSO KNOW, to be TRUE!
They forced me out of business as a result of my refusal to submit and to deny my faith. This of course after I was tempted with all the luxuries Egypt has to offer. They offered me much more MONEY, power, and social status than what I was currently enjoying (which one has to admit, for a 'crazy' street kid from a broken home, was quite impressively far!). And of course with that, would come anything else the heart can lust after in this BABYLONIAN HELL. They wanted me to 'throw in with them and share their purse' if you will. It is the dream many in my shoes would literally KILL FOR (Prov. 1:14-16). But that was not my character nor the character of the one whom I had pledged my life to serve.
This all was happening on the heels of the 'hanging chad' Bush election SCANDAL which happened in my county and the subsequent attack on the Trade Towers in New York (which were NOT randomly unrelated events). My response to PRAY and SEEK DIVINE GUIDANCE was met with incredulous resistance by those claiming to believe in a god of ABSOLUTE TRUTH and JUSTICE. They were being pressured and subtly MANIPULATED TO RESPOND with CLAMORING FOR WAR by those in power (who they SERVE as SPIRITUAL WHORES). Now in retrospect we see it was A HATEFUL AND UNJUSTIFIED RESPONSE based on LIES, FABRICATIONS, AND THE TWISTING OF THE TRUTH which was heeded over my call to REPENT AND PRAY...for which I was disfellowshipped as a 'sounding brass'! I was tempted by the temporal STATUS they were offering me in what THEY WERE DOING, as one of their SPIRITUAL WHORES, and I knew it. At the same time I was being tempted, I was also being threatened. I was being offered a reward to do what was WRONG and threatened for doing what was RIGHT, if you will. It was clearly a deal with Satan Himself through his agents. He tried the same tactics with the Messiah. If you have not experienced it, it may well be that HE ALREADY CONTROLS YOU and you simply don't want to FACE THE FACTS!
I was even tempted with the position of sailing abroad in a private luxury Yaht owned by a Catholic Arch-Bishop for his family, as a personal/family atache/assistant. Even to be the doorsweeper at the White House has prestige and status in this world, my friend. What I was being offered was a pretty High Position as a servant among the circles of elite power in this world. No telling where an opportunity like that could lead. It truly was an opportunity TRUMP (who is only servant to the same world masters) has demonstrated is COVETED by most in the world today. They thought me a FOOL for not 'throwing in' to SHARE THEIR PURSE with them.
I also worked for others, more and less powerful whom also shall remain prudently nameless. Let's just say that I know from whom they receive their worldly power and authority WHETHER OR NOT THEY DO. I chose not to join them but rather to EXPOSE them and their ERROR for their OWN GOOD, as I was clearly called and SELECTED while still in the womb, to do it. That is WHAT LOVE DOES in this world's current system BOUND FOR HELL; that's what a LIGHT in the DARKNESS does!
My wife was compelled to use the apparent darkening circumstances surrounding my seeming contrary response to these events and subsequent loss of my clients/business, as the platform from which to announce her intent to leave me. Just like Samson with Delilah, they got to her. She had been seduced by the luxuries of Spiritual Egypt, and under compulsion to renounce me while at the same time being 'rewarded' for doing so, she chose a seemingly more secure future for herself and my (soon to be barmitzvah) 12 year old son still with us. She essentially agreed with the deceived world around us that I was the 'insane' one and she rejected the Message of YHWH to preserve herself; leaning on the flesh arm of spiritual Egypt/Babylon.
It was another devastating blow to me at the time. Next to YHWH, she and the children were my world. She continued to live with me in the spare, 3rd bedroom of our home for three months while she saved enough money to rent a flat elswhere (as we had recently spent all our cash 'vacationing'). I used that time as an opportunity to plead the case for her to remain faithful to her promises to YHWH in the face of all opposition and temptation. I have hope that one day YHWH will grant her the ability to repent of her faithlessness toward his revealed plan. I know Satan has twisted her up with deception and guilt which YHWH will free her from if she will just trust him in repentance. All things work out for the good of those who sacrifice their lives persuing the God of SENTIENT TRUTH in FAITH!
Within a 1 year period from the TRADE TOWERS ATTACK seen by me as a FLAG FROM YHWH to bolster and strengthen me in MY RESOLVE to STAND FIRM on the CORNERSTONE OF TRUTH I had found, I lost my wife (and children), most of my household pets (I kept my Lab who was later poisoned by 'haters'), my clients, and was forced to dissolve my corporation. The Seminary where I was also a lay minister (and had my son enrolled in private school associated with the ministry) and where I had continued my education, finishing my Masters Degree in 'Religious Education', and had just recently announced the nature of THIS Doctoral Thesis (which is why they began turning on me, calling for repentence during their war rallies was merely the last straw), they decided to disfellowship me as a heretic. I had no family, no friends, no ministry, no business.
I sold my home and a few other 'possessions' and gave away everything else that I couldn't carry. I was essentially homeless by Oct. 2002 of the Edomite/Roman Calendar year with a full backpack and a van soon to be repossessed. I was all alone with nothing and no one except YHWH; for whom I had sacrificed all those things as a result of my simple obedience to his revealed ETERNAL truths in my life and remaining FAITHFUL TO HIM despite the temporal losses. Few people realize Abraham's obedience not only estranged him from his son for the rest of his life, but his wife Sarah left him in B'er-Sheva to die estranged from him in the land of Canaan because of his OBEDIENCE to GOD! From the WORLDS PERSPECTIVE, it was basically assumed that Abraham had gone insane or had a momentary lapse in sanity. Paul put it this way when he found himself in this situation, he says in Acts 26:19 when giving his testimony before the court: I HAVE NOT BEEN DISOBEDIENT TO THE HEAVENLY VISION. Of course the 'judge' replied (vs. 24) 'Paul you are not even intelligable; you have studied too much and gone insane.' Certainly from the perspective of a blissfully ignorant and hopelessly faithless world, I also must be seen by them as just as insane for KNOWING THE TRUTH and OBEYING THE HEAVENLY VISION!
I have had many more 'adventures' since then in my travels. I would not want to delude anyone by telling them it's easy being a 'voice crying out in the wilderness' in this spiritual DARKNESS we currently live in. It's a high price to pay, the sacrifice of one's own person to pursue the SAVING, SENTIENT TRUTH, but the promised payoff for faithfulness is many times the cost of this initial, temporal life investment! Unless of course I live, as some say, in a fantasy world and there really will be no accountability or reward for our lives here. If that's the case I must echo Paul's sentiment in this regard:
"If only for this life we have hope in Messiah then we should be pitied more than all men!" 1 Cor. 15:19
And if there is no hope in Messiah, what a miserable Hell this life really is for the poor, ignorant or otherwise 'non-elite' citizens of the cosmopolitan world. They will increasingly come under the tryanny of their SATANIC WORLD MASTERS as exposed in this Doctoral Thesis. Why? Because, they don't understand or have not COMMITTED TO, the VALUABLE purpose for their life; deceived to FORFEIT their ETERNAL BIRTHRIGHT for temporal comforts. The purpose for this life is to be SANCTIFIED (set apart) by TRUTH, and to stand as witnesses for HIM at cost of ALL! This is TRUE FAITH! Messiah said: 'Father sanctify them in your Truth; your WORD (Old Testament Law which Messiah FLESHED OUT as OUR EXAMPLE to follow) is TRUTH (Jn. 17:17)! It is the SELFISH WICKED who TEACH YOU that he suffered and died so you can enjoy the 'good life' as THE WORLD SUFFERS AROUND YOU and YOU are GIVEN JUSTIFICATION to TURN A BLIND EYE and suggest they DESERVE SUFFERING AND DEATH because they AREN'T AS HOLY AS YOU! Satan has DECEIVED THE WHOLE WORLD into believing this LIE FROM HELL for 2000 years now!
My FAITH revolves around the HOPE of the ULTIMATE PRIZE for which I RUN THIS RACE...not for rewards that come in this life, but rather by using this life as a daily sacrifice toward that ultimate payoff toward which He has called me Heavenward, with the FAITH that this hope is NOT in vain. That there WILL be an accounting for deeds done in this world. That there IS a resurrection for the dead. That there is OBJECTIVE ETERNAL TRUTH given to us by our creator; Immutable evidences of his character, plans, and purposes which we are given OPPORTUNITY to FELLOWSHIP IN. By faith my soul again resonates with the sentiments of Paul:
"I press on to take hold of that for which Messiah Yahwshua took hold of me. Brothers, I do not consider myself yet to have taken hold of it. But one thing I do: forgetting what is behind and straining toward what is ahead, I press on toward the goal to win the prize for which YHWH has called me heavenward in Messiah Yahwshua. All of us who are mature should take such a view of things." Phil 3:12-14
I have lived perennially 'homeless' now since October 2002 as an itinerant Minister of the Gospel; marginalized as 'insane' and REGULARLY VICTIMIZED as a result. IT SEEMS NO ONE PLEADS THE CASE FOR JUSTICE if they think it MIGHT COST THEM PERSONALLY!
I am currently in the Upper Peninsula of Michigan living in the National Forests rent free during summer (and in cheap, often condemnable rentals in winter) while I pour my life's blood into COMMUNICATING the SAVING TRUTH to whoever will LISTEN. In summer I live most of the time in either a tent or a wig-wam (a sort of 'rib-cage' type structure made by bending and lashing saplings together and using tarps as the covering 'skin'). I refer to it as a wig-wam up here because that's what the local natives (who've dubbed me the 'White Ghost') traditionally called this structure. But I suppose most of you reading this site should know it better by the Biblical name of a Succah or Tabernacle.
YHWH seems to have me 'treading water' right now it seems. I am spending much of my time merely trying to subsist in a Satanically deceived and controlled world. I believe I have a greater appreciation for Moses struggles and later the various struggles that the Israelites faced when they stepped out in simple obedience OPPOSING PHARAOH as our historical, ante-typical teaching example; or as David after he was anointed as the next King but was having to hide in the wilderness living in caves because the psychopathically suicidal King Saul refused to step down after he KNEW the kingdom had been torn from him by GOD HIMSELF (he insanely thought if he killed David he would RETAIN HIS PSYCHOPATHIC HOLD ON POWER but he was on a SUICIDAL PATH just like the WORLD LEADERS TODAY). There is certainly not much in the way of 'fleshly comforts' when you are following the Holy Spirit in the wilderness. Never-the-less if I had it to do it all over again I would not change a thing. YHWH has been clearly directing my path. He has STRENGTHENED MY RESOLVE to BRING HIM GLORY through my SUFFERING and OBEDIENCE. I am now able to fearlessly devote my entire being to his full time service as His TRUTH of ETERNAL LOVE has already SET ME FREE!
I have relied on him to supply my needs and shelter me as I merely go where he leads and do that which I hear him command. I have learned to abound and to be abased. I have given up all so as to follow him and not be found on shifting sand as regards my faith. I intend to finish the race faithfully and without compromise. To TRUST and OBEY the SAVING, SENTIENT TRUTH is the ONLY WAY to meaningully LIVE. This is the very PURPOSE FOR LIFE and in it is GREAT REWARD.
ObedYah (servant of YHWH)
Re-edited and uploaded Passover 2015, but not to include the MANY PERSECUTIONS and SUFFERINGS I have experienced since first uploading this in '07...with exception of the mention of my dog being poisoned after I was arrested as the result of a local CONSPIRACY to attempt to SILENCE ME. Let me share some of those things now as I reflect over the summary of my Life's work, here:
It seems OBVIOUS to me that I have been called to SACRIFICE MY LIFE if need be, to EXPOSE THESE CRIMINAL MINDS who are themselves ENSLAVED and who are victimizing the world at the HIGHEST LEVELS all the way down. Some of them have or still will try to hire YOU to try to kill or otherwise SILENCE THIS MESSAGE by killing or silencing me. It's a FUTILE TASK NOW; the TRUTH is OUT OF THE BAG and I intend to SUFFER AND DIE if need be to ESTABLISH IT OBEDIENTLY...I can't lose by EXEMPLIFYING the VERY IMAGE of GOD on this earth as he has called us EACH TO DO and EMPOWERS US through HIS WORK!...so as GOD ENABLES ME, so I shall CONTINUE to do despite what those controlled by the satanic mind may sling at me in their exposed hatred of all that is good.
My HUMBLE LIFE only DEMONSTRATES that FEARFUL PEOPLE living in DELUSIONS of power and 'life' who feel THREATENED by an unfamiliar and uncomfortable TRUTH they do NOT WANT TO SEE, will go to GREAT LENGTHS to be rid of it (which at the same time EXPOSES THEIR MIND SICKNESSES and resultant CRIMINAL BEHAVIORS). This is seen all throughout the text of the MESSIANIC SCRIPTURES according to the ONLY TRUE INTERPRETATION to THIS VERY DAY! God help us all to overcome this world and so find ourselves obedient and not slothful or deceived in selfish delusion!
Here's a small excerpt from the summary of my Message I believe pertinent here before I share some of my experiences since first uploading this in '07:
There is NO DOUBT in my mind that George Washington, who we KNOW was a SERIOUS STUDENT OF THE BIBLE, UNDERSTOOD THIS INVISIBLE REALITY of laying HIS LIFE on the LINE as the CORNERSTONE upon which THESE UNITED STATES were FOUNDED when he ALSO Ceremonially Laid the first stone of the FOUNDATION of the CAPITOL with the ELEMENTS of the BODY, BLOOD and SPIRIT of MESSIAH! He laid that CORNERSTONE on CORN (body), WINE (blood/soul/life), and OIL (spirit) in a SOLEMN AND HOLY CEREMONY for US to UNDERSTAND! Actions speak louder than words as I have already pointed out at the beginning of this work and this ceremony only UNDERLINES his FAITH, as it does mine. Though the other men who PLEDGED THEIR NAMES, PROPERTIES, AND LIVES together in a BODY which formed these UNITED STATES may not have recognized it, they actually were modelling the ACTS COMMUNITY of BELIEVERS who know that GOD IS GOING TO CONQUER THIS EARTH AS HIS HOUSE, WHICH IS CURRENTLY RUN BY A DEN OF THEIVES, AND HE SET THE LAW IN ZION AS A CORNERSTONE WHICH SHALL ACCOMPLISH IT. THE CHAINS OF HOLY LAW WILL BIND THE STRONG MAN ABUSER AND CORRUPTOR OF LAW BY ANCIENT AND HOLY DESIGN...THEN THIS WORLD KINGDOM SHALL BE YHWH's. Til then we PRAY, WORK, and PLEDGE OUR LIVES and HONOR which is the IMAGE OF GOD, in HOLY DEVOTION TO HIS SERVICE.
Though Washington was not secretive about his DEEP and SINCERE BELIEF in the BIBLE, it was his PRACTICE to seek the face of God IN PRIVACY. The public gatherings he attended as MOST USEFUL was in the expression of the RESULTING LEGAL DISCOURSE stemming from his PRIVATE DEVOTIONS and studies. The 'churchs' he attended did nothing but BACKBITE and GNARL THEIR TEETH at him in their PRETENSE and HYPOCRISY. The quotes from those snarky church leaders putting their mouths all over that HEROICALLY COURAGEOUS, INTELLIGENT, HUMBLE, GENTLE MAN of GOD and LEADER OF MEN in self exaltation (an expression of their dissatisfaction with not being able to control and manipulate him with their CRAFT) after he passed through the veil, only exposes their own hypocrisy and psychopathic control tactics. He was a man who was understood by ALL HIS PEERS in the FORMATION OF THIS GOVERNMENT STRUCTURE as the HANDS DOWN LEADER of the ENTIRE NATION...he LAYED HIS LIFE DOWN to SECURE this nation and EFFECTIVELY REFUSED being made OFFICIAL KING by them in order to form a NEW GOVERNMENT WITH MESSIAH AS ITS CORNERSTONE! I suggest to you HE WAS WALKING IN THE GOOD WORKS PREPARED IN ADVANCE which ONLY HE was CALLED and CHOSEN to DO.
He was respected by all his peers of ALSO COURAGEOUS and INTELLIGENT MEN, and was HAILED as the UNQUESTIONED LEADER by ALL THOSE LEADERS of MEN forming our Government structure. Even though George would have made a fine King, such a Governement structure dependent on a man rising to power is rife with problems and would be bound to fail...especially if a power seeking clergy member were to secure the throne. The book of Jude talks ALL ABOUT such church 'men' who seek positions of power and influence and how they work. Yet the quotes from those blind leaders of women and children who crept into the 'churches' as Jude warns us about, are still used by many hypocrites and haters still among us, to slander that COURAGOUSLY DEVOTED MAN of GOD ignorantly to this day...exactly as the book of Jude exposes! But Mr. Washington left us CLEAR UNDERSTANDING of his PRIVATE FAITH in his devotions...this one being a VERY CLEAR EXAMPLE of that from HIS OWN, hand written, PRIVATE prayer book, which demonstrates his life succinctly, as it should for ALL of US! Faith in SENTIENT TRUTH is not a SHOW we put on for the public to GAWK AT as the RELIGIOUS LEADERS teach their DECEIVED MIND PUPPETS to believe!
Oh, eternal and everlasting God, direct my thoughts, words and work. Wash away my sins in the immaculate blood of the Lamb and purge my heart by Thy Holy Spirit. Daily, frame me more and more in the likeness of Thy son, Jesus Christ, that living in Thy fear, and dying in Thy favor, I may in thy appointed time obtain the resurrection of the justified unto eternal life. Bless, O Lord, the whole race of mankind and let the world be filled with the knowledge of Thee and Thy son, Jesus Christ.
And I say: Amen Mr. Washington, my Eternal Brother! Being made in the IMAGE which GOD WANTS TO SEE as HE DESIGNED and walking in the GOOD WORKS PREPARED FOR EACH OF US to have the CHARACTER of OUR MASTER reflected IN and THROUGH US; this is what is MOST IMPORTANT in THIS ILLUSORY, TEMPORAL, TEST REALITY...you can BELIEVE IT or NOT, your own deeds will judge you according to an unveiled PERFECT IMAGE in the end so you are only FOOLING YOURSELF if you live for ANYTHING LESS. There is NOTHING MORE VALUABLE than to LIVE AS MESSIAH in order to see YOUR BROTHERS FREED from the TYRANNY of mankinds PSYCHOPATHY in order to EVOLVE BY DESIGN!
Getting rid of the EXPOSING MESSENGER as the 'good ole boys' clubs have ALWAYS tried to do on planet earth in the past , is NOW EXPOSED as a SELF DECEPTION and that knowledge will NOT go back in the bottle of ignorance to be forgotten EVER again! It is here to stay and to SHINE ON YOU and the WHOLE WORLD! Wake up from your DELUSION of REALITY and live for ETERNAL VALUES; the EXPRESSED IMAGE of LOVE, the CORNERSTONE of REALITY, beginning TODAY!
"Our struggle is not against flesh and blood, but against the rulers, against the powers, against the world forces of this darkness, against the spiritual forces of wickedness in the heavenly places." Ephesians 6:12
Here's another quote from Mr. Washington:
"It is impossible to rightly govern the world without God and the Bible." --George Washington
And I again say: AMEN Mr. Washington! I want to point out that although Mr. Washington had not yet found the KEY of KNOWLEDGE regarding the CORNERSTONE which I've revealed, he knew the Bible contained that INVISIBLE SAVING TRUTH which shall RULE MANKIND. He was the head of a body of TRUTH SEEKERS who wanted to REFLECT the NATURE and CHARACTER of GOD ON EARTH and REFUSED to be SHACKLED by mens DOGMAS keeping them chained as SLAVES to MANS VICES under HYPOCRITICAL RULE of DARKNESS founded on DISTORTED TRUTHS...we should LEARN FROM THEM and ACHEIVE what they only sought for DIMLY. The blazing SUN ECONOMY which has conquered the planet with its IDOLATROUS WORLD VIEW is already going down as we see the MESSIANIC ECONOMY of PEACE represented by the MOON, already beginning to RISE.
Messiah has a BODY over which HE is to be the HEAD in this world, as Mr. Washington and the men he led dimly understood, beginning with YOU, each INDIVIDUAL which will COORDINATE to become HIS FUNCTIONING BODY on this planet; even as CLEARLY PICTURED in Psalm 82, Psalm 149 and Psalm 2 which he USES AS A WITNESS AGAINST THE DARKNESS of the world builders who rejected HIM as the SABBATH CORNERSTONE of REALITY, and its CONCEALED SIGN as REVEALED by DAVID as we have seen UNVEILED within by GODS MARVELLLOUS DESIGN PLAN; for which he RIGHTLY BOASTS ABOUT from the VERY FOUNDATION OF THE WORLD. MESSIAH was the ATONING SACRIFICE according to THAT GOSPEL PLAN, any other is exposed as a FRAUD...you are NOW BEING KNITTED TOGETHER IN THIS LIGHT AS HIS BODY if you BELIEVE THAT UNSEALED MESSAGE.
He is NOW CALLING YOU so that he can KNIT YOU TOGETHER to become PART of HIS BODY whose FOOT is the one which shall CRUSH THE HEAD OF THE SERPENT AS PROMISED FROM THE FOUNDATION of the world and NOW UNDERSTOOD TO BE THE TRUE GOSPEL of ETERNAL SABBATH DAY for us to WALK IN TODAY. Stop working for temporal DARKNESS in your RELIGIOUS DELUSION of reality foisted on the World by the Anti-Christ 2000 years ago and give him YOUR LIFE according to the ETERNAL STANDARD of HOLY TRUTH today by ENTERING HIS ETERNALLY FINISHED WORK according TO HIS PLAN of SABBATH REST, TODAY!
"And I will put enmity between you and the woman, and between your seed and her seed; he shall crush your head when you bruise his heel." Genesis 3:15
"And the POWER OF PEACE WILL SOON CRUSH SATAN under your feet, the MERCY of our Master, Jesus (YHWHsaves/Yah-shua) be with you." Romans 16:20
Now let me share some of the SUFFERINGS I have gone through as a result of the RELIGIOUS DELUSIONS and other SICK PHILOSOPHIES of DEATH and DESTRUCTION controlling our PERCEPTION of reality from the TOP DOWN as a DIRECT RESULT of the BLINDING CORNERSTONE foisted upon us 2000 years ago, which THIS WORK EXPOSES as FALSE and the very CAUSE OF OUR SUFFERING to be addressed by the SAVING TRUTH for our PEACE as DESIGNED.
The people walking in darkness have seen
a great light: upon those dwelling in the land of shadows, a light has
shined on them. Isaiah 9:2
While living in the National Forests near Sault St. Marie Michigan, having just finished writing, compiling and uploading the first draft of this Message (my Doctoral Thesis), I was asked to volunteer to serve refreshments in '09 at a bicycle rally by my 'landlord' who was the son of the township treasurer and who were assisting in the catering of the event. It was not known to me at that time that it would be attended by Presidential Staffers, though known to them it was intended to be a surprise revealed to me at the event itself. I would be located along the trek at one of the checkpoints where refreshments would be distributed near where I was camped on my 'landlords' property; very convenient. It was sold to me by him as a 'great opportunity' to to distribute my message to people coming to this event from all over the country, which I was very excited to take advantage of, as he knew I would be.
Well to make the whole sordid tale as short and sweet as possible, their plan was revealed to me (not as they intended) and their obvious plan then fell apart at that event...but nevertheless, still unwittingly to me, an AGENDA between CONSPIRATORS had already been decided and was insistantly carried through by my local wanna-be 'politician' and CRIMINAL 'landlord'; despite not ending the STEALTHY way that the revealed conspirators obviously planned in the practice of this CRAFT, I was nevertheless arrested on testimony of my landlords FABRICATED CHARGES of 'threatening violence' (based only on my landlords fairytale clearly made up in a sort of 'plan B' for that purpose) and as a result I was detained ILLEGALLY for 7 weeks in County Jail while the BIGGER FISH who manipulated him, tried to then have me coerced to plead 'guilty' to SOMETHING. They wanted to paint me as a dangerous (violent) 'Religious Radical'; a DOMESTIC TERRORIST!
After various coersions and manipulations while in custody (which I could write a separate book about) and (just before I was able to make bail) even 'offering' me 'time served' to just plead guilty to making a verbal 'threat' or they would push full court in a trial to make it appear I was a 'religious radical' and/or 'Domestic Terrorist' where I was assured I would do several years of HARD TIME IN PRISON, all as a result of THEIR INTENT to ACCUSE ME using their TWISTING OF LAW to do EXACTLY OPPOSITE of the INTENT of LAW (as my work PROVES from the BIBLE!)! Just like such HYPOCRITES have used their COLORING and SHADES of FALSE LAW thoughout the centuries; as Messiah CAME TO SHOW US! They tried to paint me as a 'THREAT to society' based on COMPLETELY FABRICATED CHARGES because THAT WAS THE DETERMINED AGENDA by these BLIND MEN who FEAR THE UNCOMFORTABLE LIGHT I walk in, and in their HUBEROUS, only made things WORSE FOR THEMSELVES IN THE END!
They dropped the charges very quickly after I was able to finally post bail (because they did not even announce to anyone that I had been arrested and was being held in the jail, and once found out by a few locals I had befriended while living nearly 4 years in the area, it became a BIG ISSUE for the establishment and their AGENDA now getting some BAD PUBLICITY). After I posted bail they were then forced QUICKLY to DROP their case because I was able to EASILY ESTABLISH that it was ALL FRAUDULENT, riddled with FALSE TESTIMONIES and IMPROPER PROCEDURE and WAS CLEARLY CONSPIRATORIAL IN NATURE to boot...implicating LOCAL ESTABLISHED 'AUTHORITIES' who now FEARED looking ANY WORSE than I was already JUST BEGINNING to BRING TO LIGHT regarding that particular LOCAL BOYS CLUB and how it worked. All of this was only a TURNING of the TABLE they had set for me to sit at; what could be more JUST?!
I was able to compile the EVIDENCE demonstrating their CRIMINAL BEHAVIOR which I have yet to this day...but NO ATTORNEY (of perhaps a dozen I consulted) would take my HANDS DOWN WINNING CASE to SUE THE OBVIOUSLY GUILTY for their MISUSE AND ABUSE OF POWER after dropping their charges and my TURNING THE TABLE. I have found this same UNRIGHTEOUS GOOD OLE BOYS CLUB exists just like this in many areas of the United States (and no doubt worldwide)! Nevertheless, YHWH delivered me from the LIONS DEN by the POWER of HIS OMNIPOTENT, LOVING SENTIENT TRUTH living IN and THROUGH ME and SEEN by OTHERS who ALSO LOVE TRUTH which is JUST!
I still have all the EVIDENCES of what happened that day when THE PRESIDENTS MEN CAME TO TOWN (actually it was NATIONAL FOREST PROPERTY) and I found myself being 'PUNKED' in a CONSPIRACY against ME because of UNCOMFORTABLE TRUTH regarding OUR REALITY which I have been called to MANIFEST! Thanks JUSTIN KUTCHER for showing us HOW THESE 'CONSPIRACIES' WORK, from a COMEDIC perspective.
That's just one of the MOST NOTABLE and WELL DOCUMENTED persecutions I have endured since first writing and publishing MY MESSAGE online in '07. After those events for which I was ROBBED by the 'victim' (my 'landlord') as a REWARD for his participation in the PLOT (about $8,000 in perma-camp equipment for self-sufficient, mobile, 'off grid' living), I have since been robbed again (because I now live at poverty/street level where crime is rampant BECAUSE OF the CRIMINALS IN HIGH PLACES who are assisted by such BOTTOM FEEDERS who clean up what they leave behind!), assaulted and spit upon on another occasion, beaten on another, poisoned on at least one other occasion (and my dog not surviving his poisoning as mentioned earlier), harrassed by police due to 'FALSE TIPS' [once claiming I was tresspasser in my own rented space with the updated ADDRESS CURRENT on my DRIVER LICENSE to REFLECT that FACT (oops, sorry..have a nice day now), and at another time I was accused of 'domestic violence'. The 'swat team' came that time only to find ME ALONE and there was NO 'victim'...they admitted they had been 'hoaxed' saying it had been phoned in 'anonymously' (someone obviously sending police to what THEY PERCEIVED as a POTENTIALLY DANGEROUS DOMESTIC ISSUE to POTENTIALLY kill in a sort of MURDER BY COP) when THERE WAS NO CRIME...except the ABUSE of the SYSTEM by certain CRIMINALS who know how to USE IT FOR THEIR OWN EVIL AGENDAS!]. And finally, having my computers hacked is a REGULAR and ONGOING issue (I was forced at one point to learn a bit about computers and their security just to try to keep somewhat aloof of the hackers).
Hypocrisy is the tribute or forced 'payment' which vice pays to virtue in this world system where LAW RULES, and that DARKNESS becomes MANIFEST simply in how those who claim to love God (who IS LOVE which is truth and justice PERSONIFIED) whom they can not see, TREAT ME, an essentially homeless MAN OF GOD (who loves truth and justice) who they CAN see; a man who has CHOSEN to be made in the IMAGE of the GREAT ARCHITECTS HOLY LAW of SUFFERING SERVANT LOVE, as He designed for us ALL, THE IMAGE which BEAST MEN HATE and PERSECUTE IN GODS NAME for 2000 YEARS ALREADY...enough is ENOUGH...LET'S BE REASONABLE HERE!
It breaks my heart to be treated so despised by those who claim to love God who IS TRUTH, as it no doubt breaks His even more than mine...since it was he who showed me how I break his heart and quickened my spirit to TRUE LIFE. So I follow His example until ALL live in HIS LIGHT of TRUTH which BRINGS PEACE by DESIGN. When we free ourselves from this 2000 year old Psychopathy controlling our minds by use of THE STANDARD OF TRUTH set forth herein by his design, we shall truly be living, despite the delusion of those around us who may misunderstand and HATE US for it...how else might they ever stop living in a dream whose waking end will not be pleasant?! Isn't 2000 years of sleeping in such a blinding darkness, as our current STOCKHOLM SYNDROME situation, long enough? LIVE IN THE LIGHT OF HOLY, SENTIENT TRUTH AND HAVE NO FEAR OF THE TEMPORAL DARKNESS AROUND YOU WHICH SHALL SOON BE DISPELLED BY THE LIGHT OF ETERNAL REALITY ACCORDING TO HIS NOW UNVEILED DESIGN PLAN; NO MATTER WHAT THOSE LAWLESS ANIMAL MINDS WHO REFUSE TO BELIEVE IT WHILE PRETENDING TO, MAY THINK OR DO! THE LIGHT OF MESSIAH CONQUERS THE DARKNESS OF THIS WORLD...THIS IS THE SABBATH PROMISE GIVEN TO MANKIND FROM THE FOUNDATION OF THE WORLD STILL OPEN FOR US TO ENTER BY FAITH TODAY!
Last Updated Yom Teruah 2015
My enemies unreasonably hate me...I am for peace but when I speak, they want war. King David Psalm 69:4a & 120:7
8-31-15 I WAS ILLEGALLY 'EVICTED' FOR 'TRESPASSING' ON A 'MOMENTS NOTICE' BY CRIMINALS POSING AS 'AUTHORITIES' IN MARQUETTE WHO REGULARLY VIOLATED MY CONSTITUTIONAL RIGHTS BECAUSE THEY LIVE BY A FALLEN, CRIMINAL PARADIGM, NOW EXPOSED!
The following is a copy of a ROUGH DRAFT of an e-mail which I had intended to send by 8-31 or by registered mail on 9-1 at the latest (if I would be forced to send it DOCUMENTED snail mail, when I would have the money to print it and pay for sending it). I put the wrong date on this pre-dated ROUGH DRAFT which I was NOT INTENDING to send right away when I began it, and I also had spelled Dan Lancour's name wrong in my ignorant GUESS done for the DRAFT, which I intended to verify/correct before sending. But apart from those two minor issues, it was E-MAILED to myself on 8-31-15 and has the TIME STAMP (9:10 AM e-mail server time, 12:10 PM Marquette time) and DATE on the e-mail for LEGAL DOCUMENTATION PURPOSES.
Again, I had not intended to send it as it happened but I did so as a response to Dan's PSYCHOPATHIC RESPONSE to my REQUEST to SEND THIS GRIEVANCE via e-mail, I was COMPELLED to do so. After having the AUDACITY to publically CALL OUT his UNPROFESSIONAL, CAVALIER ATTITUDE for PAY as nothing more than a SPIRITUAL WHORE teaching her PSYCHOPATH CHILDREN to VICTIMIZE TRUTH in like manner, He did a U TURN in ONE WAY TRAFFIC to come back to 'put me in my place' (as his SLAVE under his 'authority') for expressing publically how I felt about him for his CAVALIER CHOICES. He justified that PSYCHOPATHY by claiming my calling out his DEEDS for what they are was PHYSICALLY 'threatening' to him. ALL OF A SUDDEN HE CARES about threatening BEHAVIOR, do you see the PSYCHOPATHY here?
He had EXPRESSLY DECLARED on NUMEROUS OCCASIONS that he simply DOES NOT CARE about the JOB or ANYONE he may have to be FORCED to deal with personally, only the LOOT he gets from it! He is an ADMITTED manager of PSYCHOPATHY working to PROPAGATE IT WITHIN SOCIETY while POSING as an authority figure (whos true PAY is RECOGNIZED to be ETERNAL HONOR received from GOD alone and NOT to be confused with the living stipend one may OR MAY NOT receive while working on this planet for HIM!), and HE'S BEEN EXPOSED! I've done MY JOB to OPEN YOUR EYES to the PROBLEM and I have given you the SOLUTION, the question is now: WHAT ARE YOU GOING TO DO?!
This M.O. is CERTAINLY VERIFIABLE over his 20 YEARS abusing people, if anyone CARED to know the TRUTH and not simply turn a blind eye and ALLOW IT TO GROW! He ALREADY feels himself 'UNTOUCHABLE'. He feels himself untouchable because it seems NO ONE ELSE CARES WHAT HE DOES EITHER, so WHY SHOULD HE...who WILL hold him accountable? Who is PROTECTING HIM from ACCOUNTABLITY? If power is NOT held accountable, it becomes TYRANNICAL...do you SEE how YOU create your own anti-christs in IGNORANCE of TRUTH and how KNOWLEDGE of TRUTH IS OUR SAVIOR, yet!? I am the MORDECAI with GODS PHILOSOPHY who can show you how the INSANE Haman PHILOSOPHY has created the gallows (police state) upon which it looks like the WISDOM and BEAUTY of MANKIND, the IMAGE OF GOD will be hanged by this BEAST PHILOSOPHY, but it is this PSYCHOPATHIC MIND which will be hanged out for ALL TO SEE by GOD's DESIGN...and it will be done as a result of THEIR OWN CHOICES...they will JUDGE and CONDEMN THEMSELVES by THEIR OWN BELIEFS which will FORCE THEIR HAND against the OBVIOUS TRUTH! This is how YHWH shall SAVE the KINGDOM from this ENEMY WITHIN and he told to us so AGES AGO!
Rather than even ATTEMPT to COMMUNICATE EFFECTIVELY or to be reasonable with me when I expressed my FEELINGS about what his CAVALIER DEEDS were DOING (while he was still perceiving himself 'UNTOUCHABLE' by the INVISIBLE TRUTH he VICTIMIZED, and who told me to SPEAK OUT), he became VIOLENT MOUTHED and he FALSELY ACCUSED ME of wanting to HARM HIM and DELIBERATELY attempted to ANTAGONIZE ME to APPEAR VIOLENT (his thug buddies from Joe's Gym next door were JOHNNY ON THE SPOT obviously READY for some ACTION!) or somehow 'out of control'. He began LYING AGAINST MY MOTIVES to bring the matter down to HIS PSYCHOPATHIC FLESH LEVEL to keep this from being about being ACCOUNTABLE to SOMEONE for LEGITIMATE GRIEVANCES...I SAT DOWN IMMEDIATELY, because of course his move was designed so he could 'LEGALLY' ABUSE ME (a FLESH COLOR of law which is NOT TRUE and it must be RECOGNIZED how these psychos USE IT as a smoke screen) and be able to GET AWAY WITH IT, as these Psychopaths like to do. I KNOW the PSYCHOPATH GAME YOU ALL STILL TOLERATE...well enough to EXPOSE IT for you even at cost of PERSONAL SACRIFICE as the SIGN OF JONAH, if you merely STOP PERCEIVING ME as your ANTI-CHRIST and REPENT from your EMPIRICALLY ESTABLISHED ERRORS summarized in THIS CORNERSTONE WORK. I know ABOUT and YOU SHOULD BE MADE AWARE of, the CHARACTERISTICS of the 'STOCKHOLM SYNDROME' and how the WHOLE WORLD was plunged into that sort of DARKNESS 2000 years ago, and it was TOLD TO US IN ADVANCE so we can KNOW IT FOR SURE! You simply can't help but perceive the TRUTH as your UNCOMFORTABLE ENEMY, as a NATURAL RESPONSE to it, as the ANTI-CHRIST PHILOSOPHY which we ALL LIVE UNDER and are COMFORTABLE with, TEACHES ONE TO DO without even realizing it!
I was compelled then to CALL 911 as I sat there FEARING THIS PSYCHOPATH to UNLEASH ON TO MY FLESH his own SPIRITUAL SELF CONDEMNATION in WRATHFUL, Cain-like 'sacrifice' for the continued PEACE of his OWN fallen world view THREATENED ONLY BY SPEAKING THE TRUTH, like Abel trying to REASON with his brother Cain who rose AGAINST HIM. These criminals want to use law to ROB, KILL, AND DESTROY...they LOVE to bear FALSE WITNESS, it comes NATURALLY to them. They do not realize the LAW is to be used to hold such CRIMINAL ABUSES ACCOUNTABLE to an INVISIBLE HOLY STANDARD. Anyhow, once I made that call to 911he began to calm down and I went to my room to SEND THIS E-MAIL RIGHT AWAY to cover my tail in case I ended up in JAIL on false charges AGAIN (for merely trying to HOLD CRIMINALS ACCOUNTABLE to the LAW they PRETEND TO SERVE), and PRAY for GOD'S HAND to DIRECT ME! My rights EXPRESSLY GRANTED under articles 1 and 4 of the constitution were REPEATEDLY VIOLATED and I was simply seeking ONCE AGAIN to have my LEGITIMATE GRIEVANCES addressed by a REASONABLE authority.
I'm reminded of Jefferson's words regarding this very same issue he penned into the Declaration of Independence upon which our principles were founded:
In every stage of these oppressions we have petitioned for redress in the most humble terms. Our repeated petition has been answered only by repeated injury. A Prince whose character is thus marked by every act which may define a Tyrant, is unfit to be the ruler of a free people.
And also Patrick Henry said:
What do (Godly) Gentlemen desire? Is life so dear or peace so sweet as to be purchased at the price of chains and slavery? Almighty God Forbid it! I know not what course others may take but as for me, GIVE ME LIBERTY OR GIVE ME DEATH!
Of course we all have heard the famous quote: 'all that is required for evil to prosper is that good men do nothing' and along those lines Samuel Adams said:
If you love wealth more than liberty or the tranquility of servitude better than the animating contest of freedom, go home...we ask not your counsel or assistance. Crouch down and lick the hands which feed you. May your chains set lightly upon you and your posterity forget you were ever our countryman!
I have him on camera accusing me of verbally threatening to 'KICK HIS ASS' (as the reason he justified his U-TURN in ONE WAY TRAFFIC to come back to RETORT to me VIOLENTLY, FACE TO FACE...another PROFESSIONAL move, eh?) as HE TESTIFIED on camera to the interviewing police officer, who then removed me from MY RENTED ROOM for 'trespassing' based SOLEY ON THIS LIE from a recognized 'authority' and SPECIAL LAWS that have been set up (through HOMELAND SECURITY?), an expressed breach through 'end run' legislation around Article 4 of the Bill of Rights of the Constitution of the United States. I obtained the recording under the Freedom of Information Act. It cost me $20 to obtain from the MARQUETTE POLICE DEPT (after no small amount of balking by staff and then a bit of grandstanding by the Captain where he finally demanded to first 'see the money' before he would order it to be done for me, which I did and came back @ noon for the recording as directed). Not yet knowing who to send it to for ACCOUNTABILITY PURPOSES, I sent the e-mail to myself so that it would be TIME STAMPED AND DATED as LEGAL EVIDENCE. Please understand I am something of a modern day ANDREW LOBEKZEWSKI who did his ground breaking research as a prisoner within the SOVIET GULAG SYSTEM. This work exposes PATTERNS to SEE more clearly the FALLEN PARADIGM OF MAN which ENSLAVES US and which must be RECOGNIZED and EFFECTIVELY TREATED if we are to ever be FREE of this PSYCHOPATHY in positions of POWER! Here's an intro to his work called Political Ponerology and here's the link to the Home Page of this site, my life's work and God's message to the world (or I'm peacefully insane and should be LEFT ALONE and/or PROTECTED by those who CLAIM to be sane!): The Unified Super Truth exposes ALL WORLD DELUSIONS regarding 'reality', by design of a God of TRUTH!
Anyhow, here's the e-mail I sent which exposes this whole paradigm from the bottom all the way to the top of EVERY PHILOSOPHICAL SYSTEM. Each Philosophical SYSTEM (religion/world view/political idealogy), each SYSTEM is LINKED in a COMPLICATED HIERARCHICAL OVERSYSTEM or GOVERNMENT STRUCTURE at the top of which exists a 'CONFLICT MANAGER'. This conflict manager can display the character of a GOD or KING OF RIGHTEOUSNESS or the obverse end of the spectrum, that of a DEMONIC TYRANT, enslaved by his own flesh. Using a FORMULA we can see that some will have the CHARACTER of a GEORGE WASHINGTON and others the character of a KING GEORGE (puppet of international banksters). Here's the exposing e-mail pasted here in CENTER JUSTIFIED FORMAT.
To: Dan Lancort (Director of Janzen House) Date: 8-01-2015
From: MacArthur Verdier (Neuro Programmer, resident of Janzen House)
Re: Richard Lapine (non traditional NMU student, resident of Janzen House)
As an UNDESIRABLE matter of protocol I am compelled to bring a matter of both subtle and blatent BULLYING and other manipulative, anti-social CONTROL BEHAVIORS exibited by 'Rich', of which I am now myself sufficiently aware, also to your attention in an attempt to MITIGATE any potentially forseeable NEGATIVE IMPACT to myself, OTHER residents (or staff) of the Janzen House and SOCIETY in general, which could result from my doing nothing at all. Truth, in a struggle for JUSTICE and PEACE, compels me to attempt to communicate my observations to you effectively for the purpose of POSITIVE CHANGE.
Having done undergraduate and graduate work in the field of Communication Theory and being a skilled Communication Facilitator working with conflict resolution and conflict managment issues, I have identified that Rich is guided by a paradoxical set of double standards in his communications with others which not only CONFLICTS WITH his own expressed beliefs, but with fundamental rules of communal civility and with EXPRESSED JANZEN HOUSE RULES. It is MANIFEST PSYCHOPATHIC BEHAVIOR which I have observed and shall attempt to illumine with actual accounts and examples to be a recognized Modus Operandi for this particular person I have observed at Janzen House. There are others who may deserve equal documented attention as opportunity arises, later. I am in a unique position to assist you while enhancing my own ability to assist society as God leads, if you cared to avail yourself of the assistance.
Leaving aside for now his pushing the envelope to see how far he may now OPENLY push me and get away with it both in public and discreetly, the mechanism which motivated this e-mail, I have witnessed Rich give FOOT CHASE to Doug (another Janzen House resident) in an implied action and VERBALLY EXPRESSED ATTEMPT, to PHYSICALLY APREHEND, OVERPOWER and FORCEFULLY TAKE Doug's just purchased pizza from him. When I sought the meaning of this behavior from Rich after he returned to the front deck from his chase, effectively expelling Doug in APPARENT FEAR (and likely greatly disfiguring or ruining his pizza), he attempted to 'justify' this manifest psychopathy to me by claiming that Doug 'owed it to him'. Though it appears many think this is a sort of FUNNY GAME put on for their entertainment and amusement, Doug and myself are not the only one's who recognize the PSYCHOPATHIC INJUSTICE of tolerating such BAD BEHAVIOR and who express feelings of VICTIMIZATION at the hands of this particularly 'cavalier' resident who seems to be 'untouchable', as he himself BOASTS. This has now become a FOMENTING PROBLEM for me that has not begun with my recent arrival 4 weeks ago, but is an ALREADY ESTABLISHED and RECOGNIZED INVISIBLE POWER STRUCTURE that has been set in place under your directorship whether or not you were aware of it fully (and which has effectively circumvented Lowell as 'house daddy') at Janzen House. My expectation is that you can not be completely unaware of this REALITY, but until now your hands have been effectively tied to prevent you from doing anything about it legally. My hope is you are now fully aware and EMPOWERED with this documentation, and ready to TAKE EFFECTIVE ACTION.
I have heard a highly significant percentage of the residents complaining of Rich's POWER ABUSES at Janzen. This sort of esconced CORRUPTION left unchecked to grow, will CONTINUE to FESTER and manifest in INCREASINGLY NEGATIVE WAYS throughout the 'community' until ALL ARE CORRUPTED and Janzen lay in ruins. As manifesting the signs of a logical and reasonable person, Rich sought me out early to 'befriend'. During this time I have tried to help Rich to REASON ABOUT the IMPACT and HURT which his behavior is causing others, to no avail. He is NOT CURRENTLY WILLING TO EVALUATE his BEHAVIOR as 'bad', let alone reason about his behavior being the result of 'BAD THINKING'.
To top it off, he seems to have boastfully deluded himself to the point of believing himself to be 'untouchable' by you (or Lowell) as he perceives that you 'fear' hearing from his 'lawyer' through your Directors (basically openly boasting of having already bullyed you and/or Janzen House through legal action). He believes himself to be working well within the constraints of the law which he hypocritically abuses in his psychopathic paradigm. He is in ERROR leading to his OWN HARM and that of others and has now turned into an EFFECTIVE 'TRUTH TERRORIST'. TRUTH must PREVAIL if JUSTICE EVER SHALL, in HIS MIND...and it is OUR JOB as BROTHERS KEEPER to assist him to SEE THAT. Our recognized 'laws' only DIMLY shadow a HOLY REALITY we are to try to ATTAIN despite mistakes along the way. Righteousness is the purpose of JUST Law motivated by ALTRUISM and which does not allow such BAD BEHAVIOR or hypocritical and apparent ABUSES of LAW for SELFISH PURPOSES to go unchecked. That's the reality of the HOLY INVISIBLE LAW, for which mans law is used as a guide to help correctly align ourselves, for our ASSISTANCE and BLESSING toward HEALTH, PEACE, and LIFE...not to enslave men in IGNORANCE and SUFFERING to the fancies of a shrewd tyrant leading to DESTRUCTION.
As a result of trying to reason with Rich about some of these observations as one who cares about him personally, it seems he not only refuses to HEAR REASON from me, but I am now being targeted for his subtle bullying tactics. He is now deliberately interrupting my conversations in which he had no prior part, then talking over me with aggressive communication tactics to exclude me from my own conversations, disrupting my quiet times (work, prayer, meditation, praise, etc.) with innapropriate noises (apparently designed for the purpose of thought disruption) and playing his music over mine when I attempt to quietly enjoy it. I have witnesses, residents of Janzen House like Andy Carlson, who have volunteered to give their testimony substantiating my claims, if it were needed...for the PURPOSE of IMPROVING THE JANZEN HOUSE SYSTEM.
This type of DISRESPECT of authority thing does not get better without INTERVENTION and will surely escalate if not effectively addressed. It's now beyond my ability to do anything more...short of removing myself from the TOXIC and now potentially dangerous situation, leaving Janzen House to go homeless again in a last step measure to maintain MY PERSONAL SAFETYand autonomy from TYRANNY, if this MANIFEST PSYCHOPATHY is not immediately and effectively addressed with a LEGAL NOTICE to CEASE AND DESIST from ANY BEHAVIOR deemed to be AGGRESSIVE or THREATENING to other residents, despite how ENTERTAINING the manifestation of pyschopathy may be to the IGNORANT who are not being IMMEDIATELY and DIRECTLY THREATENED by such SPECTACLES in such a DISFUNCTIONAL SYSTEM which they tacitly SUPPORT apathetically to THEIR OWN HARM.
I'm sorry to have to inconvenience you with this matter but I thank you in advance for your due diligence.
MacArthur Verdier Jr.
So there it is, that's what has been happening with me.
My FALSE ACCUSERS (who are exposed by the WORLD VIEW I live by to be still living in and supporting a CRIMINAL JUSTICE SYSTEM rather than the Biblically described RIGHTEOUS JUSTICE SYSTEM which brings increasing peace) usually end up saying something like: 'HE'S INSANE' but that cards starting to get played out now that I'm COMPILING THE EVIDENCES in REAL TIME, even after STATING BOLDLY MY INTENT UP FRONT as the GOD of TRUTH COMMANDS ME!
Indeed the facts after 2000 years of observation, as corroborated by my documented work and PROVEN TRUE within my message so the SPECIFIC MECHANICS of this INVISIBLE REALITY may be 'seen', are that the CRIMINALLY INSANE who work from an only part true paradigm, will project their own fears and sins on to their victims before they SACRIFICE THEM to maintain their perceived 'peace' just like CAIN, usually SECRETLY or discreetly using MENS 'COLOR' or blind perception of LAW so no one even notices that it's really 'evil' MANIFESTING before their very eyes under color of legality (this is how man LEGALIZES his CRIMES AGAINST HUMANITY in Gods name and EVERYONE GOES ALONG, just like ANY TYRANT. Man is just waiting on the NEXT BEST TYRANT to replace the last until the TRUTH FREES HIM FROM HIS POLITICAL PONEROLOGY MIND ENSLAVEMENT! Man has a tendency to be DECEIVED into sacrificing the SAVING TRUTH in order to MAINTAIN his CAPTIVITY to IGNORANCE...we are our greatest enemy! The Aztec System of human sacrifice was considered NORMAL, even as Hitler's, until it was exposed by TRUTH! This is what Messiah taught us and it's about time we learn to FEED AND PROTECT the flock using the CORRECT PERSPECTIVE OF HOLY LAW rather than VICTIMIZE THEM or allow GODLESS CRIMINALS posing as 'lawful authorities' to do so in the name of a GOD OF TRUTH any more, either...he is SAVIOR not CONDEMNER of already condemned mankind. TRUTH accuses NO ONE when making realies CLEAR. The accuser of TRUTH does so to maintain an illusion which shall condemn him AS HIS OWN CHOICE, his judgement will be turned on his own head; no law could be more perfectly just.
I met at that time what I still believe at this time to be an EXEMPLARY OFFICER who has a heart for JUSTICE based on TRUTH, a true PEACE OFFICER. Thank GOD. Despite that pleasure, I was forced to leave all but an armload of my belongings in my rented room to go to live out on the street somewhere (now exposed to a myriad of jailable 'vagrant' related offenses) because of the Directer of the HOMELESS SHELTER'S decision to SACRIFICE ME (and the LIGHT of TRUTH I walk in) for HIS PEACE, and some special arranged laws (DHS?) which this officer was bound to follow, which seem to put Dan in an UNTOUCHABLE, UNACCOUNTABLE position; even as he BOASTS. He can continue to 'feed' the CRIMINALS who scavange under his directorship at will, while at the same time keeping those who EMPOWER HIM CRIMINALLY, loyal to him; THE REPACKAGED ANCIENT BANKSTER GAME OF MANAGING BOTH SIDES OF CONFLICT FOR PERSONAL ENRICHMENT, POWER, AND OR CONTROL.
The way things work here (and basically EVERYWHERE else, now), since I was PAYING RENT in the assisted 'Hotel' portion and not in the 'shelter' portion of this 'SPECIALLY ARRANGED, MULTI-SOURCE, FEDERALLY FUNDED 'PROGRAM' (is this a Federal Reserve FRONT funded program which effectively and STRATEGICALLY nullifies both Article 1 and Article 4 of the BILL OF RIGHTS of the Constitution, as I can demonstrate with DOCUMENTATION which I have so far withheld), if one does not return for their possessions before rent is due again, say because they are in JAIL on FALSE CHARGES at the end of a month for instance (assuming their rent is current as was my case), they would be LEGALLY STOLEN the day rent becomes due again through an EXPEDITED sort of 'FORFEITURE' deal made with the 'authorities'. It's a very convenient process of SELF SUSTAINING CORRUPTION which is able to use THREAT of IMMEDIATE EVICTION (and TEETH through color of law legislation which allows this CRIMINAL ACTIVITY to flourish and GROW) as a means of COERCIVE THUG CONTROL and TYRANICAL POWER, rather than using the OFFICE or position to HELP PEOPLE, as is EXPECTED from a RIGHTEOUS AUTHORITY who CARES about the people he is there to SERVE... particularly like in my own case where I was there as a result of an EXACERBATING MEDICAL EMERGENCY in the first place (a botched emergency tooth extraction became more severely infected after surgery with no anti-biotics prescribed...that's another NIGHTMARISH STORY of NO ACCOUNTABILITY for doctors who work with my 'PROFILED TYPE' of 'homeless' and its related 'insurance'...five weeks later I still have a 3/16" unhealed tunnel through the gum to the exposed jaw bone...I could WRITE AT LENGTH on this EFFECTIVE 'soft kill' EUTHENASIA PROGRAMS hidden in PLAIN SIGHT from your minds understanding in Hitler like programs ALREADY being tested in discreet pilot programs in various ways and places now to 'eliminate unwanted problems'...we are describing the MANIFESTATION of HEATHEN UNGODLY PHILOSOPHY in positions of AUTHORITY (doing a HORRIBLE job of 'playing god' as they are CALLED TO DO, but doing GREAT at allowing manipulators to ABUSE THE FLOCKS) and that is PSYCHOPATHY being PROJECTED EVERYWHERE like a CANCEROUS INFECTIOUS DISEASE because the LEADERS don't know what they SHOULD DO...the UGLINESS of our NEO-AZTEC society can only be RECOGNIZED and then HEALED in LIGHT of ETERNAL TRUTH, and only by those willing to LOOK at their own HIDEOUS UGLINESS in it's light, otherwise the oppression and suffering WILL GET WORSE!).
Again, this is nothing new, it's happening all over now...and their response to people like me but perhaps less articulate in explaining INVISIBLE SPIRITUAL REALITIES is: "he's crazy" or 'paranoid' or 'high' or 'he needs psychotic medication' or a lobotomy or some other WILD AD HOMINEM ACCUSATION to keep the DECEIVED 'AUDIENCE' focusing on any MATERIAL DRAMA possible as CONTROLLER or MASTER of CEREMONIES to distract the AUDIENCE into IGNORING the PARAMOUNT ISSUE of the INVISIBLE TRUTH of what is REALLY GOING ON, for their ILLUSION to REIGN in STEAD of TRUTH; a continuous SHOW with lots of PLAYERS who are 'WITH IT' unawares to the MASSES, you might say.
Anyhow, thank GOD for 'Social Security' for 'insane' RIGHTEOUS people like me to be AFFORDED SOME CONSTITUTIONAL PROTECTION from the 'SANE' CRIMINALS who think themselves untouchable as the ultimate 'authorities' in an ANTI-CHRIST, SODOMITE DOGPACK CONSPIRACY, ALL POWERFUL in their DELUSION of the 'game' of reality they 'play for keeps' in as its CONTROLLERS! Yes, thank GOD for Social Security, the system those idiots unwittingly set up for the PEOPLE OF GOD [even if the system is currently disfunctional with it's yet to be undesolved connections to the CRIMINAL FEDERAL RESERVE (a private, neo-Babylonian WORLD PRISON SYSTEM BANKING SYSTEM established on the death and suppression of the TRUTH through the CRAFT of CONFLICT MANAGEMENT where TRUTH REPRESENTATIVES are the OPEN SACRIFICE...a prison of SELFISH DESTRUCTION they made for THEMSELVES in ignorance of higher REALITY like BRUTE BEASTS!) and is being abused and manipulated right now through that RELATIONSHIP]. And thank God for that officer who simply found NO EVIDENCE to SUPPORT the WILDLY FALSE, CAIN LIKE ACCUSATIONS of 'HATE and VIOLENCE' being PROJECTED ON TO ME...as DO such CRIMINALLY CORRUPT 'authority' figures who FEAR ACCOUNTABILITY TO THE TRUTH. This is the NEO-HITLERIAN SOCIETY you have been IGNORANTLY WORKING TO BUILD. We can see the M.O. for these Philosophically challenged animals is seen when they EXPOSE THEMSEVLES BY THEIR DEEDS before they SLAY THEIR VICTIM FOR MAFIA STYLE 'PEACE' in their VIOLENT, ANTI-CHRIST BEAST SYSTEM...the ANCIENT 'CONFLICT 'MANAGEMENT' style of governing rather than the NEW WORLD SYSTEM of a CONFLICT RESOLUTION style of ONE WORLD GOVERNANCE requiring a CORNERSTONE of WORLD TRUTH according to a plan told in advance, about which we have been under deception and in DENIAL, but its TIME to FACE THE FACTS.
The ancient model clearly depicts a promised son working from a HIGHER PARADIGM who would be misunderstood and sacrificed by IGNORANT 'authorities' working from a FALLEN PARADIGM of 'justice' which YHWH said he would FULLY EXPOSE with TRUTH so we may be HEALED of such PSYCHOPATHY. This sacrifice and the subsequent suppression of TRUTH regarding what happened is seen SYMBOLICALLY juxt opposing eachother in the SIGNS of the SUN and MOON models for reality...a blinding EDOMITE DIVISION and WAR paradigm has been BLINDING THE WORLD to the true ISRAELITE paradigm of TRUTH, Justice, and PEACE given to us by GOD, as outlined in my Theory for SYSTEMS COMMUNICATION, for the past 2000 years, as prophesied in advance and sealed up to not be understood until now. This model juxt opposes our current CONFLICT MANAGEMENT paradigm of reality with a CONFLICT RESOLUTION paradigm for reality. It's called UNIFICATION THEORY, SUPER TRUTH THEORY, or Unified Super Truth Theory.
My disability check (for being too 'insane' to work for THIS FALLEN CRIMINAL PARADIGM I'm SACRIFICING MY 'MATERIAL' LIFE to TRY TO SHOW YOU does EXIST and HOW TO RISE ABOVE and CONQUER IT, as GOD DESIGNED) came the next day as my support 'lifeline' behind enemy lines, so I then had money for supplies and gas, load my truck with my things and ESCAPE the GREED, CORRUPTION and TYRANNY they PANDER in the 'GOVERNMENT SYSTEM' these GREEDSTERS are trying to HIJACK, once again! I felt like David escaping Saul trying to TRAP and MURDER HIM secretly, to go out and live in the wilderness and caves until the Kingdom is returned to sanity from its currently SUICIDALLY INSANE PHILOSOPHICAL path!
I procured a police standby the following day, the 1st of September, in order to allow me to move safely without some EVIL MANUEVER being played by DEMONS ACTING OUT IN FLESH without a WITNESS or ANY ACCOUNTABILITY around. I wanted the same REASONABLE officer I had met previously, but that was not possible. So he ended up being a younger, seemingly more suggestable officer (or he was super shrewd and allowing Lowell to expose himself, in which case he should be made detective) who was swayed by the 'house daddy' suggesting that this person he is helping to MOVE should really be in JAIL as a criminal, placing the evil eye of FEAR and HATE on me to raise SUSPICION that perhaps I was WANTED for something, so my ID was ran again coming back clear with address current...and despite the fact that the 'landmark' for the eye to hit when entering my room is the proudly displayed (very small and portable) library of BIBLE REFERENCE WORKS in ORIGINAL LANGUAGES (Bibles, Concordances, Dictionaries, Lexicons, etc. having titles displayed prominantly in English, Hebrew, Greek, and Spanish all clearly displayed on the video) and my talitot (prayer shawls) hanging next to them, despite those 'signs' to indicate clearly who I am and what I am about it seems my mini-fridge full of NATURAL HERBAL MEDICATIONS and my URINAL overflow container (I also had an emergency toilet, not a bad idea in 3 story historic 'Hotel' with 36+ residents to share 1 bathroom distributed on each floor) were more likely to be the EQUIPMENT and ingredients for a METH LAB that I was going to build in the woods...and that this officer may be allowing me to 'ESCAPE justice' by helping me move instead of do a bit of detective work since carrying my Bible around and talking about God were just FRONTS...I think it was suggested that he may have just stumbled on the MARQUETTE METH BUST of all time and I was the RINGLEADER and this officer could be hailed as a HERO for TAKING ME DOWN if he just takes some INITIATIVE, which he did.
Even here is a breach of Article 4 of the Bill of Rights which is designed to keep us IN LINE WITH the INVISIBLE REALITY for JUSTICE and PEACE to reign rather than TYRANNY. Rather than assist my 'FORCED MOVING' (based on the LIE of 'trespassing' for CONFLICT MANAGEMENT PURPOSES in a FALLEN MATERIAL PARADIGM with some very broken laws causing me a lot of suffering for criminals to enjoy 'peace') to be unhampered by any FURTHER HARRASSMENT of any sort, I found myself suddenly having to defend myself from this now super suspicious, seemingly highly suggestable young officer who had now placed me, who he's there to assist, on the defense because of the suggestions of a CRIMINAL MIND implanting them in his mind, manipulating him like a tool right before my very eyes. I merely chuckled and suggested the officer or LOWELL (the House Daddy/MANIPULATOR) merely open the urinal and SMELL IT, at which point all suspicion was immediately abandoned and that case was dismantled and dropped even much more quickly than it had been CRAFTILY CONSTRUCTED.
Sadly I had hope for Lowell who I had done nothing but tried to encourage in RIGHT ACTION in the job he seems to love too much, the job of 'demon hunting'. Though I still have hope for him, I can no longer trust a man who would make such suggestions about an UP FRONT and OBVIOUS MAN OF GOD who carries his BIBLE with him everywhere, in a LAST DITCH ATTEMPT to have me ARRESTED on ANY sort of LIES possible as a green lighted 'target' by HIS BOSS. This behavior is the open manifestation in DEEDS of a VERY CORRUPT heart (but a PIT BULL of a TEAM PLAYER in CORRUPTION, eh). A poor, fallen wretch of a man who in his Pharisaical blindness hunts for and finds 'evil' in everyone but himself, EVEN IF HE HAS TO MAKE IT UP (material perception is reality for them, there is NO TRUTH beyond MATERIAL perception for these SELF CONDEMNED ANIMALS); and HIS PARADIGM is what RUNS THINGS at Janzen House as THE AUTHORITY, to our SHAME. When will we learn to stop creating and empowering the PSYCHOPATHIC MIND of FALLEN MAN to create and EMPOWER such little HITLERS? I pray we are LEARNING NOW! The summary I have for the Janzen House is that it is little more than a 'legal' CRIMINAL ORGANIZATION being fronted as legitimate by a SPIRITUAL PIMP giving housing PREFERENCE and 'protection' to criminal underworld LIASONS in a PERSONAL NICHE PHONY 'war on drugs' connected POLICY which is in REALITY nothing more than a WAR ON TRUTH for SELFISH INTERESTS and I represent the TRUTH IN FLESH which must be SACRIFICED for this EVIL to CONTINUE!
Satan uses a CONFLICT MANAGEMENT approach to organizing his CORPORATE 'body' of mankind where truth is always sacrificed for PSYCHOPATHIC 'PEACE' in that FALLEN and CONTINUALLY IN CONFLICT PARADIGM of 'reality' which TRUTH FREES US FROM. The PRINCE of PEACE ENDS CONFLICT by establishing the CORNERSTONE of TRUTH upon which JUSTICE is founded to END BICKERING and USHER IN a New World Kingdom of INCREASING PEACE, then mankind shall TRULY 'evolve' in our UNDERSTANDING and to begin to LIVE, bringing the KINGDOM of HEAVEN to MANIFESTATION ON EARTH by ANCIENT and GRAND ARCHITECTUAL DESIGN PLAN!
Rich, whether even cognizant of his role in the disfunctional micro SYSTEM he is a COG within, is effectively another sort of discreet 'bad cop' for Dan to manipulate to maintain 'order', sort of like Lowel is except he's not a recognized 'official' (more of a 'sub contractor' with his own 'side deals' going on) able to go beyond the normal pale of Janzen House rules which Lowell must follow as ENFORCER and MAINTAINER of the DISFUNCTIONAL PSYCHOPATHY of the criminal micro SYSTEM. That's his EFFECTIVE ROLE in the MANAGED CONFLICT POWER STRUCTURE under the DIRECTOR, who himself is doing a really horrible attempt at hiding his closed fisted conflict MANAGEMENT approach (as opposed to the far superior, open handed conflict RESOLUTION approach which CARES ABOUT PEOPLE and TRUTH) to 'directing' Janzen for clearly SELFISH REASONS, disinterested with altruism or empathy (expected REQUIREMENTS for the OFFICE holder of SHELTER Director) or TRUTH, let alone justice or righteousness. His paradigm, like most, is only of his PERCEPTION of his own comfortable 'niche', status, or 'CONTROL' in this fallen MATERIAL WORLD SYSTEM (which requires forced labor/jails and sacrifices to the conflict management police state paradigm THEY LOVE and ARE BUILDING FOR THEMSELVES unaware!), and he has demonstrated his PHARISAICAL WILLINGNESS to sacrifice ETERNAL TRUTH in order to maintain his DELUSION of reality, just like they did. Such animals have no business being in positions of authority over Men of God, it's a DISRESPECTFUL PERVERSION of TRUE AUTHORITY! It's like a blind man doing surgery on one who sees fine or like APES being allowed to put MEN on LEASHES and in CAGES and treat them as ANIMALS! Think of JOSEPH who was mishandled by such MIND SLAVES, or David being mocked by his brothers and kept in the wilderness with bears and lions as they stand around TOLERATING GOLIATH to MOCK GOD! Well that paradigm shall SOON END...or mankind shall be WIPED OUT!
It seems to me that ALL THE ARMIES of GOD have been STANDING DOWN and waiting for me to SLING THE STONE which will TAKE THIS GOLIATH DOWN...well, it has been SLUNG and the GIANT LIE which gives cover to these CRIMINALS and the FALLEN PARADIGM of MAN which ENSLAVES US, is FALLING TO THE GROUND AS WE SPEAK; their GAME will soon be FULLY EXPOSED as the BIBLE PROPHESIED! Everyone had better TAKE SHELTER ON THE ROCK of TRUTH before he starts POUNDING HIS INSANE ENEMIES, for THEIR OWN SAKE...as a last ditch attempt to REASON with them!
Truth is the STONE which shall DESTROY the STRONGHOLD OF LIES which their CRIMINAL system of STOCKHOLM SYNDROME LIKE PSYCHOLOGICAL CONTROL FUNCTIONS BY, is the LIGHTof TRUTH which EXPOSES THEM and THEIR CRAFT to ALL! They HATE the LIGHT of TRUTH and they SUPPRESS IT UNRIGHTEOUSLY, HOPEFULLY without ANY of the rest of the flock ever even TAKING NOTICE, like using some 'color of law' to paint the truth as evil in a kangeroo trial or witch hunt, because apart from that light of TRUTH which is ABLE to expose their evil to those who CAN'T SEE what is REALLY GOING ON...the masses simply can't SPIRITUALLY INTERPRET what they SEE happening in the MATERIAL REALM right BEFORE THEIR EYES...so these 'authorities', like MAGICIANS fooling an audience, have NO PRACTICAL ACCOUNTABLITY to ANYONE and their tyrannical SHOW only EXPANDS and INCREASES under the guise of 'godly authority' over the IGNORANTLY MIND ENSLAVED until they begin to BOAST of their 'untouchability' over the flock in their psychopathic DELUSION of 'reality' as GOLIATH did...today as back then, the people all stand around gawking at the spectacle of EFFECTIVE INSANITY RULING IN THE MIDST and HELPLESS to do anything about it, yet still mocking 'little' David.
It is EFFECTIVELY INSANE to take a stand against the INVISIBLE TRUTH we KNOW EXISTS...to EXALT ONES PHYSICAL 'SELF' as the 'truth' is the BEASTLY LIE, Psychopathic insanity (whether caused by ignorance, deception, or willful rebellion to be determined by case) exposed before all...they shall soon be TAKEN OUT by the STONE of TRUTH which has already been cut without hands and established in Zion! Some people use truth and law to the HARM of others in a FALSE paradigm, selfishly. That is OPPOSING the HOLY SPIRIT of the LAW which is concerned with mans BLESSING and HEALING. It is the Saving Truth or Model for invisible 'LAW' viewed from the CORRECT PARADIGM as LAW which is TRUE and which is the only CURE for MANS PSYCHOPATHY, and only those who LOVE IT will be SAVED! Take your stand on the LAW of LOVE, the Unified Cornerstone of Saving Truth today!
Update (1-29-16 Luach ha Notzri)
I'm sheltering in a little shack in a very poor county because rent, being cheapest here, is within my tiny winter budget. They have a fairly nice Library system in this county with a branch in a small rural town just seven miles from me. The Library is located in the same building between the Towns Administrative offices and the Elementary School. The Library EFFECTIVELY SERVES as an Elementary afterschool service for local families, many of whom seem to be impoverished single parent families with multiple children; who are EFFECTIVELY CREATED AND VICTIMIZED BY A SODOMITE TYRANT SYSTEM and ENFORCED by GOOD MEN who DON'T UNDERSTAND nature of TRUE REALITY or how to SEE CLEARLY!
My next door neighbor proudly presents himself as a Deacon and Monk in the Orthodox Church (and more discreetly as a 'former' Biker Gang member) and is greatly respected in this area where he was born and raised (though his actual state residency has been in Florida all these years for 'business purposes' he says), despite having had clashes with some of the other local religious leaders (religion is territorial and 'family' oriented or replacing, religions are clickish local cults very much like VIOLENT GANG MEMBERS when it comes to 'defending the faith' from 'enemies' or rivals for CONTROL). Being a Monk and my neighbor with no vehicle (part of his 'vow of poverty' gig), in the past I would often give him rides to and/or from the library (saving him a little bus fare and inconvenience) which he frequents much more than myself this winter. He has hosted hot cocoa and cookies and other 'aftershool' and 'summer' events in the library where they store the items (candies etc.) which he brings to share with the children (some of whom already need diet counselling). He also has a POSTER up in the foller, a BIOGRAPHY advertisment with a picture of him in his robes pointing to his WEBSITE SIGN (he owns a for-profit religious website). I have tried to reason with him over the past two years during these occasions regarding the DESTRUCTIVE NATURE of the LIE he has BOUGHT and he HURTS OTHERS WITH which I HAVE EMPIRICALLY ESTABLISHED as the case, but he REFUSES to even LOOK at the evidences let alone REASON about what im trying to say, and he has EFFECTIVELY set my other neighbors against me as alien and hostile to the true god he ONLY CLAIMS to serve with OUTWARD SHOW...while the PHILOSOPHY he holds is PROVEN DESTRUCTIVE...he REJECTS THE CORNERSTONE of TRUTH while CLAIMING to be established in and on it. Over this CORNERSTONE MESSAGE from GOD which he has UNSEALED so I may MANIFEST it, and for which I expended a significant portion of funds to print off at .25 cents per page and deliver in a hard copy for his review and criticism, He AGAIN accused me of being 'ANTI-CHRIST and 'FILLED WITH DEMONS' as a response to reading it. No REASONING at all...just ACCUSATION with NO SUBSTANTIVE 'OBJECTION'. He preaches HATRED of other peoples SINCERE BELIEFS IN GOD (despite ignorance and pagan influences of traditions, etc.) while HIMSELF HOLDING ERROR as if he is able to CONDEMN OTHERS. He preaches WAR AND VIOLENCE with ISLAM will bring peace and he TEACHES THIS HATRED AND WAR AS A CORNERSTONE of his (as well as does Judaism) 'Gospel'!
I have been VERY PATIENT with him over the course of 2 years but CAN NO LONGER SUPPORT HIS TERRORISTIC BAD BEHAVIOR (like trying to shout me down in my truck almost every time I take him somewhere and becoming physically confrontational on a couple of occasions...when trying to REASON WITH HIM about his BELIEFS and his GOSSIPING (which is the CREATION and MANIPULATION of IGNORANT OPINIONS in the MINDS of their VICTIMS...it's regularly used in MASS MEDIA) in order to STIR DISCONTENT among others with my presence...to be RID OF MY EXPOSING LIGHT; he feels CONDEMNED by my very PRESENCE and his ignorant FOLLOWERS protect him because he ABSOLVES THEM OF THEIR EVIL under DECEPTION and PRETENSE...they feel JUSTIFIED in DOING EVIL by TWISTING the TRUTH OF REALITY for GODS SAKE!) which causes men to SUFFER in IGNORANCE for HIS INCUMBANT RELIGIOUS DELUSION to remain UNCHALLENGED. We are COMMMANDED to be ACCOUNTABLE to the MANIFEST TRUTH as GODS REPRESENTATIVES. Such DARKNESS POSING AS LIGHT is the very SOURCE of TERRORISM (as I AM DEMONSTRATING ON THE GROUND IN REAL TIME) in the DECEIVED world and the very REASON pedophilia even EXISTS; let alone the BURGEONING INTERNATIONAL SEX SLAVE TRADE NOW RANKED THIRD MOST COMMON CRIME IN THE WORLD and EXISTING ALL AROUND YOU! It's a REFUSAL to be ACCOUNTABLE to the TRUTH as KING of one's MIND; it's DENIAL TO BE HONEST WITH ONE'S SELF OR OTHERS. It is A DESTRUCTIVE WILLFUL RELIGIOUS INSANITY that MUST BE RECOGNIZED and QUARANTEENED from INFECTING OTHERS in a HEALTHY SOCIETY! That can only be done ONE WAY, with the HOLY TRUTH HONORED as the LAW of REALITY and put away the CLOWN SHOWS AND MAGICIAN TRICKS by which you have been PERVERTING THE CHILDRENS MINDS for $$$ and MURDERING THE TRUTH IN OPEN CONSPIRACY in which YOU HAVE IGNORANTLY PARTICIPATED or IGNORANTLY ALLOWED for the past 2000 years UNTIL NOW! Now it's time for JUDGEMENT to BEGIN IN GOD'S HOUSE as HE PROMISED!
My RELIGIOUSLY INSTITUTIONALIZED neighbor has declared his UNREASONABLE HATRED for the RATIONAL TRUTH I represent BODILY in an OPEN ACCUSATION before ALL with NO TRIAL and NO EVIDENCE! What can one do with that sort of INTELLECTUALLY DISHONEST, RELIGIOUS INSANITY than to attempt to EXPOSE IT WITH THE TRUTH for the SAKE OF ALL THE DECEIVED, even at cost of PERSONAL SUFFERING and INJURY as a SACRIFICIAL CORNERSTONE for a NEW WORLD ORDER OF SANITY AND PEACE? There is NO GREATER SERVICE to mankind than to be a COUNTER TERRORIST in THEIR HATEFUL 'war on truth' which the RELIGIOUSLY INSANE wage against mankind for the past 2000 years to KEEP CONTROL with their CONSPIRACY against the CORNERSTONE they PRETEND to receive their AUTHORITY from (how and why do you think sex slave and drug trade BUSINESS can STILL exist and FLOURISH apart from ANCIENT OCCULTIC RELIGIOUS controls deeply esconced in the fabric of our SYSTEM?!).
I thank God for this OPPORTUNITY to PROCLAIM FREEDOM to HIS BRIDE from these MIND and BODY ENSLAVERS even to my DEATH at their HYPOCRITICALLY LAWLESS HANDS! THEY DEMAND WAR for their CRIMINAL paradigm to SURVIVE and THRIVE without you RECOGNIZING that YOU SUPPORT THEM as they PRETEND TO WORK FOR GOD but are now put in the SPOTLIGHT so ALL MAY SEE THE TRUTH. They are INSANE WAR MONGERS and CHILD MIND (and body) MOLESTORS who REFUSE PEACE and GOD SHALL SOON REMOVE THEM ALL in PROMISED JUDGEMENT if they REFUSE TO FACE THE TRUTH! The Master is VERY CLEAR that if you are HURTING OTHERS and it comes to your attention, DO NOT FAIL to REPENT and attempt to make PEACE before JUDGEMENT DAY...if you DO, you will be a manifest SELF CONDEMNED LIAR at that point. I pray God touch their INSANE MINDS through me his MESSENGER of TRUTH so they may ESCAPE THE SNARE OF SATANs BLINDING DECEPTION which has GRIPPED THEIR SELFISH HEARTS and LIVE; cause judgement day is at the door and these ignorant and insensitive little 'beasts' are in great danger and don't seem to know or care...such is the NATURE of the BEAST.
I volunteered at the nursing home and county hospital to do Geriatric and Hospice patient work (which I have done on and off for over 25 years since licensing to assist my grandmother with the Hospice care of my Grandfather while I was working on my undergrad studies in College), and they were very excited to have me aboard. I did a preliminary interview with the director of the program with whom I shared my faith in 'common christianese' language with her (with a touch of 'Messianic Jew' since I'm a polyglot speaking several 'tongues' and sub culture dialects for the most effective communication of LOVE, as Paul taught and practiced). The interview went very well and I found myself doing an immediate second interview over the phone with the 'field super' she was placing me under, who also identified himself as a 'Christian' Minister. That phone interview before the holidays went very well also and it was decided that I would meet with him the following week for a beginning orientation. At the point of securing a promise of goodwill, I then shared with him my website with my promise to call him back the following week when I was ready to get started. I called back and was not surprised to then be put off until after the holidays were over. I expected he would want more time to review my work and he said he would give me a call back after the holidays so I waited until the middle of January to call back and to receive an apology for not having called me back as he had promised. He also, not knowing what sort of 'firecracker' he was bringing in to his little subsytem chicken coop and the NEGATIVE IMPACT I may pose on THAT SYSTEM as a result of reading some of my work, expressed that their interest had cooled considerably as they no longer knew where I might fit in the SYSTEM. Since I lost my BEST FRIEND and SERVICE ANIMAL to a hater CAREGIVER/dogsitter (he was a SUPERBLY TRAINED Black Lab who people LOVED cause he was a VERY RESPECTFUL lover himself; poisoned by vampiric life sucking 'haters') and I can no longer play guitar (nerve damage), so now I normally do things like room visits to minister scripture truths or simply chat, do 'sing alongs' with or sing to the residents, and offer Bible studies/instruction (as well as Science instruction). It's funny how people tend to forget what they do not wish to remember well. As Churchill said:
"Once in a while you will stumble upon the truth but most of us manage to pick ourselves up and hurry along as if nothing had happened."
"The truth is incontrovertible, malice may attack it, panic may resent it, ignorance may deride it, but in the end; there it is."
This is STILL the STANDARD REACTION to the TRUTH which I have been called to represent in a DARK WORLD where people are SO EFFECTIVELY MIND ENSLAVED with a FALSE PARADIGM of REALITY that they INSANELY accuse me as insane so they can REMAIN INSANE and NEVER LOOK AT THEMSELVES IN THE LIGHT OF THE TRUTH. Sadly not much has changed in 2000 years.
The SAME SPIRIT which rose against the TRUTH I have been CALLED to REPRESENT BODILY is not only represented and manifest among ATHEISTS, Christians like my Orthodox Monk neighbor, but also by JEWS (myself being a BIOLOGICAL 'Jew' who REJECTS modern 'JUDASIM' and its 'authority' for the ARTICULATED REASONS in this message, which I have SLOWY tried to introduce to OTHER JEWS to LEAD THEM OUT in the GREAT EXODUS as promised in Jer. 16:14-21). Rabbi 'Elirok', who is both an online 'RABBI' and a retired SCHOOL PRINCIPLE who was over JEWISH SCHOOLS in both Miami and New York City, now residing in Canada and in whose online Torah Class I have participated in on and off for the past 14 years, has recently called me every name in the list of pejoratives known to man after I recently came forward and fully shared with him my website and my teachings FROM TORAH in CONTEXT of CLASS. Specifically it was where Moses was called to be the VISIBLE 'ELOHIM' sent to Pharaoh in Ex. 7:1 as GODS MESSIAH, JUDGE and KING ON EARTH which would OVERTHROW the WORLD POWER of PHARAOH who exalted his wisdom against God; and we are to look for ANOTHER PROPHET like him to lead us in the GREAT EXODUS which will SHADOW the first one so that it's NO LONGER SPOKEN ABOUT!
It would seem, based on THIS RESPONSE to the TRUTH which I posit and ENFLESH BODILY, that the official position of most INSANELY 'religious' Jews (as opposed to SANE PHILOSOPHER Jews like myself whose only 'religion and God' is EMPIRICALLY ESTABLISHED TRUTH which is NOT INCONSISTENT with itself or with Moses TORAH), as EVIDENCED by the position and response of ELIROK to my work (and others throughout the years), is that Moses was NOT really called to be the VISIBLE ELOHIM in the FORM of a MAN on Earth to expose MANS BLINDING DECEPTIONS visible in the Government of Pharaoh. It seems some Jews are NOT looking for a Messiah LIKE MOSES who is going to SET THEM STRAIGHT in the LIGHT OF TRUTH as MOSES HIMSELF PROMISED would happen (Deut. 18:15)! That DOGMATIC POSITION of RELIGIOUS DARKNESS which wants to KEEP MINDS SHACKLED IN IGNORANCE needs to change in light of the EMPIRICALLY ESTABLISHED FACTS (even as does the COUNTERPART of this HEGELIAN CONSPIRACY of ATHEISTS vs. TRUTH in the form of an Hegelian dialectic where NEITHER christianity NOR judaism LOVE THE WHOLE TRUTH and are seen STANDING OVER HIS BODY to SUPPRESS HIM RISING as KING in the COLLECTIVE CONSCIOUSNESS of MANKIND in order to EXALT THEIR VARIOUS AND CONFLICTING LIES in the MINDS OF THE CHILDREN YOU HELP THEM DECEIVE while SCAPEGOATING ISLAM in their SLEIGHT OF HAND MAGIC CEREMONY where YOU will EVENTUALLY be the VICTIM! EliYahu is HERE to SET YOU and THEM STRAIGHT with the TRUTH as PROMISED! REPENT AND LIVE or REBEL and PERISH...your own relationship to HIS HOLINESS, the SENTIENT TRUTH, will pardon or condemn ONLY you!
I have gone to the local library on and off for a few years (when travelling in this area) and until one of the local patrons (who was once a Gov. employee and seems to CREDIT and PRIDE HIMSELF on being able to detect and rid the 'system' of 'BELIGERANTS'...the CORNERSTONE he uses for this BOAST is a case where he 'had to fire' a 'beligerant religious guy' which was the PRECURSOR leading up to his FORCED MEDICATIONS...'problem' SOLVED! He BOASTS of being a CORPORATE HIT MAN!) began working there, have not had an issue. Until he received the position we spoke civilly to one another but now he disrespects me incessantly accusing me of being too much SOMETHING each time we talk. He subtly accuses me of being too loud in conversation (at which point I now walk away from him), religious, 'opinionated', or being otherwise 'beligerant' in some way which HE ALWAYS RELATES TO MY BELIEFS that he is STILL COMPLETELY IGNORANT OF just like my 'monk' NEIGHBOR (and his friend). I really can't think of anything MORE INSANE than this sort of DISTORTION OF TRUTH (witchcraft ceremony) position I tend to find myself in REGULARLY at the hands of these RELIGIOUSLY INSANE MIND ZOMBIES. It appears to me that part of his JOB DESCRIPTION for being HIRED is to ACCUSE ME every opportunity he gets DESPITE HOW CIVIL AND POLITE I AM TO HIM IN RETURN!
Saturday a week ago yesterday I went in as is my custom and not long after getting comfortable and setting in to a day of research, study and contemplation, I noticed an unusual increase in patrons/activity (to include the librarian mentioned above who was NOT WORKING but had seated near me as a 'PATRON' this day). As things developed I understood it was an unannounced impromptu Easter Party being hosted by what I thought at that time was a Teacher (with several children/students) since the PUBLIC LIBRARY is connected to the School in the same building. I did NOT immediately recognize that I had been SELECTED as the VICTIM in a COMBINED SACRIFICE RITUAL and SEX CULT RITUAL to be conducted by the DIRECTOR of the COUNTY LIBRARY SYSTEM who pretended not to know WHO or WHAT I am about despite my having been here on and off for years and having my website PAINTED ON MY TRUCK FOR ALL TO KNOW WHO I AM (despite my never having met her surely SHE was NOT IGNORANT of ME..she hired the librarian who was NOT WORKING but was CONVENIENTLY sitting next to me ACCUSING ME THAT DAY in PREPARATION of her ARRIVAL!).
She asked me to move my Quran's [IMMEDIATELY PAINTING ME AS A 'HATED MUSLIM' in the eyes of the IGNORANT CHILDREN whose minds they have been CRAFTING by DELIBERATE ACCUSATION of truth (under the 'PLAUSABLE DENIABILITY' guise of being IGNORANT despite my WEBSITE also being BOLDY painted on my BOOK CRATE from out of which my HEBREW books were LAYED ON THE TABLE) that my HEBREW BIBLE and other HEBREW BOOKS were NOT for THEIR CHILDREN but were only ENEMY PROPAGANDA to be HATED AND SHUNNED by them as their AUTHORITIES WERE CRAFTILY INSTRUCTING THEM in such a way as to BYPASS CRITICAL THINKING and be AUTOMATICALLY ACCEPTED AS 'TRUE') so she could have the table where I was situated. Not knowing WHO this person was at the time was a VERY GOOD THING (ADMITTEDLY the reason their TRAP FAILED, really) because I took her for a simple local who I had not yet met and DISMISSED the apparent 'IGNORANCE' on its face...which IN RETROSPECT I would have RECOGNIZED for what it WAS: INTENDED AS A DELIBERATE INSULT/PROVOCATION (I mean if you were CONSTANTLY the CHOSEN VICTIM for THESE CRIMINALS ABUSING TRUTH AND REALITY FOR SELFISH AND HATEFUL REASONS in this MANIPULATIVE CORPORATE CRAFT of CONTROL would YOU NOT get PISSED OFF sometimes when you suddenly REALIZE IT...I WATCHED THEM DO THIS SAME CIRCUS SHOW TO MANIPULATE REALITY AGAINST MY MOTHER AND WERE SUCCESSFUL IN LOBOTOMIZING HER to SHUT HER UP, REMEMBER!? Also, I did not mention it in my life's narrative above but as PART of the MANIPULATION of my WIFE to TURN AGAINST ME and the TRUTH I REPRESENT, my STEP DAUGHTER was taken from our custody because I refused to allow her INTELLECTUAL VIRTUE to be CORRUPTED by such IGNORANT RELIGIOUS PAGAN SEX RITES WHICH DESTROY US. The JUDGE CITING HIMSELF AS A 'REGULAR CHURCH ATTENDEE AND GOOD CHRISTIAN RELIGIOUS MAN' to be distinguished from me, PAINTED and CONDEMNED ME as a 'DANGEROUS RELIGIOUS FANATIC' as HIS JUSTIFICATION for his decision to remove this young Student Counsel Vice President from her rural home and School environment where she was THRIVING, to transplant her to an UNFAMILIAR INNER CITY PUBLIC SCHOOL with her SPERM DONER FATHER (where I only HOPE she was able to REBOUND from the CERTAIN TRAUMA she endured)!...so I joyfully jumped up to assist her in whatever way she would like rather than being immediately INCENSED at the INTENDED PROVOCATION of such SCUM as THEY WERE PLANNING; not knowing EVEN THEN that she was clearing room for the live sex symbol bunnies and fertility eggs for the childrens un-advertised IMPROMPTU Ishtar 'PAGAN SEX MIND PROGRAMMING' which HATES and REPLACES the VIRTUOUS TRUTH of GOD in an OPEN CONSPIRACY with the SYNAGOGUE OF SATAN yet to this day. YOU ARE GUILTY OF MURDERING THE TRUTH AND THIS IS THE EVIDENCE AGAINST YOU!). As soon as I realized what was going on (and had already been SORELY DISRESPECTED by these CHILDREN at the INSTIGATION of their abusive HANDLERS/parents working in a SODOMITE MIND ENSLAVEMENT, PEDOPHILE SUPPORTING SYSTEM of RACIST HATE AND PERPETUAL WAR) I booked out of there IMMEDIATELY rather than confront any of the SCUM personally.
I learned the IDENTITY of the DIRECTOR who I had thought to be a 'teacher' just yesterday and am VERY CONCERNED about this type of BEHAVIOR at the TOP and CONTROLLING ALL OUR INSTITUTIONS and therefore the MINDS OF SOCIETY...for THIS REASON I CHARGE YOU ALL with the CRIME of being MIND ENSLAVED ZOMBIES like in PLANET OF THE APES and I COMMAND YOU IN THE FAMILY NAME OF YHWH to SNAP OUT OF YOUR TRANCE and PROTECT THE TRUTH and STOP ABUSING GODS CHILDREN! The FACT IS this is MY FATHER'S WORLD not SATAN'S and he has called ME to bring it to ORDER and as soon as HIS CHILDREN RECOGNIZE ME, they will FIGHT PEACEFULLY WITH THEIR LIVES AS A SACRIFICE IF NEED BE in order to ESTABLISH THIS KINGDOM TRUTH because MY FATHER IS LIFE and we know the TRUTH that WE CAN NEVER DIE when WALKING IN HIS LIGHT! SATANICALLY DECIEVED SCUM FEAR US and for GOOD REASON!
It appears my next door neighbor (and the DARK WORLD POWERS he STILL SERVES in REBELLIOUS IGNORANCE despite his motivatations) has had more effect on the IGNORANCE of these LOCAL WITCHCRAFT PRACTICING TRIBESPEOPLE than what I had first guessed! The WHOLE WORLD is under this CONSPIRATORIAL SODOMITE/WHOREDOM PHILOSPHICAL DARKNESS as God said IN ADVANCE he was going to ALLOW HAPPEN...ALL BEWITCHED under LIES and MUST LIE AGAINST THE TRUTH in order to REMAIN ignorant and under control of VIOLENT, DARK WORLD POWERS. Judaism and Christianity BOTH claiming to have the TRUTH (while BOTH HATING IT VIOLENTLY) and SCAPEGOATING ISLAM as their ENEMY in their INSANITY regarding reality...it's NO WONDER to ME why no one will be HONEST and deal with MY CLAIM! THEY ARE LITERALLY MIND SLAVES to RELIGIOUSLY INSANE WAR MONGERING MURDERERS and ANCIENT SEX SLAVE TRADERS who are GETTING MORE POWERFUL DAILY!...how about YOU...can you MAN UP and FACE THE TRUTH or are you also a WILLFUL MIND SLAVE COWARD licking the boots of these SODOMITES in order to participate in their ANCIENT RELIGIO-POLITICAL CONSPIRACY and ONE ECONOMIC PURSE SYSTEM still being PLAYED OUT like a CONTINUAL DRAMA on the WORLD STAGE which YHWH said he would FULLY EXPOSE in the END to HIS GLORY and that of HIS PEOPLE?! The LAST ACT is coming to the stage with a NEW WORLD ORDER...please prepare yourself for when the CURTAIN RISES and you SEE PRINCE JOSEPH MANIFEST!
David said in Psalm 120:7 "I AM PEACE but as I speak THEY WANT TO GO TO WAR!"
'Hypocrisy is the homage that vice and wrong pay to virtue and justice. It is Satan attempting to clothe himself in the angelic vesture of light. It is equally detestable in morals, politics, and religion; in the man and in the nation. To do injustice under the pretence of equity and fairness; to reprove vice in public and commit it in private; to pretend to charitable opinion and censoriously condemn'.
It appears that after some time (and the advent that I have not somehow been 'removed' as a 'problem' through some 'freak accident'), my Monk neighbor has conveniently forgotten how unreasonably he has acted toward me and is now referring to me as his 'good neighbor' in public. This OUTWARD reflection of an inward change of heart has NOT ADDRESSED THE SERIOUS DOCTRINAL ISSUES UNCOVERED which is PROMPTING such OPEN HYPOCRISY. Everyone who was sorta following his lead are also suddenly 'playing nicely' toward me now too... which of course IS BETTER than open attacks FOR SURE. But in my EXPERIENCE this is a VERY DANGEROUS time for me. Though there is an OUTWARD APPEARANCE that there is 'no problem' between us, he has made it VERY CLEAR over time that he has some SERIOUS PROBLEMS with me and WHAT I BELIEVE... to the point of quickly CONDEMNING ME as HIS ARCH ENEMY the "ANTI-CHRIST and FILLED WITH DEMONS". Now since he's FORGOTTEN (?) about what he CONDEMNED ME over and we NEVER TALK about anything REAL, the situation here is RIPE for somethiing 'inconvenient' to happen to me; thus removing the 'strain' in our relationship unperceived by others which HE IS HOLDING and MANIPULATING to MY eventual harm. That's generally how this political 'GAME' of witchcraft and control works; sacrificial VICTIMS ARE REQUIRED.
This sort of OPEN HYPOCRISY is not unusual behavior in our 'POLITICALLY CORRECT', goose stepping and ECONOMICALLY FEARFUL and GREEDY PSYCHOPATHIC SOCIETY, even as 2000 years ago. Everyone is trying to find 'shelter' in some 'guild' or 'brotherhood' that they PERCEIVE MAY BE THEIR BEST INTEREST and not able to place faith in the TRUTH. This same situation seems to be the position being NOW reflected with (at least some) of the online Jewish community I had been joining at ELIROK'S Daily Torah Portion class mentioned above, also. The reason why this is a VERY DANGEROUS TIME for me is because there tends to be a SERIOUSLY INCREASED RISK of freak 'ACCIDENTS' and STRANGE 'ILLNESSES' that always seems to convenientlyKEEP the IGNORANT 'animal like' minds who are COMFORTABLY CONTROLLED IN DARKNESS through ENSLAVEMENT to their FLESH, from ever having to look into the PAINFUL LIGHT of the SAVING TRUTH which I REFLECT! I have learned that it's best to just 'move on' from these who do not receive my message even LONG BEFORE NOW, but my truck is no longer road worthy for travel to some new destination away from here. I have found the average for me was 3 years but now even less in an area before I need to prudenty move along for personal safety reasons. I've been 'on the lamb' trying to stay alive and have not been able to keep up with the increasing maintenance demands for the 25 year old SUV/ mobile living unit now pretty much useless. While paying rent I have no resources left in order to 'save' in order to replace it. I will not be a slave to a TAX ENSLAVEMENT SYSTEM of CHILD RAPE AND MURDER anymore and WHERE can I go where I would not find the SAME INSANE CIRCUMSTANCES in 'control', if not WORSE! It seems God has me staying right here where I'm not wanted (as opposed to elsewhere where I'm also not wanted, obviously) among CRIMINALLY INSANE MINDS in PLANETARY REBELLION TO HIM to make my final stand for HIS GLORY. Another SACRIFICE in TIME and SPACE to the ETERNAL Glory of GODS LOVE and WISDOM on THE STAGE of PLANET EARTH in the face of the SATANICALLY DECEIVED RELIGIOUS MIND SLAVES he SHALL ONE DAY FREE! So be it. I have run my race well and am ready for whatever FORM he has me take up next...to God be the ETERNAL Glory, whatever the outcome for my temporal flesh I offer as my SACRIFICE to HIS HOLINESS and LIVE ETERNALLY in SO DOING whether or not any of you CHOOSE to believe and FOLLOW ME as I FOLLOW HIM, or not!
There is a SILVER LINING DEVELOPING in all these STORM CLOUDS surrounding my insignificant life Sacrifice (besides the sweetness of fellowship with Messiah in His sufferings), and that is that ANOTHER religious 'online community', which has from the very beginning of my communications with them 14 years ago, has been VERY ANTAGONISTIC toward me as a GROUP or COMMUNITY (an online 'Christian Chat' fellowship comprising 'Christians' from various sects), are FINALLY SWEETENING toward me...they are BEGINNING TO UNDERSTAND and BELIEVE the TRUTH I WALK IN! Likewise now that Spring is well under way and I have taken more opportunity to get out into the 'public eye' around here, coupled with my 'nipping it in the bud', it seems I'm beginning to turn around the 'bad publicity' I received when first coming back to this area. I have worked long and hard to try to effectively communicate MY SANE WORLD VIEW EVERYWHERE I GO, it is a blessing to see finally see some growth sprouting!
Update 5-20-2016 christian calendar
My 'neighbors' in the online community I've been participating in for 14 years (since my divorce, dissolving my corporation and leaving 'Neo-Egypt' in '02) are continuing to become more reasonable and I think are finally beginning to understand the importance of my message, as uncomfortable as that is for them. The TRUTH is beginning to SENSITIZE THEM to the REALITY of YHWH which is EXPOSING their errors and/or IDOLATRY for HIS GLORY and OUR HEALING. My immediate physical neighbors are also 'warming up' in civility toward me as well thanks to my Monk neighbor (though still no discussion of the SOLID CORNERSTONE supporting MY WORLD VIEW which he LACKS because there CAN ONLY BE ONE 'CORNERSTONE' which IS TESTIFIED FOR of by FATHER GOD in MOSES WRITINGS as Jesus himself said (Jn. 5:39, Jn. 5:46, Jn. 8:54). But there is still hope for the world as it appears YHWH is causing my enemies to be at peace with me so that I may begin reigning from the midst of them, as promised to HIS TRUE SONS who REFLECT HIS IMAGE (1 Ch. 22:9, Prov. 16:7, Ps. 110:2)
June 10, 2016 (Edomite calendar)
There is a VERY SERIOUS SPIRITUAL BATTLE going on for THE NATION and the WORLD which is taking place even at my local PUBLIC LIBRARY which UNTIL TODAY, I have been regularly frequenting. I could go into GREAT DETAIL but suffice it to say it's basically a base for occultic activities and they simply will not tolerate my EXPOSING PRESENCE there any more. I have been SO EFFECTIVELY PAINTED in the eyes of these ROBOT CHILDREN by their ABUSIVE PARENTS/HANDLERS/AUTHORITIES in their TOXIC SYSTEM as to now have BOTH CAMPS OPENLY THREATENING ME as the 'problem' for the system THEY WISH TO MAINTAIN AS IS without ANY threat from ME seeing or EXPOSING it!
Many of these children are CLEARLY VICTIMS of PEDOPHILIA and DOMESTIC VIOLENCE and have now been TRAINED to FEAR and HATE me, while my NEXT DOOR NEIGHBOR and the PRIEST who began all this HATRED AGAINST ME (calling my beliefs antichrist and me personally full of demons!) has and is still KEEPING REGULAR 'OFFICE HOURS' in that library for YEARS...OBVIOUSLY ASSISTING IN THE TRAINING OF THESE REBEL PUPPET CHILDREN who are GROOMED like a FLOCK here. THEIR ABUSIVE PARENT/HANDLERS DO NOT WANT TO BE ACCOUNTABLE to the TRUTH I REPRESENT BODILY and are TRAINING THEM to LIE and ABUSE PEOPLE so they MAY NOT SEE IT. THE SYSTEM IS THOROUGHLY CORRUPT HERE, GOD HELP ME I'M IN A SATANIC CHILD MOLESTATION TRAINING GROUNDS!
In addition to the ISHTAR CEREMONY held by the Director mentioned above, these ATTACKS ON ME began with some of their local CHILDREN (who are being GROOMED here, whether or not it LOOKS that way to anyone else who does not ALSO spend 20 hours a week here as do these secret MONITORS) being ALLOWED to disrespect me openly, like taking my coat from the rack and throwing it in the middle of the floor when no one (who cared) was watching, and nothing even being said to anyone about that (that was when I was 'informed' that the 'library' was having 'problems with some of the unsupervised children)...to entering and stealing things from my vehicle (for which it seems reporting it to the Sheriff has made things even worse for me)...to NOW outright CRIMINAL NETWORK BEHAVIORS of SOCIAL GOSSIP/MEDIA to VICTIMIZE ME are now being EMPLOYED right in front of me and OPENLY JUSTIFIED as being just how things are done around here. SO not only has this behavior been left unchecked to fester by all these SUPPOSED AUTHORITIES who GROOM THIS ENVIRONMENT, it is now being openly ENCOURAGED by their HANDLERS teaching them through MODELING the EXAMPLE and then MANIPULATING THEM TO GO ALONG WITH THE EVIL. Of course the PRETENSE is these parents/handlers/authorities are protecting the childrens 'best interest' by accusing me...when in fact they are deceived to ENSURE THEY REMAIN ENSLAVED and MAINTAINED as 'at risk' children being monitored by FROCKED PRIESTS who are NOT EVEN RESIDENTS OF THE STATE AND THEIR ISHTAR WORSHIPPING WITCHES!
These 'authorities' in this particular PUBLIC LIBRARY, whether as a sophisticated covert operation set up by various 'sub contractors' working conspiratorially for related self interests or merely a coincidental 'happenstance' which occurred passively, they have EFFECTIVELY been ENCOURAGING, REWARDING and JUSTIFYING this BAD BEHAVIOR (and MANY OTHERS not even mentioned) and have SET UP or ALLOWED to be set up, a system where certain SCOUTS are given PRIME OPPORTUNITY to find WAYS to MAKE CRIMINAL MONEY off the INSANITY and LACK OF ORDER and TRUE ACCOUNTABILITY which HAS BEEN GOING ON HERE FOR YEARS! WERE TALKING ABOUT A SYSTEM OF FAMILIAL, GENERATIONAL IGNORANCE, ABUSE, MANIPULATION AND SATANIC CONTROL! It is CLEAR TO ME they are indeed a FLOCK lacking any GUIDANCE in right behavior stemming from right thinking BY DESIGN of those TIGHTLY CONTROLLING THEIR ENVIRONMENT and ABUSING THEM AND ME under pretense of having everyones best interest at heart. They are INCOMPETENT BABY SITTERS and the STATE should FIRE and/or IMPRISON some of them at the TOP.Why? because in their GOOD INTENT they have chosen to PROTECT the children from me by ACCUSING ME of being VIOLENT for merely trying to hold people ACCOUNTABLE TO CIVIL AUTHORITY! As I watched MY MOTHER (and my grandmother) being manipulated by these same type of CROCODILIC CRIMINAL ANIMALS posing as 'caring authorites', and later myself falling into the hands of such CRIMINAL 'community leaders' working IGNORANTLY for an EVIL SYSTEM set up RIGHT UNDER EVERYONE'S NOSE, I'm watching these children ALSO BEING MANIPULATED to do what is NOT IN THEIR BEST INTEREST by those who PRETEND to be teaching them the TRUTH!
I will not be going to that library anymore. Those EFFECTIVELY 'RUNNING IT' (the board of directors clearly being 'manipulated' as a corporate body to respond to some MANUFACTURED PROBLEM for the DESIRED and expected 'AUTHORITATIVE RESPONSE') are now OPENLY ACCUSING ME (through their AGENT librarian) of being a 'VIOLENT PROBLEM'. They have APPARENTLY discussed 'me' at some point during AT LEAST ONE BOARD MEETING and have CITED or STARTED some rumor regarding my 'violent behavior toward children' as their needed EXCUSE to have their AGENT give me a 'FIRST WARNING'...thus ESTABLISHING and PERPETUATING MY GUILT in the community. This 'warning' seems to me the reaction to my recently insisting the LIBRARIAN quiet the COMPUTER GAMING ROOM which the library seems to turn into when only she and I are there with these UNSUPERVISED CHILDREN and/or the RELATED reporting of stolen items from my vehicle while parked at the library controlled by these children and THEIR ALABI PROVIDING HANDLERS. Things are SO TIGHTLY CONTROLLED that a parent or family member of one of the boys implicated in the theivery had been TIPPED OFF to my call to police, arrived less than one minute before the officer claiming she had been supervising him all along. She obviously SHOWED UP just before the officer for the PURPOSE of OFFERING HER FALSE TESTIMONY in order to 'CLEAR' this particular young man from any implication! THIS IS STANDARD OPERATING PROCEDURE FOR ABUSERS! Teaching them to LIE and FALSELY ACCUSE the AUTHORITY OF THE TRUTH for SELFISH reasons like children or or IGNORANT SLAVES. These low level mind slave CRIMINALS who LIVE AND BREED IN DISFUNCTION are LOVED by PEDOPHILES who infiltrate the community, often in key positions of power, and try to hide their SECRET RELIGION unnoticed by, or even assisted by, their victims who simply do not recognize the GROOMED, DISFUNCTIONAL SOCIOPATHY for what it REALLY is; a BREEDING GROUND FOR TERROR!
These children are basically allowed to think they 'run things' to the degree their handlers who 'protect them' as trusted 'sub contractors' of their SOCIOPATHY see fit, and any low level employee (not in the criminal sub system) that doesn't like it, is simply forced to live with the disfunction if they want to keep their job without being targeted by the SODOMITE ENFORCERS who work UNAWARE to most because they HOLD NO RECOGNIZED POSITION in the FRONT SYSTEM these CRIMINALS are SECRETLY HIJACKING...til I came along and started disrupting the ORDER within the APPARENT 'DISFUNCTION' with TRUTH and a DESIRE to see ACCOUNTABILITY FROM 'AUTHORITIES' in the RECOGNIZED OFFICES. I have brought TRUTH and a demand to be ACCOUNTABILE for their THINKING and subsequent DEEDS and these COMFORTABLE MIND SLAVES in the CRIMINAL SUB NETWORK, HATE the DISCOMFORT of MY LIGHT. These children are basically allowed to run things (as managed by secret AGENT handlers connected to key AUTHORITIES who are also secret AGENTS in this apparent disfuntion of a CRIMINAL SUB-NETWORK...most of whom are completely ignorant to how HUGE and HOW POWERFULLY CORRUPT those over them are as they wink at and eachother in childish ignorance to COVER for and HIDE THEIR LITTLE LIES AND PETTY CRIMES which ALLOWS THIS MOST EVIL SUB SYSTEM TO EXIST within mankinds INSTITUTIONS...most of them are satans IGNORANT HANDS AND FEET on the ground totally unware of the VAST EVIL they are ENSLAVED TO IGNORANTLY). The BOARD OF DIRECTORS, based only on some GOSSIP they have been manipulated to hear and perpetuate or be the ORIGINATORS of (is yet unclear), has issued a DIRECTIVE AGAINST ME, a 'first warning' to 'NOT THREATEN VIOLENCE AGAINST CHILDREN' ANYMORE! There TRULY is a SYSTEM of MANIPULATION and ABUSE which clearly FEARS my ability to SEE what is REALLY going on around here and they want to make it appear as if IM THE VIOLENT CRIMINAL as they MANIPULATE, ASSIST and PERPETUATE CRIMES AGAINST HUMANITY! IT'S CLEARLY CRIMINAL INSANITY RUNNING THIS PLACE AND I AM LAYING MY LIFE ON THE LINE EXPOSING IT! GOD HELP US ALL!
Though I can't rationally 'move' to ESCAPE immediate THREATS TO MY PERSON this time, for the sake of PRUDENCE sorely learned in past experience with such sneaky, deceitful, lying, and HATEFULLY VIOLENT criminals whose CRIMINAL UNDERWORLD is being THREATENED, I will be limiting my activities in this county in which I still live as sort of economic prisoner, and begin to take all my library and other 'business elsewhere' as the saying goes. I wish to MOVE at least as badly as they have made it clear they want me to go, but that is not something Yah has made possible yet. I have seemed to lose or otherwise been forced to retreat from many such little skirmishes just like this in this 2000 year old PROPAGANDA WAR aimed against HIS RIGHTEOUS HONOR, the SENTIENT TRUTH whom I REPRESENT, but in the end I know I shall prevail and be FULLY VINDICATED from the ACCUSATIONS of these REBELLIOUS, CORRUPT CRIMINALS posing as AUTHORITIES while ABUSING GODS CHILDREN...SENTIENT TRUTH IS ETERNALLY INVINCIBLE!
But I will no longer be a regular patron to be ABUSED in this now EXPOSED CRIMININAL SUB SYSTEM which OPENLY and EFFECTIVELY TRAINS THEIR CHILDREN TO ENTERTAIN GOSSIP, BE DISRESPECTFUL, OPENLY LIE TO AUTHORITIES and be themselves general CRIMINALS and HATERS OF ALL THAT IS TRUE AND RIGHT working in a CORRUPT SYSTEM of SODOMITE MIND ENSLAVERS, just like themselves! Just like the SYSTEM which my family and later my wife's family have worked within which has CONTINUALLY ABUSED ME for exposing it, there is a CRIMINAL 'HOMELAND SECURITY' NETWORK in place, who are UNWITTINGLY INDUCTED through ILLICIT SEXUAL CONTACTS where these poor children are being actively abused by their own AUTHORITIES feigning to 'help them' out of their own disfunctional condition (which is really GROOMED and SELF CONTAINED) and I'm the REQUIRED sacrifice which will allow the CRIMINAL ABUSE SYSTEM of SODOMITE CONTROL which EXISTS HERE to remain in place unhampered and even UNRECOGNIZED by ANYONE as the REAL and MOST DISGUSTING PROBLEM in MANS CHARACTER. I pray they are wrong and I HAVE ALREADY MADE A DIFFERENCE though it may even yet cost my temporal life!
(third quarter moon sabbath before New Moon of YOM TERUAH!)
I am still having to deal with some chafing from neighbors who are definitely not happy with my shining the light of truth around. Many of them would much prefer if I were to just 'disapear' and no one ever ask another question, or some very CONVENIENT FOR THEM 'accident' to befall me. Of course there are many others who are watching carefully from a distance which prevent much of that sort of thing at this point...there are security agencies around the world aware of what I'm doing here. To describe it from my perspective hunkered down here in this storm: I'm in limbo waiting I suppose to see if my BRIDE will OBEY or tear our house apart with her own rebellious hands (which I only HOPE doesn't happen AGAIN). I'm in a STORM on this mountain CREATED BY RACIST EDOMITES [atheist Christians and Jews trying to KEEP UP a wall with a BREACH in it (Is. 30:13), exposed by their DEEDS based off their IDEOLOGICAL BELIEFS] in SECRET to try to TAKE ME OUT before I'M MOST EFFECTIVE in my CALL!
I feel like Moses after YHWH called him from his exile to save his people, who was then found in the uncomfortable place that if his wife REFUSED TO OBEY HIM WILLINGLY to circumcise her own GROWN SON, something she was CLEARLY VEHEMENTLY OPPOSED TO DOING as an INSENSITIVE HEATHEN WOMAN, God was going to take Moses (and therefore her very life source) for her disobedience to MOSES, and she would have been left there alone with her son who she loved more than her savior. She was given a CHOICE to CIRCUMCISE HER OWN HARD HEART and through OBEDIENCE to MOSES for the sake of GREATER ISRAELS FUTURE, in which SHE WAS GIVEN A PORTION for OBEDIENCE! She was clearly not happy about it but OBEYED God and circimcised her OWN HEART AND HER GROWN SONS HEART circumcised THROUGH HER, as well as the circumcising of his FLESH to throw at Moses Feet as the BLOOD SACRIFICE of OBEDIENCE, the TOKEN SIGN which sacrifice is all about, BEFORE MOSES EVER WROTE THE LAW OF CIRCUMCISION OR SACRIFICE down! The HOLY SPIRIT has always worked HAND IN GLOVE with the HOLINESS of the LAW which is OUR MARRIAGE CONTRACT with THE ETERNAL ONE HIMSELF! Obedience to the HOLY SPIRIT of TRUTH is a circumcision like SACRIFICE that HURTS but does not kill, and is REQUIRED to LOVE SENSITIVELY! Such heart circumcision is certainly reflected in non Jews like those 'RIGHTEOUS AMONG THE NATIONS' recognized through the Holocaust Museum YAD VASHEM for risking their lives as LOVING HUMAN BEINGS who felt a RESPONSIBILITY TO GOD to assist OTHER HUMAN BEINGS who were being unfairly targeted and VICTIMIZED AS 'INHUMAN' (or used as SLAVES whether sexual or otherwise, to EVIL and/or CORRUPTION), for instance. They were WILLING to TRY to begin to TEAR DOWN THE WALL OF RACISM and BIGOTRY which has already been BREACHED (Is. 30:13)...TRUE ISRAEL stands together with such MORAL 'brothers keepers' as ONE in a MARRIAGE with GOD which was INTENDED FROM THE FOUNDATION OF THE WORLD!...this is what JESUS showed to PETER in VISION regarding CORNELIUS (he was NOT abrogating dietary laws as FALSELY ALLEGED by CRIMINAL EDOMITE LIARS...READ HIS OWN EXPLANATION AND STOP TWISTING THE ACCOUNT TO SUIT YOUR LIES! Acts 10:17, 28, and 35) it only requires such a CIRCUMCISED HEART to be a part of GREATER ISRAEL, and the OBEDIENCE or TOKEN 'FLESH' to demonstrate your belief in ACTION is REPENTENCE and to JOIN in the WORK of exposing and denouncing the DARKNESS of EDOMITE HATRED with the LIGHT of SAVING TRUTH to FREE MY PEOPLE and BE GODS PEOPLE!
YOM TERUAH and TEN DAYS of AWE...the RETURN of the KING!
Today I'm reminded of the main character in the movie 'Shawshank Redemption'. He 'went through a mile of shit' in a corrupt prison system and not only came out clean, but came out 'smelling like a rose'! I have run my 'real life race' well and feel like it's finished in like manner to his fictional one. I feel like I'm currently going through the 'sniff' test here in the worlds clogged toilet to see that I am truly GOD'S ANOINTED 'ROSEBUD'.
I think I'm beginning to perceive most of my physical neighbors finally starting to believe that I mean no harm to anyone but wish to assist in this area where some don't think they need and many others simply refuse it...it's sort of modern day MISSIONARY LEGAL WORK like Jesus and Paul did to be guiding lights in their generation. It deserves honor and emulation if we will survive.
Oct 2, 2016 (4 days before 'the fast', Acts 27:9)
Today I'm reminded afresh how most of my immediate neighbors would prefer I 'disappeared' and was never heard from again. I wish I had a RELIABLE RIG to go 'homeless' in again. It would be MUCH MORE PEACEFUL AND SAFE than living around THESE CRIMINALS. They ACTIVELY PROVOKE ME (to include THROWING ROCKS like BRAT children throwing spitwads at the teacher when his back is turned and pretending the teacher is just imagining things). They clearly want to make me SO UNCOMFORTABLE with their OPEN HATRED of me (which they seem to HIDE from everyone else as if I'm only 'imagining things' or because I use MEDICAL Marijuana LEGALLY, for THESE MEDICAL REASONS, they wish to make it appear as if I'm 'insane' or a DRUG ADDICT by using PURE LYING GOSSIP! They MERELY ARE LOOKING FOR ANY SORT OF MUD AT ALL, AS YOU ALL HAVE BEEN TRAINED BY YOUR SODOMITE LEADERS, to get me to 'leave' (to be HOMELESS!) or some other reason or COLOR or FRAUD of 'LAW' to get rid of me.
I literally feel like a peaceful green sea turtle who has survived (yet another) a 'shark attack' and can not be MOBILE so I'm forced to try to recover from my injuries at the bottom of the economic sea floor which IS NOW SO WELL COVERED with SEA COCKROACHES (crabs, shrimp, lobsters), bottom feeders surviving off the scraps left to them by their 'authorities' swimming the economic seas well over their heads, who WILL NOT LEAVE ME ALONE LONG ENOUGH to heal, and I'm almost so weak and unable to defend myself that I'm ready to give in just let them start eating my flesh while I watch. I wish they were not allowed to openly hate on me for NO GOOD REASON at all in YOUR INSANE SYSTEM where you ALL SERVE THE SAME INSANE 'LEADERSHIP' (and want to bring just ANOTHER PIMP to power to CONTINUE THE COURSE!)...but thats just how things work still. I wish you would stop CLOSING YOUR EYES to the SCREAMS of YOUR OWN CHILDREN and hoping LIKE THESE CRIMINAL ABUSERS, that I will just DISAPPEAR, so you will be more comfortable. YOUR LIFE WILL NOT GET ANY EASIER if that happens, I GUARANTEE IT!
October 8, 2016
I endured another night of sleep torture DOMESTIC TERRORISM again last night from my immediate physical neighbors. I called the Sheriff again to notify someone of what I was enduring and thinking it highly likely that I would likely be arrested and carted off as 'problem solved' in this CHICKEN COUP OF ABUSE (as a NORMAL RESPONSE to the accountability to the TRUTH in your INSANE MACRO SYSTEM and ALL its sub systems, it seems), but instead he told me to 'ignore them' from now on, go back to bed and try to sleep, and write down what I'm going through in my 'blog' as he was 'nosey and wanted to know what was going on in this county' but there was nothing ACTIONABLE that he could use to do anything for me.
So here, after having slept only a few very unrestful hours ONCE AGAIN in this little ECONOMIC PRISON HELL at the BOTTOM of your ECONOMIC 'SYSTEM', I shall begin following his advice to outline, to the best of my ability, WHY I BELIEVE I'm enduring this DOMESTIC TERRORISM behavior from what APPEARS to EVERYONE ELSE to be upstanding citizens of an honorable state, from my OWN perspective...as the one being perceived as THE CRAZY PROBLEM around here. As INSANE as any of you wish to ACCUSE IT, it is MY WORLD VIEW which I will allow you to HATE and even MURDER ME for merely SPEAKING IT OPENLY...since you REFUSE TO BE REASONABLE with me IN PRIVATE...it still must be said if I am to fulfil the command to LOVE the HATEFUL world in such a way as to potentially SAVE IT as I believe GOD DESIGNED; and if that makes me insane, PLEASE DEFINE 'INSANE' and begin to EDUCATE ME on my error and STOP ABUSING ME and ANYONE who would ORGANIZE TO ASSIST ME (like you did through your HIGHLY POLITICIZED CRIMINALLY CONTROLLED GAME...FREE ACCESS TO MY PEOPLES MINDS AND THEIR LIFE GIVING FOODS AND MEDICATIONS YOU SODOMITE DRUG SORCERER MIND MOLESTING PRIESTS AND SUB CONTRACT POLITICAL MONEY WHORE CRIMINALS against the TRUTH, REPENT!)!
It appears clear to me that there is a CO-OP of criminal interests at work here who protect eachother for their own selfish interests. The first is the Property Manager/Owner who I just happened to meet a few weeks after returning here in August 2015, the day unit 7 blew up behind my unit! I live in 'hillbilly projects' and was not impressed with his showing up in his Lexus draped with gold on all his fingers and wrists. I told Mike right after our 'meeting' knowing he'd pass on the message. Leo looked like a pimp to me at first meeting, frankly. I am not given over to first impressions, as I told Mike, but they do carry a lot of weight...what a person expends resources to project about themselves does have meaning or they would not expend their resources to project it. He projected apethetic greed for ignorant children to perceive as desirable, to my minds eye.
He lives down in Detroit and I'm told he's a very influential religious leader. Anyhow it is my belief that the explosion show was designed to happen so that he could have plausable deniablity in having any responsibility and have it appear he witnessed something innocent...he was certainly aware of Mike's 'plans' told in 'jest'...Mike himself told me. He's happy letting Mike take care of any and all 'on site' activities with HIS tenants and in my on and off three years being here, that is the only time he's ever bothered with even driving by this place. But he was at an event here in the Upper part of the State and just happened to be 'coincidentally' passing by anyway (though Mike and Kevin both knew his plans). His recent response to me about the issues I've been having with Kevin and Mike is that 'Mike is the Man'. Of course Mike tells me Kevin is the man (Mike has only been here a half dozen times this year himself). And Kevin loved being and playing 'the man' around here until I strarted trying to hold him/them/ SOMEONE accountable for HARRASSING and TERRORIZING ME.
Mike told me on several occasions that he intended to burn down unit number 7 after the tenant moved out. The tenanat, Tony, was a senior Italian man LEGALLY MARRIED to a black woman (Teri) who told me that she had married Tony and was drug free for many years as a result. This is a pretty racist area, very unusual to see this sort of thing NOT BEING OPENLY PERSECUTED around here (they probably tried to pressure them into their CORRUPT SERVICES around here and when recognizing they were not going to be 'fitted' into this criminal disfunction, decided to get rid of them)...the hatred has merely gone to DOMESTIC TERRORISM levels of DECEPTIVE WARFARE it seems to me...no one will be able to trust anyone except their CHOSEN MASTER, soon.
The hubub my Monk neighbor and Mike shared with me (before I also became a TARGET OF THIS WARFARE) was that she was still doing drugs and was a prostitute and her husband was pimping her out (my monk neighbor provided that last part to me privily). I never saw any evidence to support their SECRET HATRED of this couple which they were sharing with me after I first came here 3 years ago. Anyhow Mike and Kevin, Mike's actual 'on site assistant' who has a safe and collects the rents from the 'regular' tenants (like myself after I returned this time) who are not REQUIRED to have a 'lease' and deal directly with Leo via MAIL to pay rent, shared with me that they intended to burn down their unit after their 5 year lease was up, and collect insurance on it, because they did not want to clean it. They complained to me that their house was unkempt and smelled so bad as to be a health hazard and refused to do any maintenance work in it (that is the least of the EVIL GOSSIP these men sling around GLEEFULLY).
I think it quite a convenient 'accident' that Tony had been complaining to me about the new furnace they recently put in his not cabin working properly, or AT ALL since they shut it off as appparently having a gas leak, and the subsequent GAS EXPLOSION resulting in the COMPLETE DEMOLITION TO THE GROUND of his cabin and his being rushed off to the hospital with 2nd degree burns...MIRACULOUSLY surviving but having no memory of the event. Problem solved for the landlord, eh...tenant gone, house burned down, insurance money collected, all as planned and discussed for 2 years prior to the event actually taking place and 2 years before the five year contract they were REQUIRED to sign was up...quite convenient indeed! I told Mike I would not say anything to investigators about his 'joking around' so as not to raise suspicion of CRIMINAL BEHAVIOR. That's when things started going bad for me around here...the VIOLENT GANG RELATED COMMUNICATIONS to me by 'passers by' (on this highway I live on) became DRAMITICALLY INCREASED and STRATEGICALLY TARGETED at me.
As I said I played 'transport' for not just Tony and Teri but also for my Monk neighbor on frequent occasions prior to this. I also played 'transport' for another couple (NOT MARRIED) who had moved in shortly before I returned to the area this last time. This 'couple' also had a 'couple' of criminal 'boarders' (the male criminal sex partner went to jail for Burglery and his whore, Amy's niece in prostitute training, became sex partner of another criminal they had come through their BUSY BOARDING STATION, and they left together) when their vehicle APPARENTLY 'broke down', right after this explosion event. As a Medical Marijuana patient she also needed to make trips to the 'dispensary' and knew EVERYONE associated in THAT CRIMINAL NETWORK [about which I may have to write ANOTHER book, to include the SPECIFIC criminal networks INCLUDING ACTIVE and 'retired police' connections (YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE, REPENT NOW IN YOUR HEART and find a way to CONFESS to someone you TRUST BECAUSE I SHALL EXPOSE YOU in this DRAGNET and if you HAVE NOT COME CLEAN by the time I discover the EXTENT of YOUR CRIMES for which YOU HAVE NOT CONFESSED, THE PENALTY SHALL BE SEVERE WHEN I DO...so PLEASE TAKE THIS GRACIOUS 'AMNESTY PERIOD' before JUDGEMENT SOON BEGINS and CONFESS AND REPENT!) now likeley 'legalized' in the U.P....whose AGENTS AND DUPES in the SAME CORRUPT SECRET GOVERNEMENT tried to LAMB BASTE me right after God sent me on this MISSION OF DISCOVERY, to EXPOSE YOUR SYSTEM...which I HAVE YET TO SPEAK ABOUT IN ANY DETAIL...TOTAL TYRANNIC CORRUPTION UP THERE!]. I am also a legal Marijuana patient (for these reasons for which YOU are CRIMINALLY COMPLICIT if you don't SUPPORT along WITH ME!) and would take her with me when I went. My Monk neighbor is NOT a medical marijuana patient but when he found out I was he asked me if I would 'help him out'. I told him 'NO WAY, GET YOUR CARD AND GET LEGAL!' and I reprimanded him for asking me to break the law for him (he EXPRESSLY TEACHES 'we are not under law' to the CHILDREN HE DECEIVES!). He was incensed and making excuses, he then told me he had lots of other 'friends' in the area (one I met the very next day named Cliff, a self confessed grower who owns property here and in Florida and regularly travels back and forth...likely a highly connected gang criminal) who would 'help him out' when he 'needed' it. Amy, my neighbor living in open sexual sin and rebellion to god while professing to be in right relationship as a 'Christian', confessed to me that she had 'helped him out' on occasions in the past. I asked her why she would break the law for a Priest and received no answer (she believes she is 'not under law' as her RELIGIOUS 'AUTHORITIES' have TRAINED HER...same as Kevin who he WINKS AT...of course LEO at the TOP of this PIMP/WHORE CRIMINAL CHAIN also is a RELIGIOUS LEADER who teaches his CHILDREN they are not 'under the law')...I warned her to stop.
Shortly after this I started having problems with EVERYONE IN THIS NEIGHBORHOOD. My monk neighbor I had to stop taking anywhere because he would deliberately start trying to provoke me in my truck (as mentioned above) and shortly after that I had to stop giving Amy and her 'patient' (her boyfriend/pimp seems to have emphasema or something and she's his 'caregiver'...he also does NOT have a card but she supplies him illegally as HE ADMITTED TO ME when asking me to 'come and burn' with them when we first met, which offer I turned down. At that time their 'boarders' were two minors/late teens...who were sleeping together under their roof. I'm fairly certain Emily (Amy's supposed 'niece'?) was prostituting herself in training under Amy as her handler/pimp. She tried subtly trolling me on several occasions no doubt as directed by Amy from whom she separated only for such 'encounters' with men, which I ignored...so they got more brazen in their attempts. Emily ended up leaving with what APPEARED to be one of the older male renters (at least ten years older than this teen) who came through cabin 1 (the 8' x 12' cabin featured on my neighbors website) and I've not seen her since. He told me he was 'looking for a wife'...who knows what happened to that CHILD since I saw her last.
They have had MANY MORE such travellers, and EVEN SHADIER CHARACTERS coming through their TINY CABIN 'home'. They seem to be a VERY POPULAR bed and breakfast/getaway for alot of people from all over; amazing for a couple being practically as poor as me ON THE BOOKS (I live just under poverty line). But Amy, one day after their car 'broke down', decided she wanted to go to the library with me on one of my SCHEDULED library trips. She was as obvious as she could possibly be on the way to the library that she had 'spent extra time in the bathroom' especially for me because she wanted to 'give me something nice' to 'make up for my helping her' and when I told her I was not interested in ANYTHING in return for my assistance accept her RESPECT as a MAN OF GOD (because she was nearly forcing herself on me) she began shouting me down (just like my neighbor coached her) about how she hated everything I believed...obviously as a prearranged 'reaction' to my refusal of her forward advances. I believe this event was arranged and directed by my Monk neighbor who thought he knew how I would respond and coached her for BOTH POSSIBLE OPTIONS he anticipated me making...he likeley being the the one arranging a 'witness' or knowing that this unidentified 'person' at the library might be USEFUL in his SCHEME. This person was probably someone related to the field of 'mental health' ['cause my neighbor, who feigns himself a spiritual 'Doctor' by calling himself 'Rophe' ('Doctor' and 'GODs HEALER' in Hebrew), is WELL CONNECTED with FAMILY TIES in that CRIMINAL controlled PHARMACHIA SORCERY departement at the HIGHEST LEVELS for these reasons for which YOU are CRIMINALLY COMPLICIT if you don't SUPPORT along WITH ME!] basically having some business or waiting at the library (or connected school or city administration offices...or perhaps holding a post or position unaware to me) to 'verify' that I was indeed 'imbalanced' as a DUPE WITNESS of this SCAM being PERPETRATED ON ME as their VICTIM...or perhaps this person was COGNIZANTLY PART of the whole scam... who he was, why Amy dragged him in to 'observe' me, and his exact connection is still foggy. Anyway, my neighbor is not as smart as he thinks himself...that witness saw NO STRANGE BEHAVIOR he could remark on along with anyone else at the library which Amy fled from, as he was clearly TOLD he would find something by Amy who drug him in from WHO KNOWS WHERE after she had just went insane on me prior to arrival at the library (seven mile straight shot from our cabin community). I have yet to know who this PERSON or 'witness' who 'they' brought in was (perhaps himself unaware of how he was being 'played'), and he never bothered to introduce himself but he was clearly well educated (and wise in not introducing himself at that time) and brought in by Amy (like a child feigning to snitch on another child to a parent) OBVIOUSLY in an attempt to ACCUSE ME based on APPEARANCES contrived in the MIND of this DUPE (which he may have been an active participant and was coming to merely create more 'drama'...but there was NO DRAMA but AMY'S INSANITY to be noticed by anyone so he slunk away). She CLEARLY was trying to SET ME UP to have me arrested on some FALSE CHARGE... which I'm still not sure what it may have been, either. For all I know she may have tried to SLANDEROUSLY charge me with rape or kidnapping for all I know...time will tell I HAVE NO DOUBT. She was clearly acting INSANE for no APPARENT reason TO ME (other than my refusing her DISRESPECTFUL advances and treatment of me in MY OWN TRUCK!). I would have put her out on the side of the road when she started her insane screaming at me but there was a foot of snow on the road and the plow trucks were working the road at that very time. My monk neighbor likely has criminal biker/gang/FAMILY ties going way back in this area, along with Amy, Kevin, and even his new 'father in law' my unreasonably hateful neighbor on the other side of me. It's clearly GENERATIONAL, FAMILY conspiratorial SEXUAL PERVERSION based criminality going on around here...they smile in my face just like they did in Tony's before they blew up his house trying to kill him and make it look like his own fault as a 'dumb accident'!
Now let's get into the onsite muscle for Mike, Kevin, a local who has been the PRACTICAL onsite manager for this property for many years (whoring his 'services' out for 'chump change' and PERSONAL SELFISH CRIMINAL LUSTS by SPIRITUAL SODOMITE PIMPS over him manipulating him like a WILLING TOOL) and has a very large, local, and from his own admission, disfunctional family. Kevin is the effective on site landlord/manager used by Mike as his 'subcontractor' (Mike himself also only a 'sub-contractor' giving 'legal insulation' to the PIMP SLUM LORD, Leo) for many projects to include collecting rents, monitoring and policing the premisis and 'first mate' in regard to all the regular and routine 'maintenance' activities which are Mike's primary responsibility in this 'sub contract criminal set up' to avoid ACCOUNTABILITY (and of course Raph is the CRIMINAL 'supervisor' and 'witness' giving cover to the entire SCUMMY operation going on here...he is CORRUPT!). When I came back this last time Kevin was telling me his great plans and the cooperation he had from Mike and Leo regarding this property; his intent was make it a 'commune' type community (frankly I see nothing but a brothel having been subtly put in place here being covered up by a corrupt priest and other 'authorities' working selfishly and subcontracting their responsiblities out to under criminals). I know Kevin has had AT LEAST 3 basically LIVE IN 'girlfriends' since I first came here and he told me how he had 'helped' Amy and Emily when they first came here, when I returned...he offered that the (underage at the time?) Emily even slept in his own unit with him (offering that she had her own bed) as part of the 'help' he gave them because of their 'overflow' problem (Kevin had moved 5 people into cabin 1 because they were claiming 'desperation', it's an 8' x 12' room...4 people remained in it and an underage girl went to sleep in his own unit with him (in a seperate bed?)...I'm quite sure if this is not recognized as illegal IT ABSOLUTELY MUST BE!). Kevin refuses to have any sort of a conversation with me about his moral world view with me...he is a proud sodomite in my opinion, living for sexual appetite as a bottom feeding abuser for RICH PIMPS and simply can not stand me because my very presence is a rebuke on THEIR ENTIRE SLIMY WORLD VIEW at which he is at the BOTTOM. He is basically a CRIMINALLY SOCIOPATHIC and WILLING TOOL of Mike who thinks his womanizing is cute behavior and panders to it for his own selfish reasons...and more subtly of my Monk neighbor who uses his vice for his own evil purposes, manipulating him like a willing tool like a mere animal for temporal selfish lusts like a brute animal beast. When I tried to approach Leo the ACTUAL PROPERTY MANAGEMENT COMPANY RESPONSIBLE, he deferred me back to Mike (by having Mike respond to my requests made to Him, in CLASSIC 'pass the buck' sub contractor fashion), who I then warned that if Kevin did NOT begin to police this place FOR ME as opposed to CONTINUE TO TARGET ME with this DOMESTIC TERRORISM, there were going to be PROBLEMS!
I don't think Kevin got the RIGHT MESSAGE from MIKE who has EVADED ME ALL SUMMER for all practical intents and purposes, because he told me he was 'not going to play policeman around here anymore' for anyone, when I went to pay my rent. He doesn't get paid enough for that headache, he said in so many words...he's just 'gonna stick to maintenance stuff', he said. Now I have his cousin (I was told he's recently just out of prison...he's probably an entry level gang inductee now, and perhaps not even really realize it yet, it just 'feels right' to him I expect...but who really who knows but HIM if he would only REFLECT, eh?) now in cabin 1 interacting with a new UNMARRIED couple residents in another cabin on the other side of me at night, another young man who has INCESSANTLY DISRESPECTED ME who lives on the other side, they are now going back and forth outside my place at ESPECIALLY at night it seems (I have confonted them just recently AGAIN...they always pretend to be ignorant...it just gets WORSE!). They are basically CRIMINAL THUGS allowed to FREELY RUN the property now as the 'PRACTICAL police' for over a month now [making disruptive and or disgusting noises (hocking lugers, spitting, belching, throat clearing, etc) each time they pass by my 'bedroom' (strategically at times when they know I'm praying or hum/singing quietly to God, or SLEEPING!)] and they are COVERED AND PROTECTED BY LOCAL POLICE who claim they can do NOTHING TO HELP ME as there is no 'actionable' infraction happening with this, SELF and OTHER HATRED, EXUDING FROM THESE CHILDISH SODOMITE MIND SLAVE ANIMAL BY-PRODUCTS of CORRUPT GOVERNMENT...which will only get worse for EVERYONE until sudden collapse of ALL ORDER! Like GANGLAND CRIMINALS in they basically run the property now feigning that I'm being unreasonable in my requests for them to show me any respect as they PRACTICALLY ACT as MY JAILORS and DOMESTIC TERRORISTS at the BEHEST of a CRIMINAL STATE ENABLING AND SUPPORTING THEIR ACTIVITIES! Not only do we see 'EYES WIDE SHUT' manifesting in SOCIETY all around us now, but KUBRICK WAS SPOT ON FROM THE BEGINNING WITH HIS CLASSIC 'CLOCKWORK ORANGE'! That REBELLION is EXACTLY WHAT'S GOING ON TODAY now at EXPONENTIALLY INCREASING RATE according to a SATANIC AGENDA which he had an INSIDE LINE on and they KILLED HIM for SPEAKING TOO MUCH TOO SOON! VIOLENCE THUGS mangaged by SEXUAL appetites PRIMARILY, who ALL think they KNOW THE LAW WELL ENOUGH to think they can EVADE ITS PENALTY while SUPPORTING a HUGE CORRUPT SYSTEM in REBELLION TO THE TRUTH OF GOD and they think EVERYONE IS as STUPID as they ARE and that GODS HANDS are TIED by HIS OWN LAW... because THEY teach 'law has been done away' and one is SAVED BY 'GRACE'! How UTTERLY IDIOTIC!
Deceiving and being deceived by one another, and none of you can figure out why you suffer. This is EXACTLY HOW these SODOMITE criminals NETWORK together RIGHT IN YOUR MIDST and with YOUR ASSISTANCE 'ENABLING' them...they are being TRAINED to OPENLY and willingly HATE ON ONE ANOTHER AND EVERYONE AROUND THEM in their INSANELY SELFISH BEAST SYSTEM of CORRUPTION AND VICE until ALL with ANY DECENCY LEFT to them, ARE ALSO CORRUPTED AND/OR SUFFERING until SUDDEN DESTRUCTION COMES ON THE ENTIRE PLANET, or you CHANGE YOUR SYSTEM CORNERSTONE FOR THE MORALLY TRUE PARADIGM as YOUR LOVING GOD DESIRES TO SAVE YOU!
So don't get me wrong, I ran away from this very FAMILIAL DRAMA/MOLESTATION CRAP [beit lechem = the 'house of war' over the FACEBREAD of GOD which David gave the world UNWITTINGLY when he sinned with Bathsheba til MESSIAH LIGHT, which was SNUFFED OUT, is REBORN to SAVE US as HEREIN PROMISED...my own Jewish Grandmother was probably SOLD BY CATHOLIC 'SAVIORS' to my controlling grandfather in some NAVY/MILITARY DEAL overseas...and my mother tried escaping this SODOMITE CONSPIRATORIAL SECRET BRANCH OF WORLD GOVERNMENT run through the MASONIC LODGES and they LOBOTOMIZED HER for it!] when I was a boy and I've been witnessing how the ENTIRE WORLD is coming under its COMPLETE DOMINATION NOW through COLORS OF LAW which are UNJUST because they fail to recognize the MORAL CORNERSTONE of TRUE TORAH 'MESSIAH' for which the SUFFERING MESSIAH died to SHOW US, is STILL MISSING...I dont HATE these SODOMITE CRIMINALS in ANTI-CHRIST BEAST DARKNESS...I love them enough to try to show them a better way, the ONLY WAY to the LIGHT of the FATHER...even potentially dying at their CRIMINAL HANDS like MY MENTORS before me exemplified for my PATTERN to walk in, in the BIBLE.
Now Kevin has impregnated the grown daughter of another senior tenant couple living next to me (the other side from the Monk). Though their daughter is 30, Kevin's old enough to be her dad at over 50 and clearly she is a CONTROLLED VICTIM OF MEN ALL HER LIFE as trained and MANAGED by her own father, sadly. Her parents (the mother nothing more than a life long mind slave of a womanizer and child abuser in my opinion) live in the cabin on the other side of me from my Monk neighbor (who also uses them/HIM...they have networked closely and frequently together in coordinating my sleep torture during the first few months after I fell from 'his majesty's' graces here, with me living between them). Kevin is at least the THIRD MAN she has known intimately since I met them when I came here this last time (Aug. 2015) as they, like Amy and her 'clan', were not living here when I was here winter of 2013/14. All directed and managed by her own father upon whom she has been dependent when not 'rented out' by her father. She will be delivering any day now...they are still not married and likely will not ever marry given what I've seen...no date set as of payment of my rent on the 3rd; and even if they do marry it's almost surely to end disasterously because of HOW it started and the HATE and DISRESPECT involved in it from the beginning in the FIRST PLACE...and NO QUESTION it is already destructive...we see the effects escalating throughout society at EXPONENTIALLY EXACERBATING RATES. The male child already somewhat 'late' and due ANY DAY/HOUR now, like Deltas 7 year old girl who lives with them part time now, and the rest of the time with her father estranged from them, will be another 'at risk' child coming into the world as a result of REBELLIOUS SODOMITE CHILDREN in CRIMINAL SEXUAL NETWORKS being pimped and whored out for ECONOMIC INTERESTS and propagating their ECONOMIC INSANITY and SELF HATRED onto the rest of the world. Though all these supposed 'PARENTS' are NOTHING MORE than REBELLIOUS CRIMINALS against a HOLY STATE, those ignorant children are STILL TO BE RAISED with the VALUES of a HOLY STATE and NOT THEIR CURRENT DISFUNCTION...that means some sort of MORAL INTERVENTION EDUCATION!
The father and mother of this grown child, before she was 'hooked up' with Kevin the muscle and APPARENT 'boss' around here (though Raph is the real onsite 'mastermind' for the SODOMITE KINGDOM he IS an AMBASSADOR for) til I showed up (as allowed to think by his handlers), was sorta subtly 'offered' to me by her daddy before it was announced they had 'hooked up'. She (and her children) are really the LOWEST VICTIM on the 'totem pole' list of SATANS VICTIMS here. Her mother is next. Since I wasn't 'biting' he obviously gave his daughter to Kevin instead. He's almost certainly a sexual deviant based on what little I've seen, and has certainly abusively trained his own daughter in ways which are now bearing the fruit of their FAMILY SHAME. Her father and Kevin are similarly ABUSIVE TOWARD WOMEN. Maybe he got sucked into kevin's communal (brothal) dream, or maybe they just used eachother as sodomites do...who knows for sure, eh. The facts remain the same, as a result of REBELLION against the SANCTITY of the SEXUAL RELATIONSHIPS in a HOLY STATE, a STATE is DESTROYED BY GOD from the inside out; corruption grips the entire system and destroys it as a direct result. We have HIS STORY repeating itself again and again for OUR INSTRUCTION in RIGHT BEHAVIOR...repent or perish...I've done my job in SHINING THE LIGHT on the problem and have suffered dearly doing it. My gift to the world...its up to you what you do with it!
Oct. 10th...THE FAST! (Acts 27:9)
It is EVENING BEGINNING the TENTH DAY of the 7th Lunar Month according to GODS CALENDAR; the BEGINNING of the DAY OF ATONEMENTS. This is THE DAY when the PEOPLE are required to CONFESS THEIR SIN on the AZAZEL GOAT of SIN, after they recognize the SACRIFICE GOD MADE and REPENT by CONFESSING MESSIAHS BLOOD ATONEMENT then REMOVE EDOMITE SIN from your PERSONAL LIFE and by so doing REMOVE EDOM from having ANY MORE POWER. This will FINISH GODS ATONEMENT SACRIFICE as he anciently promised to REMOVE OUR SIN for WORLD PEACE. Will you choose CORRECTLY as you EXAMINE YOUR HEART?
I know I have already begun to reflect on some of the harsh language I have used while compiling this work...especially where I got personal. I hold NO PERSONAL GRUDGES. My intent is not to offend to injure but HEAL. I have merely been HONEST in the VENTING of MY FEELINGS about ACTIONS in REAL TIME for YOU TO WITNESS; I'm "just callin em as I see em", as the saying goes. I don't hate anyone, I only hate evil deeds and those who trick people to do them for their own corruption to remain a SECRET while DEFACING and SACRIFICING TRUTH in an OPEN WITCHCRAFT SHAM! I want EVERYONE LIKE RAHAB who wants OUT of your JERICHO PRISON SYSTEM of WHOREDOM and ENSLAVEMENT to JOIN MY SIDE and COLLAPSE THEIR KINGDOM by EXPOSING THEIR CHILD MOLESTATIONS and at the VERY SAME TIME USHER IN WORLD PEACE! It's time for EVERYONE to WAKE UP and become TRULY ACCOUNTABLE and HONOR THE TRUTH or SUFFER for REBELLION because GOD IS HOLY AND HONORABLE and we are REQUIRED TO TREAT HIS CHILDREN LIKEWISE; we ARE our 'brothers keeper' who needs a RIGHT RELATIONSHIP with THE FATHER and the IRON ROD of HIS LAW (itself held in an IRON FIST concealed within a 'velvet glove') is NOW MANIFEST by the FATHER as HE ANCIENTLY PROMISED, because HE LOVES US!
And I looked and there was no one supporting me, I was destroyed with no help; healing (and salvation) I received from MY OWN ARM supporting ME in MY RAGE! Is. 63:5
4 more days before SUCCOT! (Mat. 17:3, Mk. 9:4, Lk. 9:30)
The FEAST of TABERNACLES is coming up in just a few days and here's my situation:
My neighbors seem to all be checking for updates regularly to my work because ALL PROVOCATIONS seem to have ABRUBTLY STOPPED TODAY with exception of the one new couple who still obliviously, and gratuitously, slam their automobile doors loudly SEVERAL TIMES each time they get in or our SEVERAL TIMES per day (any time of day or night!). Yesterday, they must have slammed the doors on that vehicle at least 50 times. There are a LOT of things about this couple that just don't 'add up' logically in regard to the things I see in relationship to truth.
It appears they are completely SELF ABSORBED and DISINTERESTED in what anyone else around them is doing...totally free in their minds it seems to be LAWLESS SOCIOPATHIC BLIGHTS on the rest of the human body...completely OBLIVIOUS for the most part, of their surroundings or respecting anyone else in it...it appears to be a rebellious woman (grown child really) who for some reason reminds me of my sister, who appears to be HANDLING or RAISING a child in a MANS BODY...another rebellious tyrant child...except I'm told by Kevin and Bob (who may be looking for his own 'opportunity' in this 'situation', that's WHAT THEY DO HERE!) that they are 'boyfriend and girlfriend'. It's sad to see but I know it's too often true anymore that REBELLIOUS WOMEN are given POWER by our state to raise REBELLIOUS TYRANT MALES. Rebellious women HANDLE and TRAIN a SEXUAL DEVIANTS like a WHORE MOTHER (in the pattern of Semiramis and Tammuz) might TRAIN her PERVERT SON to be a FAITHFUL DOG or even a 'trigger man'.
From ALL APPEARANCES SO FAR it's made to look like they are just 'young and dumb' but MY SITUATION IS NOT IMPROVING. I thought I'd see some improvement or help from someone around here in regard to this situation but NO, no...it just gets WORSE and I BELIEVE IT IS STRATEGIC! They simply HATE MY RIGHTEOUS STAND and WANT ME GONE ONE WAY OR ANOTHER...dead or alive THEY DON'T CARE ABOUT ME OR ANYONE BUT THEIR OWN SELFISH DESIRES!...how much worse does this sort of SEXUAL SELF DESTRUCTION and DEPRAVATION of our CHILDREN and our STATE have to go before someone steps in to SAVE THE DAY? I know if I were to say any more DIRECTLY to EITHER one of them at this point, the locals here would MANIPULATE this GROWN CHILD in a mans body into HATING and perhaps even KILLING ME, me for merely CARING, then they would COVER IT UP as if it was somehow MY FAULT this ENTIRE DISFUNCTIONAL MESS is occuring and I'M STUCK IN THE MIDDLE OF IT, like these HATEFUL POLITICAL WITCHES ALWAYS DO AS THEY GROW MORE POWERFUL with YOUR ASSISTANCE right into your neighborhoods and SCHOOLS...and WHO among YOU would ever even KNOW in order to lift a finger or SOUND AND ALARM until YOU ARE NEXT?! This END TIME MOVE OF GOD is NOT a movement that is NECESSARILY dependent on the survival of MY FLESH to succeed, I use prudence only in an attempt to be MOST EFFECTIVE with my LIFE SACRIFICE for HIS GLORY. And of course this is mere GENERALIZATION of a COMMON and INCREASING PROBLEM, not necessarily the TRUTH in regard to this particular couple (because there's seems to be something more to the 'strangeness' going on than meets the eye in this case).]
I have a truck that has been 'totalled out' that I'm still barely able to keep road legal (by the good graces of local law enforcement); it's literally near to becoming a road hazard at this point, to be quite honest. I expect I'll be without wheels by mid winter here (either the tranny or motor will likely go soon, if not one of the now beginning to 'dry rot' front tires I was not able to replace as I normally would like). This is country...things are sprawled across long distances. Things are going to get REALLY ROUGH for me soon, it appears.
I have expended the last penny I can possibly afford for DATA to upload any more of MY LIFES WORK this month, til next months check comes...and my 'Insurance Company' cut off my BADLY NEEDED FIBER this month with NO NOTICE! I had to purchase some after I placed the order and came back for it, putting me behind financially as well, just to get me through the month...because I was not notified IN ADVANCE, they just CUT ME OFF, NO RESPECT! I have had the SAME THING HAPPEN with the local medical marijuana 'clinics' run by a PARTNERSHIP of LAW ENFORCEMENT CRIMINALS and PURE CRIMINALS...(FOR THESE 'SPECIAL INTERESTS' NOW EXPOSED AS A POLITICAL CONSPIRACY AGAINST GODS PEOPLE AS HE DESIGNED!) they are RUNNING THINGS TOGETHER NOW. It's really a CRIMINAL CO-OPERATIVE here as a RESULT of ZACHAI giving us the WRONG CORNERSTONE from which God has sent me to SAVE YOU (or I'm peacefully 'insane', whatever that means, and should NOT be treated so badly by all of you who claim to be 'sane'). The local law enforcement run dispensary told me there was no connection or cooperation between them all when I first came here. I caught him red handed in a bald face lie and they immediately raided all the dispensaries in the City. To make a long story short, they FIRST INCREASED MY PRICES at all of them and NOW have BANNED ME from ALL their 'clinics' now except the CRIMINAL 'LAW ENFORCEMENT' CONNECTED CLINIC who tell me they are 'out'. Now I will have to travel over 100 miles to get 'LEGAL' HOLY HERB because of CRIMINAL LAW ENFORCEMENT SCUM TARGETING ME! Why? Hmmm 'cause criminals are in the ranks of LAW ENFORCEMENT causing DISORDER and CHAOS for PERSONAL GAIN and therefore BREAKING the HOLINESS of LAW and STRIKING GODS FACE? And as a RESULT they are NECESSARILY MAKING ME A SACRIFICE TO THEIR GREEDY PROFIT 'NET' (Hab. 1:16, Mic 7:2, Prov. 1:14) merely because I'M EXPOSING THEM WITH THE LIGHT OF TRUTH? I posit SO!
I have no proper sleeping gear anymore (it gets cold here, often below freezing) and no plans to build a tabernacle anywhere around here even if I did...and I'm now ALSO out of HOLY HERB as of TODAY...it appears this will be the WORST TABERNACLES CELEBRATION which I have celebrated ALONE for MANY YEARS NOW! I pray GOD CHANGE THAT in his MERCY!
Oct. 17th, the 2nd day of 'CHAG SUCCOT' (the FEAST OF TABERNACLES)
I have noticed a VERY DRAMATIC DECREASE in the AUDIO ATTACKS which I have endured EVERY SINGLE DAY for OVER ONE YEAR while here, and I'm VERY THANKFUL. Perhaps we are getting closer to actually having some form of MEANINGFUL and POSITIVE dialogue or communication toward HEALTHY OBJECTIVES. I was also able to aquire a very small amount of fairly good quality Holy Herb to begin my Festival. It was at EXTORTION PRICES (as is for edible Cannibis seed, the PREFERRED 'Cornerstone' of an IDEAL 'CORNERSTONE' HEALTHY DIET, in my opinion AND THAT OF THOMAS JEFFERSON who RISKED HIS LIFE SMUGGLING SEEDS OUT OF BANKSTER CONTROLLED INDIA AS A SUPERFOOD SOURCE FOR A CORNERSTONE of the BASIC HEALTHY AMERICAN DIET!) but I'm thankful for the ability to spend time with FATHER and MASTER in the SECRET PLACE behind the 'VEIL' in his HOLY SPIRIT ANOINTING none the less. THE CRIMINAL 'AUTHORITIES' WHO HAVE HIJACKED THIS NATION AND ARE ATTEMPTING TO TAKE OVER THE WORLD THROUGH THEIR CRIMINAL DRUG/SEX NETWORKS, ARE THE SAME CRIMINAL AUTHORITIES WHO TARGET AND HATE ME BECAUSE OF MY 'HOLY HERB CORNERSTONE' STANCE REGARDING GODS CREATED ORDER, WHICH THEY REFUSE TO ALLOW TO BE A REAL ISSUE BECAUSE IT EXPOSES THEM RED HANDED, AND THEY HAVE DECEPTIVELY TRIED TO SILENCE ME ILLEGALLY AND WICKEDLY, WITH YOUR ASSISTANCE, WITH THEIR POLITICAL TRICKS AND WITCHCRAFT SCAMS WITHOUT ANYONE EVER TAKING NOTICE THAT IT IS PURE EVIL POSING AS 'AUTHORITY'...AND THEY DO SO FOR THESE CONSPIRATORIALLY CRIMINAL AND SOCIOPATHIC REASONS, ALL EXPOSED BY GOD HIMSELF AS HE ANCIENTLY AND MIRACULOUSLY PROMISED!
OCT. 18th, 3rd day of the FEAST
My neighbors have NOT REPENTED and they have RESUMED their AUDIO ATTACKS on my QUIET TIMES with YHWH. It seems my exposing what has been happening only gave them TEMPORARY PAUSE to see what might come of it. I expect they made the WRONG DECISION by their DEEDS. God can not help those who REFUSE TO SUBMIT TO THE TRUTH when confronted! SUDDEN DESTRUCTION AWAITS THEM as for Ananias and Saphira (Acts 5:5). They can not say they were not WARNED to DO RIGHT, they merely CHOSE NOT TO!
My insurance company RIPPED ME OFF again. They were supposed to RE-EMBURSE ME for OUT OF POCKET EXPENSES and only gave me HALF what THEY AGREED IN ADVANCE TO GIVE ME. This has SET ME BACK FINANCIALLY again. It is NOT UNUSUAL for these SCUMBAGS to LIE and HARM those it PRETENDS to assist. They are ALL PRIVATEERING VICTIMIZERS making money off the WEAK and DEPENDENT...nothing more than MANAGED DEATH CARE! If insurance is not handled by a GOVERNMENT which CARES for its people, then the 'government' is PART OF THE PROBLEM VICTIMIZING ITS OWN PEOPLE or SELLING THE POSITION TO THE HIGHEST BIDDERS IN CONGRESS!
I kept silent as you did these things so you thought I was altogether like you. But I will rebuke you, and accuse you to your face! Psalm 50:21
Likewise our LAW ENFORCEMENT is NOTHING BUT CRIMINAL organazations VICTIMIZING THE PEOPLE. Michigans CRIMINAL Marijuana CONTROL is ABUSE of POWER by CRIMINALS which is ENABLED by the FEDERAL GOVERNMENT SCUMBAGS who have HIJACKED THIS NATION from our FOUNDING FATHERS 'INTELLIGENT DESIGN' plan given them by GOD HIMSELF! The local law enforcement run 'dispensary' (his name is FRANK and he owns the 'ALL WELL' Medical Marijuana clinic in Gaylord Michigan. He and his wife are 'transplants' from Texas to this rural area and he has HIGH LEVEL POLITICAL TIES by which he was able to secure this 'post'...he has his 'entire livlihood invested' in this NICHE he has been GIVEN by his POLITICAL BUDS and he basically has the STATE POLICE working for him as a PRIVATE MERCENARY ORGANIZATION...tipping them for HIS FAVOR however he chooses, even to HARRASS law abiding citizens like me as HIS PERSONAL CRIMINAL 'TOOL'...HE'S A POLITICAL SORCERER and I have NOW EXPOSED HIS WITCHING CRAFT only because he HAS HATED ME UNREASONABLY!
He has been given the 'ground level' by HIGHLY CONNECTED POLITICAL CRIMINALS (who appear like legislators and system administrators and authorities) and is TAKING OUT all his 'competition' by HOOK OR BY CROOK. Seeing me as a PERSONAL THREAT to his CRIMINAL ACTIVITY and having VARIOUS MEANS OF CONTROL over the other dispensaries who ALL BANNED ME and did not even KNOW ME apart from what HE SPREAD ABOUT ME locally, he has now UPPED MY PRICES beyond my ability to even pay...he is basically PANDERING TO MONEY INTERESTS for HIS OWN GREEDY 'NICHE' IN A SYSTEM OF VICTIMIZTION. He is NOTHING BUT CRIMINAL SCUM! I gave him EVERY OPPORTUNITY TO REPENT and he SIMPLY REFUSES TO DO WHAT IS RIGHT...AND HIS WIFE FOLLOWS SUIT (they also NOW have banned me for 'disrespecting her' when I SIMPLY WALKED AWAY WITHOUT SAYING A WORD as she tried to RAPE ME with her CARNIVAL CON BAIT AND SWITCH PRICE SCAMMING AGAIN! The TRUTH is they are AWARE OF THIS EXPOSURE and have decided its best to KEEP THE LAW I REPRESENT AS FAR AWAY FROM THEIR CRIMINAL OPERATION AS POSSIBLE...they DO NOT CARE that I am SUFFERING because THEIR GREED IS THE CAUSE...THEY HAVE A PERSONAL INTEREST IN LYING AND CHEATING and HATE ME FOR CONVICTING THEM by merely TELLING THE TRUTH!)!
Now that Marijuana is 'legal' here and everyone who has been involved 'illegally' in the past is now in the NEW SYSTEM...MY MEDICINE IS FAR MORE EXPENSIVE NOW THAN EVER BEFORE WHEN IT WAS 'ILLEGAL' (and I was working for the SAME CRIMINAL ORGANIZATION in College here who are 'legal criminals' NOW!). It's practically the PRICE OF GOLD at over $300 an ounce now and I CAN'T GROW IT WITHOUT ENDANGERING MY HOME TO CONSTANT BREAKINS BY THEIR CRIMINAL SCUMBAG UNDERLINGS WHO ARE LIVING ALL AROUND ME and WORK FOR PEANUTS killing the IMAGE and VIRTUE OF GOD in SOCIETY! GOD CAN'T HELP YOU IF YOU REJECT THE SAVING TRUTH I HAVE SUFFEREED NEARLY 30 YEARS RISKING LIFE AND LIMB and SPILLING MY OWN BLOOD to be ABLE to NOW EXPOSE IT TO YOUR VIEW...PLEASE DO NOT CONTINUE to TURN A BLIND EYE ANY LONGER as your CHILD MOLESTING CONTROLLERS DEMAND OF YOU! What price is FREEDOM to YOU?
MIDDLE DAY of the FEAST of TABERNACLES (Jn. 7:14)
I kept silent as you did these things so you thought I was altogether like you. But I will rebuke you, and accuse you to your face! Psalm 50:21
I'm now out of Holy Herb and I will slowly begin to become ill again. In addition to being ROBBED or BARRED from the GLORIOUS PLEASURE of communion with the Father in the garden of the MIND as he created for us to sojourn in together, I will experience the first physical symptoms as an inability to NOT FOCUS on SOMETHING ELSE other than my PHYSICAL PAIN. Marijuana is a MARVELLOUS AID in NEURO CONDITIONING at MANY LEVELS. It is QUITE LITERALLY 'FOOD FOR THE BRAIN'! I have gone through the cycle before and can tell you IN MY CASE what I am looking at when my body is DEPRIVED OF REQUIRED CANABINOIDS for OPTIMUM HEALTH, as I have been enjoying UNTIL NOW (even though it has been at EXTORTION AND SUFFERING PRICES while ALSO dodging CRIMINAL AUTHORITY 'stings' TARGETED AT ME by SLIMY STREET SCUM TAKING OVER THE ENTIRE NORTH FARMING COUNTRY OF MICHIGAN under SATANIC COLORS OF LAW!).
I will first begin to notice the pain in my body all the time which will begin to drain me. My body has suffered MANY TRAUMAS to include a Motorcycle 'accident' in 1991 (I was actually POISONED by this SAME CRIMINAL NETWORK now BARRING ME ACCESS, when I went back in Florida shortly after YHWH called me to begin my LIFE WORK in exposing them, and I SURVIVED the apparent 'accident'). In addition to suffering a closed head brain injury/concussion, I tore a major and some minor ligaments in one of my knees, broke my back in two places, and have a permanant broken rib (technically called a 'costal rib fracture'...and this is not to leave out my worn out old knees, my old college ski/hip injury, the carpul tunnel in both hands and arms for which surgery exacerbated the condition, or the shoulder for which I will not take another cortizone injection NOR will I opt for any more surgury!).
Marijuana gives me the ABILITY to FOCUS ON MY GOALS and not my PAIN so much more EASILY than without so I CAN MANAGE MY PAIN and IT DOES NOT MANAGE ME [and these BASTARDS are WELL AWARE OF THAT at the HIGHEST LEVELS of SATANIC POWER and simply DON'T CARE...it's a VERY PROFITABLE BUSINESS DECISION whose bottom line REQUIRES such SACRIFICE to THEIR SYSTEM to KEEP IT SECRET so they may REAP THE LARGEST MATERIALISTIC REWARDS due to our IGNORANCE (Hab. 1:16, Mic 7:2, Prov. 1:14). My mother, my father, me and COUNTLESS MILLIONS have been SECRETLY VICTIMIZED BY YOU and WITH YOUR ASSISTANCE because these PHARMAKIA SORCERERS ORCHESTRATE IT from YOUR IGNORANCE...REPENT OR PERISH!].
I will become INCREASINGLY less able to do my ENERGY DANCE (basically Qi Gong stretching excercises and Davidic Dance MEDITATIONS TO YHWH...its a physically demanding and fairly painful physical MEDITATIONAL work out for HEALTH MAINTENANCE to keep me from GETTING STIFF and INACTIVE from MY PAIN 'REALITY'!) because I will not able to focus on my MASTER who GIVES ME STRENGTH and DESIRE/DRIVE to LIVE in this PAINFUL HELLISH EXISTENCE. That is WHAT God DESIGNED this SUBSTANCE TO DO for OUR BEST INTEREST; to SAVE US from our SUFFERING and lead us BACK TO THE SOURCE OF LIFE PEACEFULLY. Instead I will be FORCED like a victim having his eyelids cut off, to be FORCED to perceive the world through the eyes of YOU INSANE PEOPLE who ALLOW THESE SATANIC MONSTERS TO TORTURE ME IN THE SODOMITE MIND PRISON you have helped them create THROUGH SUBTLE DECEPTIONS regarding the PERCEPTION of the SAVING TRUTH HIMSELF...YOU HAVE BEEN TRAINED TO FEAR AND HATE THE TRUTH BY THE ANTICHRISTS IN YOUR MIDST! THE SATANIC MIND OF MAN has waged a STEALTH WAR on the KEY TRUTHS of GODS PERSPECTIVE of REALITY and his KINGDOM OF HEALING AND PEACE which WE CAN BEGIN TO ENTER INDIVIDUALLY AND CORPORATELY TODAY BY FAITH IN THE TRUTH; YOU CAN BRING GODS KINGDOM INTO REALITY ON THIS PLANET NOW RIGHT WHERE YOU ARE if you will only CHOOSE to BELIEVE!
As a result of my body's ALREADY EXISTING CANABINOIDAL SYSTEM being DEPRIVED of EXTERNAL/SUPPLEMENTAL CANABINOIDS to increase my body's own manufacture of this substance (much like insulin for a diabetic) to HELP IT COPE with the TRAUMA of my life's 'REALITY', I WILL ONLY BE ABLE TO FOCUS ON THE PAIN of this HELL yet CONTROLLED BY SATAN with NO LIGHT OF HOPE! After time the mind simply FORGETS THE TRUTH when DEPRIVED OF HIS LIGHT and becomes DESPERATE FOR RELIEF FROM THE SUFFERING which RESULTS when your body is INCAPABLE of producing SUFFICIENT QUANTITIES of these REQUIRED CANABINOIDS in the BRAIN where real SUFFERING and 'healing' OCCURS in 'REALITY'...I WILL AGAIN BECOME SUICIDALLY INSANE like all of you, you are just to IGNORANT TO KNOW IT! Of course this is EXACTLY the time these VERY EXPERIENCED SATANIC DRUG SORCERERS who ARE PLAYING GOD using a SECRET SATANIC NET (Hab. 1:16, Mic 7:2, Prov. 1:14) want to INTRODUCE YOU to new PHARMAKIA SORCERY to 'help me' which they GET YOU TO BUY INTO through LYING TO YOU and getting you to FEAR REALITY ITSELF! It's simply the SATANIC MIND OF MAN which wants PERSONAL GLORY from your IGNORANCE and is being ENRICHED by YOUR IGNORANT SUFFERING (and continued sacrifice of the TRUTH which would FREE US) by PROFITING FROM SELLING YOU LIES and SNUFFING OUT GODS LIGHT OF TRUTH. When the LIGHT of TRUTH is removed from the BODY individually AND CORPORATELY...the MIND of that BODY begins to DIM and BE CONFUSED and HOPE can be LOST very quickly AT THAT MOMENT...Satan is STRONGEST at that point! Look at how far the COLLECTIVE MIND of the BODY of MANKIND has ALREADY DIMMED since the FOUNDING FATHERS time and THEIR INSTRUCTIONS TO US regarding these BANKSTER SCUM and their HATRED OF THE TREE OF LIFE! We are THE BELOVED CHILDREN FOR WHOM OUR FOREFATHERS FOUGHT, SPILLED THEIR BLOOD, AND GAVE THEIR LIVES TO DELIVER US FROM THIS VERY BANKSTER FRAUD AND TYRANNY NOW AT THE DOOR, IN THE HOUSE OF LADY LIBERTY, THE VIRGIN DAUGHTER OF ZION!
The light is SO DIM and minds are SO DARKENED regarding the SAVING TRUTH that most children today can't even read with understanding, the WORDS they wrote and left us, PARTICULARLY IN REGARD TO THESE BANKSTER SCUMBAGS, FORGET TRYING TO DECIFER THE DEEP SYMBOLIC INSTRUCTION THEY LEFT BEHIND FOR US TO UNDERSTAND, THEIR BELOVED CHILDREN! My BRIGHT future COULD mirror YOURS...AS MY SACRIFICIAL LIFE HAS MIRRORED THEIRS...my SALVATION could be YOURS...if you would only BELIEVE and UNITE with me in the INVINCIBLE, ETERNAL LIGHT of TRUTH which HIS HOLINESS gave us HIS WISDOM found in the CHEMICAL COMPOUNDS of that 'TREE of KNOWLEDGE' which our bodies themselves CREATE and NEED at a FOUNDATIONAL LEVEL to DELIVER US FROM OUR BONDAGE AND SUFFERING in FUNDAMENTAL WAYS! LIKE MYSELF from MY PERSONAL EXPERIENCE, OUR FOUNDING FATHERS PERCEIVED CANABIS as the very FUNDAMENTAL CHEMICAL and MATERIAL RESOURCE for LIFE, LIBERTY, and the PURSUIT OF HAPPINESS for a NEW WORLD ORDER and they 'CODED' it as the 'TREE OF LIBERTY' at WHOSE BASE MANS BLOOD HAS BEEN SHED THROUGHOUT HIS STORY, for us to AWAKEN NOW from the MIND PRISON they KNEW you would SOON BE CORALLED INTO by the BANKSTERS who were ON THEIR HEELS and still PERVERTING THE CHILDRENS MINDS with ATHEISTIC (RELIGIOUS) LIES of DIVISION, and who gave us PETROLEUM and PHARMACHIA SORCERY and the RAPE AND DESECRATION OF THE PLANET resulting from PURE GREED as the cornerstone of PERPETUAL WAR which will ALWAYS REQUIRE SACRIFICE OF TRUTH UNTIL THAT LAST SUICIDAL, KING SAUL MOMENT! They simply refuse to change their path of CERTAIN SELF DESTRUCTION! DON'T LET THESE BANKSTER CRIMINALS TAKE YOU TO HELL WITH THEM WITH THEIR UNREPENTENT LIES OF ATHEISTIC 'RELIGIOUS' DECEPTIONS, CHILD MOLESTATIONS, AND KIDNAPPING/MAN TRAFFICKING MURDERS in BROAD DAYLIGHT! God had a PLAN to SAVE US and the FOUNDING FATHERS KNEW IT, even as I DO...I TRUST GOD, WHO DO YOU TRUST? WHOSE 'IMAGE' DO YOU 'COUNT' AS MORE PRECIOUS THAN GOLD...how much Godly VIRTUE have you STORED within you?! It's NEVER TOO LATE TO BEGIN SUCH A WONDERFUL 'LIFE INVESTMENT'! All who OPPOSE THE TRUTH are self seeking SCUM TRAITORS, not only to the UNITED STATES and our FOUNDING FATHERS principals and IDEALS for MANKINDS FUTURE WELL BEING, but ALSO a TRAITOR to ISRAEL, HUMANITY, the PLANET and GOD AND HIS WHOLE UNIVERSE, and GOD IS ABOUT TO METE OUT JUDGEMENT on ALL WHO REMAIN ON THE SIDE OF GREED AND CORRUPTION OPPOSING HIS PEACE PLAN FOR UNIVERSAL PEACE to begin on PLANET EARTH, so please CHOOSE CORRECTLY in this SECOND HALF of the ATONEMENTS SACRIFICE OF GOD so you don't have to SUFFER AS AN ETERNAL FOOL!
Last GREAT DAY of the Feast of Tabernacles!
The temporary reprieve I have been experiencing from the AUDIO ASSAULTS on my QUIET TIMES and my SLEEP has ended. Jim, the racist, womanizing, child abuser who lives next door, has started back with his STEALTH attacks on those times and I am back to sleeping in only 2 hour stints or less again. Please pray YHWH give me the ability to endure this soft form of TORTURE from these Philosophically challenged DOMESTIC TERRORISTS and REBELS against GODS KINGDOM PEACE PHILOSOPHY, so they may yet REPENT before SUDDEN DESTRUCTION comes on them!
I have endured the second night of FULL SLEEP DEPRIVATION TORTURE in a row. I called the 911 dispatch again last night (4:50 AM) just to let them know, since they have already informed me they can't or WILL NOT do anything to HELP ME. Dispatch told me I should move and stop causing everyone problems...I get lots of unsolicited ADVICE from COMFORTABLY dumb, MIND SLAVE assholes...LIKE JOBS 'FRIENDS'...they think they make great arm chair quarterbacks and advisers.
He is despised and rejected by men, a man in pain and knowing sickness, and we hide our faces from him. He is despised and we do not even think about him. Isaiah 53:3
Father give me strength to ENDURE THIS OPEN AIR ECONOMIC PRISON TORTURE IN FULL VIEW OF ALL THE INSANE BIRDS until they TURN SANE (Eccles. 9:12, Prov. 1:17)...or PLEASE TAKE ME OUT of this CESSPOOL soon if I will not be allowed to clean it up, for YOUR GLORY! There is NOTHING ELSE of ANY VALUE in this HELLISH LIFE I have endured thus far...PLEASE TAKE MY LIGHT FROM THEM if they don't want to CONSIDER or ESTEEM it...I DON'T WANT TO CAUSE THEM ANY MORE 'PROBLEMS' WITH MY LIGHT FROM YOU SHINING AROUND ME THAN I HAVE ALREADY CAUSED THEM...LET THEM BE SHROUDED IN DARKNESS FOREVER IF THAT IS WHAT THEY CHOOSE TO ESTEEM AS VALUABLE!
There seems to be a VERY INTERESTING CONJUNCTION of Ancient calendars occurring this MOONTH between GODS and the WORLDS ANTICHRIST calendar SYSTEMS, I know that is not a coincidence. In particular the SOLAR CALENDER worshippers 'holy day' called 'all hollows eve' or HOLLOWEEN happens to ALSO be MY GODS NEW MOON EVE, a holy convocation for the people of GOD who SHALL RULE THIS EARTH OPENLY MANIFESTING HIS BEAUTY TO THE WORLD. The day before New Moon (Nov. 30th this Solar Calendar year) is always the LAST SABBATH in GODS HOLY LUNAR CALENDAR moonth, and for this reason NO LIGHT is seen on this particular sabbath, unlike Full Moon Sabbath or the two 1/4 Moon Sabbath days of GODS MOONTHLY RECONING, which he has GIVEN ME to UNSEAL AND MANIFEST from HIS HOLY WORD. For this reason it is also called BLACK SABBATH and the witches love it for REASONS THEY NEVER KNEW until NOW as I MANIFEST IT TO THEM! Despite anything else that may be said about the band or members of the group Black Sabbath, we know GOD CAN SPEAK even THROUGH DONKEYS if he wants to, and God CLEARLY told me in College that the songs War Pigs and IRON MAN were prophetic songs given from HIM to ME. They speak of ME in VEILED LANGUAGE and THEY, my 'CRIMINAL' friends in college who backstabbed and sacrificed me and ARE STILL DOING SO TO THIS DAY, ALL KNOW IT, too! The GREEK SYSTEM is CONTROLLED by a RELIGIOUS CRAFT who ENSLAVE WOMEN, and the world, using SORCERIES to INCLUDE COCAINE and PHARMAKIA. I am WITNESS and they SACRIFICED ME, they who DUBBED ME as the THE 'MAC DADDY' before Obama came on the world scene dubbed with it, because I WOULD NOT PLAY BALL WITH THEM and the EVIDENCE is IN MY COLLEGE FILE, the LETTER I SUBMITTED when put on ACEDEMIC PROBATION before being RE-INSTATED to the COLLEGE! They are now all in respected professions as pillars of their communities while trying to hide their crimes against HUMANITY, and ME, and MERGE THEIR CORRUPTION into MY RIGHTEOUS KINGS NEW WORLD ORDER, exactly as MY FATHER PLANNED! All who choose to BLESS ME SHALL THEMSELVES BE BLESSED, and those who do not are ALREADY UNDER THE CURSE OF GOD!
In Michigan the night before holloween night is called DEVILS NIGHT and has had some choatic events take place on it...usually fires are started. God wants to now start his own 'fire' of sorts to burn down the devils kingdom of LIES. So Devils Night this year falls on the BLACK SABBATH of GOD! You may call me insane but I believe a SACRIFICE called the MARRIAGE SUPPER OF THE LAMB is about to BEGIN on these CLOWNS 'DEVILS NIGHT' somewhwere on planet EARTH by the RIGHTEOUS DECREE OF GOD calling HIS BODY to begin to RISE UP and SHINE FORTH HIS GLORY and point the WAY to the SALVATION OF THE WORLD FOR THESE REASONS!
Please REPENT cause LUCK WILL NOT SAVE THE SCUM WHO REFUSE MY FATHER'S KINGDOM OF RIGHTEOUSNESS MANIFESTING ON THIS EARTH! The father is NOW CROSSING HIS HANDS over HIS WORLD, his HANDS of DARKNESS and LIGHT to TURN BACK OUR CAPTIVITY...and with that event I say ABRA CADABRA (I will create according to the WORD)! As the hand of DARKNESS passes before the LIGHT, the LIGHT shall INCREASE and the hand of BLINDING DARKNESS shall DECREASE...the whole world which WAS PLUNGED into darkness 2000 years ago according to the FATHERS PLAN, SHALL NOW TURN BACK from DARKNESS to LIGHT in a NEW WORLD ORDER under an ETERNAL KING of RIGHTEOUSNESS as PLANNED! AMEN!
December 12th of the OLD WORLD ORDER
Another conjunction between Gods LUNAR Calendar, in which is seen the GOSPEL OF MESSIAH EMBEDDED as the REJECTED CORNERSTONE yet to this day, and the WORLDS BLINDING SOLAR DECEPTION calendar which YHWH promised to send us for REBELLION as a WARNING to heed NOW that it is MANIFEST!
Interestingly the JEWISH 8 day festival of LIGHT called CHANUKAH (Hanukah), a festival of DEDICATING a HOLY TEMPLE with HOLY SPIRIT OIL, which Jesus himself observed and taught at in John chapter 10 where he gives insight into hearing his voice of truth and OBEYING HIM, begins on the 25th day of the JEWISH LUNAR CALENDAR MONTH which is in CONJUNCTION with the BLINDING SOLAR ANTICHRIST CALENDAR this year. This LUNAR CALANDAR DAY observed by JEWS like JESUS yet to this day, falls on the SAME DAY as the ancient SUN GODs birth, MITHRAS, the God of SODOMITE ANTICHRISTS in secret as they pretend to be your RELIGIOUS 'AUTHORITIES' concerning a GOD OF TRUTH. The MITHRAS WORSHIPPERS of the ancient ROMAN world BLINDED THE MINDS of the WHOLE WORLD as GOD PROMISED he was going to ALLOW...he DID IT. CHRISTMAS is NOTHING MORE than a BIBLE VEIL of words adorning or concealing a SECRET PEDOPHILIC RELIGION and PHARMACHIA DRUG SORCERY CULT which is GETTING RICHER and MORE POWERFUL feeding OFF YOUR IGNORANCE, every day! WAKE UP BEFORE HUMANITY IS DEAD!
You ALL ASSIST CHILD MOLESTORS when you TELL THEIR 'Christmas' LIES to CHILDREN in GODS NAME as THEIR AUTHORITIES, regardless how unintended or INNOCENTLY it was done! The EFFECT is the SAME, an atmosphere of DARKNESS and CONFUSION regarding the TRUTH which ASSISTS MIND MOLESTORS at EVERY LEVEL of our SYSTEM! Jesus is calling you to ACCOUNTABILITY for WHAT YOU HAVE DONE in IGNORANCE if you LOVE HIM as part of HIS WONDERFUL GOSPEL PLAN he is giving you an OPPORTUNITY to BELIEVE. Please consider the message and its voice of truth and REPENT to EXPOSE THEM who WILL NOT REPENT of THEIR LIES, through your OBEDIENCE TO HIS VOICE OF TRUTH as the true LIGHT of the WORLD. The SUN GOD MITHRAS is the GOD OF THIS WORLD who is NOW exposed by the TRUE JESUS and LIGHT of the WORLD seen as the CORNERSTONE of SACRIFICE of the ancient LUNAR CALANDAR COMMANDED BY FATHER GOD FOR ALL HIS SONS OF LIGHT TO ENTER AS A 'SIGN' OF OBEDIENCE TO THE MARRIAGE CONTRACT! Mithraism, and its ASSOCIATED SOLAR CALENDAR of the ancient SUN GOD of Rome (A.K.A. Horus in Egypt etc....this pedophilic religion merely MORPHS like a CHAMELIAN to PERVERT ANY CULTURE!), whose BIRTH DAY (or 're-birth' day) is on the 25th day of the SOLAR CALENDAR. In this ANCIENT INCESTUOUS RELIGION, He is reborn or RESSURRECTED FROM THE DEAD three days after his 'death' on the WINTER SOLSTICE of the 22nd of the SOLAR CALENDAR. Today this BIRTHDAY celebrated as 'Christmas' by IGNORANT CHILDREN being PERVERTED WITH LIES for 'GODS' sake! All they did was change the name of Mithras to a NEW NAME to DECEIVE ignorant children with ANCIENT CALANDAR LIES OPPOSED TO GODS TRUTH in a RELIGIOUS MAGIC SHOW before your very eyes to this day.
YOUR PARENTS, whose minds had ALREADY BEEN MOLESTED AND PERVERTED with ANCIENT LIES, ignorantly handed them down to you! The TRUTH has been UNSEALED as PROMISED to SAVE US from this ANCIENT PERVERSION which SHALL DESTROY US if left UNCHECKED, as GOD WARNED! Please REPENT or you shall SURELY PERISH for FAILURE to LOVE THE TRUTH!
God has now EXPOSED THE LIARS and their PHARMACHIA SORCERY OPEN SECRET CULT who will REFUSE THE LIGHT of TRUTH REIGNING IN PEACE on HIS WORLD THRONE...their SECRET RELIGION REQUIRES WAR in GODS NAME to remain the SECRET in control and ROCKING YOUR CHILDREN'S CRADLE! Please be reasonable with the SAVING TRUTH who does not want to DESTROY YOU ALL for REBELLION merely because YOU INSANELY CHOOSE to believe a LIE in his name. If you oppose the truth as your anti-christ and take up arms against him, it is YOU who are the MANIFEST anti-christ. How can you be saved from FURTHER DESTRUCTION if you REFUSE to REASON with the SAVING TRUTH?!
The LAST QUESTION I would like to address to EACH of YOU PERSONALLY is HOW do you think you JUSTIFY YOURSELF before a GOD whom you are NOT DESIRING TO PLEASE? Specifically I would POINT out that NOT ONLY did Jesus KEEP all his fathers LUNAR CALENDAR FESTIVALS as COMMANDED, because IT PLEASES and GLORIFIES THE FATHER and that was JESUS DESIRE, but we see that ACCORDING to MANY PROPHECIES like those of Zech. 14:18-19 and Isaiah 66:23, it is the FATHERS PLAN that the ENTIRE WORLD SHALL be observing THAT HOLY LUNAR CALENDAR for which HIS SON was the SACRIFICE OF GRACE extended until JUDGEMENT FOR REBELLION. So my VERY SPECIFIC question to you is: what do you plan on telling God when He asks you WHY YOU CHOSE NOT TO PLEASE HIM as HIS SON SHOWED YOU as a CORNERSTONE EXAMPLE to follow?
As a FINAL PERSONAL NOTE: I'm PRACTICALLY being MAINTAINED in an ECONOMIC PRISON CELL of ISOLATION. Death row inmates spend about an hour a day or 30 hours a month outside their cells. I'm outside my tiny cabin less than that (maybe 20 hours a month getting supplies etc.) since I felt it too dangerous to go to the conveniently located local library where they were trying to make it look like ANYTHING EXCEPT what it really was; CHILD MOLESTATION. I went again today to this local library (having not been there really since the incident above where the CHILD MOLESTORS tried to THROW MUD on me in their WITCHCRAFT SHANANIGANS to be RID OF THE EXPOSING LIGHT OF TRUTH!) to upload this edit today (because its well below freezing and I have 2 busted out windows on my truck with no heater and did not need to use gas to go as far as the BIG town for supplies, I just needed to upload this) and noted that the MITHRAS TREE was up in it's usual place. The TRUTH is it's called 'christmas' to the children being MIND MOLESTED with LIES which SACRIFICE the TRUTH of the TRUE JESUS openly before THE WHOLE WORLD YET TO THIS DAY!. What was new this year was the special CHRISTMAS PROGRAM they were advertising to be held at the PUBLIC LIBRARY by the local SCHOOL and LIBRARY OFFICIALS of the GOVERNMENT. I did not stop to note the details but it appears to be an event coincidentally set to begin on the WINTER SOLSTICE or 'death of the SUN GOD' on the 22nd of the SOLAR CALENDAR of the SUN GOD MITHRAS, also conveniently called the 'Christian Calendar' for deception purposes for 2000 years. These TRUTH HATERS have persecuted me under SLANDEROUS GOSSIP, LIES and infractions of COLORED 'law' to GET RID OF MY EXPOSING THIS GOVERNMENT APPROVED CHILD MOLESTATION OPERATION taking place in BROAD DAYLIGHT (as no doubt happening in COUNTLESS OTHER COMMUNITIES because our LAW ALLOWS IT!), and rather than REFLECT on the TRUTH and REPENT of their EVIL DEEDS in LIGHT of IT (which requires a sacrifice on THEIR PART), they SACRIFICE ME! They obviously now feel EMPOWERED by my apparent 'defeat' to become even MORE BLATENT with their OPEN MOLESTATION OF THE TRUTH, just like a SODOMITE REBEL...they will attempt to RAPE ANGELS IN THE STREET if you don't WAKE UP to the PURPOSE of HOLY LAW! Most will REPENT of this path of DEATH AND DESTRUCTION after the GOVERNMENT LAW changes SUDDENLY to REFLECT THE TRUTH, but the REAL MOLESTORS who have UNREPENTANT BLOOD ON THEIR HANDS will only KILL to keep from being held accountable! Our current CALENDAR LAW PARADIGM foisted on us by ANTICHRIST as GOD SAID he would allow to BLIND THE WORLD can now be REMOVED through HOLY LAW as designed, so that it is NO LONGER SHIELDING SODOMITE TRUTH/GOD HATERS! They are a NEST of ANCIENT INCESTUAL PEDOPHILIC RELIGIOUS POWER CULTS now UNITING on theirCORNERSTONE of LIES, who are NOW all EXPOSED BY GODS light of CORNERSTONE TRUTH unsealed from HIS LAW for TRIAL. The only way for YOU to be SAVED is for YOU as an INDIVIDUAL to REPENT and OBEY GODS HOLY LAW, as JESUS EXEMPLIFIED, no matter WHAT anyone else says or does! This is MY GOSPEL which Jesus UNSEALED and SHOWED TO ME according to PROPHECY WRITTEN ABOUT ME!
As a HEAVENLY Hanukah Gift, if SOME or even ONE of YOU reading this who HEARS the VOICE OF TRUTH in what I'm saying in this message, or otherwise HAS a TENDER HEART and wants to SHARE in MY SUFFERING with me as 'insane' (for you and your childrens sakes), would BREAK from their family and cultural ANTI-SEMITIC PARADIGM of perceiving reality, and CROSS or BREAK DOWN the WALL OF DIVISION being created by some of their family members SCREAMING FOR MY DEATH as a 'judaizer', a paradigm FOISTED ON THEM by ANTI-SEMITE ANTI-CHRIST LIARS teaching them about GOD while DIVIDING HIM for 2000 years now, as proven by MY LIFES WORK, to FINALLY UNITE on the TRUE OLD TESTAMENT 'CORNERSTONE' TRUTH of the FATHER as ONE WITH HIM AND with HIS SON, with me in OBEDIENCE, that would be a GREAT GESTURE of SOLIDARITY for MY WORLD being ESTABLISHED to bring GODS KINGDOM of PEACE to planet Earth as God designed. The TOPPING on that 'cake' would be if they also wanted to BRING to me a badly needed PEACE OFFERING or 'Hanukah Gift' of some HOLY HERB to help COMFORT me and EASE MY SUFFERING while at the same time assist in giving me the LIGHT of HOPE and JOY at this rather LONELY, DARK AND PAINFUL TIME, being practically without. That is MY PRAYER for this FEAST of REDEDICATION of LIGHT and TRUTH with miraculous HOLY SPIRIT OIL in the HOLY TEMPLE of GOD, HIS TABERNACLE BODY on EARTH at this time in HIS STORY. You can read where Jesus TAUGHT ABOUT HIMSELF at HANUKAH for YOUR INSTRUCTION today in John 10 and please make sure you see WHERE HE TEACHES ABOUT ME, GODS GIFT OF LIGHT which shall PRECEDE the MIRACULOUS SALVATION of THE WORLD!
If you are waiting on an anti-Christ to come to world power, YOU ARE AN ANTI-CHRIST NOW EXPOSED BY THE TRUE LIGHT OF THE WORLD, REPENT and LIVE or you shall SURELY SUFFER IN TORMENT for REBELLION to the SAVING TRUTH OF GOD and REJECTING HIS HOLY BLOOD ATONMENT!
SUMMARY of MY LIFE
I think I have sufficiently outlined the empirical evidence with my own life's work demonstrating that Socrates' Parable regarding our chained ignorance is true. We live in a corrupt cave world prison run by greedy monetary interests which needs a righteous warden from God to come to power and clean it up, holding the 'powers that be' accountable for what they are doing to the children of God in this prison, and the Bible gave us the BLUEPRINT to do just that. God gave us the blueprint regarding how HIS HOLY SPIRIT which is RIGHTEOUS, shall RULE THIS PLANET through HIS BODY once they ORGANIZE together like a LIVING TABERNACLE as HE COMMANDS. Recognizing the SPIRIT of TRUTH and CO-OPERATING with HIS HOLINESS is our ONLY SALVATION...suffering, wounds, death and ETERNAL DESTRUCTION is the only other path. I'm obeying and living in the LIGHT of the ETERNAL TRUTH, HOW ABOUT YOU...whose side are you on anyway? How do you really know? Come, let us reason together. I'd love to dialogue with you about it.
End of Autobiography
The world's religions, divided over the body of Messiah in the text they all pretend to revere, are exposed as standing UNITED IN WAR over the CORNERSTONE they are all seen INSANELY REJECTING yet to this day! They REQUIRE WAR to keep from being ACCOUNTABLE for their RELIGIOUS INSANITY which is the very SOURCE and CAUSE of our continued SUFFERING! Will a BODY that will REFLECT GODS TRUE CORNERSTONE, HIS RIGHTEOUS PARADIGM for PERCEIVING and LIVING on this planet NOT RAISE UP TO MEET HIM? You BET they will; IT IS WRITTEN and SO IT SHALL BE DONE!
This VISIBLE and AUDIBLE WISDOM of G-d which was in the beginning of CREATION with the INVISIBLE FATHER G-d as NARRATOR of the Genesis account (who tells us of 1. his father, 2. his LIFE LIGHT being sent into the world in visible form on DAY ONE of creation, and 3. the invisible Holy Spirit of G-d hovering over our dark, chaotic world), who gave the account to Moses from the bush on Sinai, he's the SAME WISDOM of LIFE who took comfort in Noah and sealed him safely from the consequences of Rebellious men through his OBEDIENCE to a PLAN for SALVATION. He also manifested to Abraham leading him out of Ur, Jacob called him his 'redeeming messenger' or 'angel', and Moses saw him in a 'burning bush'. Others have seen him as 'flames of fire', 'angels', talking donkeys and even men. In Kabbalistic language these 'manifestations' of Gods SPIRIT of WISDOM are variously referred to as the Memra, Adam Kadmon, Metatron, and 'Shekinah', the head of ALL the MALAKIM or 'angels', himself being called the unique 'SON' of G-d and understood to have appeared to both Joshua and Daniel with prophetic promises YET TO BE FULFILLED (Josh 5:13, Dan. 10:21, 12:1). Priests are also called the 'Malak YHWH' (angel or Messenger of YHWH) and ONE is even called the 'CONTRACTING ANGEL' (Mal. 2:7, 3:1). Let us also not forget that MEN are also called ELOHIM which is MISLEADINGLY translated with the PAGAN CONCEPTUAL WORD 'god' in MOST PLACES, but NOT ALL and for GOOD REASON. It wouldn't make much sense to place the PAGAN CONCEPT in such places as IT MIGHT CAUSE ONE TO RECONSIDER what is BEING COMMUNICATED by the SENTIENT TRUTH! (Ex. 7:1, Ps. 82:6, Jn. 10:35).
It is this SENTIENT, LIVING SPIRIT of WISDOM which HOLDS OUR REALITY TOGETHER as he anciently claimed, the SUPER REALITY within whom we exist as in a WOMB of creation (sometimes he manifests to or through one, some, or all within any group, system or sub system like clouds, pillars of fire, or a host of 'angelic beings' or MESSENGERS of SENTIENT TRUTH) which led the holy fathers into KNOWLEDGE OF HIM, and if we are SENSITIVE to HEAR his VOICE of TRUTH, it is he who shall lead us to SEE the LIGHT of HIS ULTIMATE SAVING TRUTH by which he shall EXPOSE and REMOVE the fallen Adamic, EDOMITE-SODOMITE enslaving paradigm of DARKNESS and WORLD IGNORANCE in the GREAT DRAMA of the ATONEMENTS SACRIFICE of GOD being PLAYED OUT for HIS GLORY on the STAGE of PLANET EARTH so his people and the WHOLE WORLD are no longer SUFFERING AND DYING at the hands of the GODLESSLY REBELLIOUS, HIGHLY FUNCTIONAL, well coordinated INSANE KABALS of POWER who have ALWAYS USURPED HIS RELIGIOUS AUTHORITY as WOLVES in SHEEP CLOTHING on planet Earth as a consequence of his GRACE extended to mankind from the DAY HE REBELLED in the Garden to be kicked out and begin murdering his GOD ANOINTED brother, until NOW!
Now its time for JUDGEMENT to BEGIN. The FIRST HALF of the atonements sacrifice (where the MASTER of SABBATH, the very SABBATH WISDOM OF GOD ENFLESHED, was slain for the people) was finished two thousand years ago and NOW its time for the SECOND HALF of the SACRIFICE where EVIL IS RECOGNIZED, CONFESSED AND REMOVED in a WORLD COURT to SIT...the WEDDING BANQUET of GOD with his BRIDE MANKIND is being ANNOUNCED NOW and SOON, anyone NOT HAVING A WEDDING GARMENT will be REMOVED from the KINGDOM OF LIGHT about to be MANIFEST ON EARTH to expose ALL THE DARKNESS as ANCIENTLY PROMISED...their EARTHLY WAGES will be WORTHLESS to save them from the LIGHT of GODS WISDOM, HIS SENTIENT VIRTUOUS TRUTH now RECOGNIZABLE on planet Earth by Design of Ancient Holy Law as ANCIENTLY PROMISED...PREPARE FOR THE MESSIAH IS COMING!